for me to finally want to get my life straight and become completely independant, but it's there and i ain't going back...

for most of my life i've been alone by myself in my room with no desire for friends, family or to even do anything... it's how i was raised i guess.... it's taken all of but a few days for what i call my shroud of depression to disappear and for me to see i actually do desire a normal life.

sure there are alot of fucked up things going on in my life right now but for once it actually isn't holding me back.... in short, i'm becoming a better person.. i'm becoming an adult...

it's going to be a monumental task to right say oh.... about 14 years of just not caring what happens or where my life is going... but i gotta start somewhere... and for once i'm not scared.... for the first time in my life, even tho i'm under alooooooooooooot of stress at the current momment i can honestly say i'm happy.
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . it took 22 years..... for me to finally want to get my life straight and become completely independant, but it's there and i ain't going back... for most of my life i've been alone by myself in my room with no desire for friends, family or to even do anything... it's how i was raised i guess.... it's taken all of but a few days for what i call my shroud of depression to disappear and for me to see i actually do desire a normal life. sure there are alot of fucked up things going on in my life right now but Rating: 5