it took 22 years.....

for me to finally want to get my life straight and become completely independant, but it's there and i ain't going back...

for most of my life i've been alone by myself in my room with no desire for friends, family or to even do anything... it's how i was raised i guess.... it's taken all of but a few days for what i call my shroud of depression to disappear and for me to see i actually do desire a normal life.

sure there are alot of fucked up things going on in my life right now but for once it actually isn't holding me back.... in short, i'm becoming a better person.. i'm becoming an adult...

it's going to be a monumental task to right say oh.... about 14 years of just not caring what happens or where my life is going... but i gotta start somewhere... and for once i'm not scared.... for the first time in my life, even tho i'm under alooooooooooooot of stress at the current momment i can honestly say i'm happy.

Didn't you say, the other day, that you were smoking the best weed of your life?

that was the other day tho.... that's not what i'm on now lol that was when hilder420 came out here

lol wow.

Yeah I smoked him the best weed of his life, and we chilled for a few hours, but I aint and cant take credit for that. I wish you luck, you deserve to be happy.

Hilder, when you coming over to smoke me out? I thought I was your friend. LOL

Oh yeah, congrats Slip...it is nice to get a new perspective on things

You are my friend Geo! But california isnt exactly illegal immigrant friendly. ROFLMFAO besides, last thing that state neds is a smartmouthed mexican stoner chick with attitude. Only in Texas baby!!! LOL.. Perhaps one day though. One of my bestest friends lives out in Dinuba.. dunno where that is, but shes been nagging me to come visit. she doesnt believe me that i can get some choice smokeage. hey, didnt you say you wanted to come to Texas anyway? It would be awesome to get together with ya and blaaaze... as soonas slip gets transportation he has to come to my place and smoke outta margherita and eat some fooooddd..

congrats man!
this joint for you:smokin:

Sounds exactly like my story bro, Congrats for You! It may not seem like you deserve it, to the people around you, but this is one of those 'self celebration' times. [[[{~BLUNT SMOKE~}]]].

Hilder, you are way to cool...no worries..one of these days...

I think it was Hilder the smartmouthed mexican stoner chick with attitude and her choice smokeage that turned Slip around and showed him there is more to life. Comgrtulations to you, Slip, for reversing a downward spiral that began at the tender age of 8. And congratulations to you, Hilder, for using your powers for good, not evil.

how'd you do it slip? what is your secret to happiness?

Go out there and be somebody

Thanks Geo, and anytime buddy. My stash bag is opent to you anytime.. dammit, I wish I had a collar on my shirt to flip up.. oh well, I guess the hoodie is gonna have to do.. lol..
Honestly Ya'll, I really doubt it was me who made him come to these realizations. Perhaps my stash and I gave him the last nudge he needed to realize that its good to have real contact with people in the outside world. The magical Power of the plant we all know and love works her magic yet again. We are not worthy..

If you got a job, You should be ok. Then At least its easier to have friends.
(most employers frown on multiple controled substance missdemeanors, remember this; cause cops are basturds)
So what you going to do?