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it does feel like im high all the time like Vis4lovers said. he/she got it almost exactly right.
Like today, in the morning, i kept losing balance & felt outside myself, then in the afternoon, i was less dissociated, and i thought everything was funny. kind of like dxm (which i miss as you can maybe tell by now). weird thing is i kept smelling pot everywhere in the afternoon haha
When you have bud.. does it.. talk to you? Tell you things?
My sister is a hypochondriac. She always gets random disorders that go away in a couple weeks, has regular panic attacks, and won't so much as sit in the room when I'm smoking weed because even the second hand smoke makes her feel funny. I'm not saying this is the case, but there's a certain type of person ((like my sister)) who see's that certain things exist and suddenly gets them.
I told her about restless leg syndrome which she'd never heard of, and two weeks later she's trying to get medication for it. The doctors know her though so she never gets anything except xanax, which she refuses to take more then .25mg of otherwise she gets scared that she's going to die and thinks her breathing is getting shallow and all sorts of stuff.
The mind is powerful. If you keep thinking about the possibility of restless legs while you're laying down and focusing on your legs, odds are your legs are gonna get restless.
Don't take offense to any of this. I don't know the situation except what you've told me of it. I'm just trying to give some possible input other then "You're probably crazy, stop taking drugs and see a doctor."
i was ok today, probably cause i didnt think about it so much. i can't seem to stop thinking about it though. everywhere i go, i probably had some kind of panic attack there, so it makes me think of it, its an endless cycle.
try drinking.... ... .. .