Thinkin about killing myself
mr devious your cool man your a great person so dont like be thinking u cant get any friends as u have so many here allready if u can do it here u can do it in real life its just probably as u have the pain and cannot go out into well populated recreational area's like nightclubs and such but thats not your fault man thats why u gotta hang on because at sum point you will get out there and be doin those things ,
the goverment suck. no matter where u are they r hard bastards when it comes down to the facts(they dont give a shit about em) i know this will sound like another cliche fix but have u tried any kind of apprentaships(spelling) at home? as in when u apply for a job u tell them that you are physically unable to travel to and from work i know its sounds dumb but sum companies want to look good and actualy pay for a computer for you and train you how to use the computer and you can work from home. u will have do sum hard assed searching but those jobs do exist i know sumone who works from home over a broadband connection on remote admin all because complained about arthritus one day.
i do think the teachers pile on to much these days like i really do think home work should be abolished from secondary schools i mean u work at school then u go home fro home time not bastard doin more work at home time lol but yeah college teachers go overdrive i think because they feel they have to keep the student thinking they would never be as smart as the teacher. its a big mind game trying to get you to work harder . just give it a year and if your in the same position then think of suidcide
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Originally Posted by Wesley Pipes
dude.... u must think your the only one with problems, u don't got it so bad, i'm not sayin i got it worse cuz i dont, but other ppl do, think about the thousands who are raped every year, think about all the kids with no parents or family at all that have no-where to turn to, no home to go to, think about the parents whos kids are abducted, raped and murdered by peodophiles and nut cases, u don't have it as bad as you think u do m8, others DO have it worse, and they have the strength to go on living, why can't you, if u kill urself u will only be wasting your life, u will not get a second chance at life dude.
Peace
no man thats wrong just because sumone has never experienced worse dosent mena they r not suffering ...in others words yes others have it worse like aids stricken children in minority countries but it doesnt mean the situation isnt deathening to the individual....if u get me
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Aww man I should have seen this earlier, now I just cba to read it all.
Cool down mrdevious and have fun :)
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yes, why the physical pain? Seek help through a counselor, hospital, etc. It sucks to think of, but u might need hospitalization at a psych hospital to get away from all the stress, clear your head, and get feeling better. u can also be put on meds and be monitored there, to see if the meds are working or not. I work at a psych hospital. It opens your eyes to see others worse off than you, also. U get to appreciate what u do have by seeing what others don't have. I love seeing people get better. I hope that you take this advice to heart. Take very good care of yourself. College years are very tough, but u will survive. Just take the time u need to help u!
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Go ahead I won't stop ya.......Or join the army ....or rob a bank and take a gamble?
If you.ve decided enough is enough and made the decision...then every moment you have left is kind of "not yours" or.....soon to be no more...so by that point you will have washed away all the things that would normally stop a rational mind from doing something that would be punishable by say...life imprisonment or indeed the spoiling of ones future....
And because you.ve surrendered your future and therefore removed all ambition...just take a massive gamble and see if it pays off....
My point is ....If you have the gun against your head...you have already said fuck off world and goodbye...therefore you have NOTHING TO LOSE!!!
If you get caught/busted ..then you have lost nothing and can happily resume the process of murdering yourself....
Just some advice
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Originally Posted by mrdevious
why? fuck it, that's why. I remember in high school they gave these stupid seminars on suicide telling us "people commit suicide because they want the pain to stop". well they're fucking stupid, because there's always more than one reason, and sometimes it may even be justified. I hate people who say "it's never the answer". well maybe sometimes it is, maybe the world isn't a big happy simple place where one answer fits all. And right now I realized that it may be my only choice left because I have nowhere left to go.
right now I'm in college and as it's goin, I'm not going to pass. I've been studying for hours, but no matter how hard I try it's too much and I keep falling behind. it doesn't matter what I do, I've tried and tried, but I can't do it. I'm so fucking sick of people telling me that i just need to buckle down, and it'll be hard, but I'll suceed in the end. pretty fucking words don't pass my tests, don't finish my projects, don't make me understand all the material and catch up. I can work my ass off 24 hours a day, but I'm not gonna pass.
but hey, no big deal right? I'll just drop out, get a job, finally move out, and live a little first. oh wait, nope I'm fucked there too because I'm in so much fuckin pain all the time I can't possibly work. it hurts like hell for me just to take the bus to school, 3 hours a day sitting in class is enough alone to put me in a world of pain. so obviously, I can't go out and work, because I can barely manage to go out shopping.
so hey, if I should disappear suddenly, that's why, because I can't see a fucking way out. I can't finish college, I can't work, i can't move out, and my parents will never let me just sit at home doing nothing. What the hell else do I have for options? NOTHING. there's absolutely no other course I could take that I can see. don't listen to these assholes that say "suicide is NEVER the answer", 'cause I'm living proof that it's the only answer sometimes. I'm not saying I'll pop myself off today, 'cause I'm not, but I imagine I'll have to do it pretty soon.
Thats a fucked up story, sorry man (best wishes).
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Hey man even when all seems losts...sometimes thats when you get the answers.....sometimes you dont. While school is an important part of your financial success in years to come....nobody says you have to have a diploma to be successful. I never gradutated from Penn State and I have made more money than most who have their Masters Degrees. Its about following YOUR dreams....you are only here on Earth for a short time. Im hoping you dont have a debilitation disease....or a child with cancer...if you hate school and feel overwhelmed...QUIT. You can always go back later if you feel like it. Take a break and refresh....you can always change something....but once your gone....YOUR GONE.
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wow. this is a long thread with lots of posts. I couldn't read them all but don't kill yourself, or do. whatever you want. but you should think about your loved ones before you do.
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Originally Posted by fractur
Are you joking? I'd kill myself if that happened..
By that logic, nobody has any right to complain about anything, given that there are always people in better / worse situations. I'm sure someone could rail on you everytime you complained about something. Would that make you feel better? Would that be the best thing that person could do for you?
Yeah but i'd just been complaining, i would'nt kill myself. The future could be bright for him and he would'nt even know because he would be dead. But he has'nt been online for a long time and to be honest im worried about wether he's gone through with it.
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Originally Posted by chisme
no man thats wrong just because sumone has never experienced worse dosent mena they r not suffering ...in others words yes others have it worse like aids stricken children in minority countries but it doesnt mean the situation isnt deathening to the individual....if u get me
i get u, but when i'm depressed thats the kinda stuff i think about and it kinda makes me glad to have my family and friends around me (even tho sometimes they get on my nerves), nothin else matters in the end, so my life doesnt seem so bad ya know.
Peace :D:rasta:
