I don't know if you read any of my complaining threads on here, but I think I know why I've been so dizzy & everything's been so weird for the past 3 weeks....

For one thing, I want to know if this is supposed to happen when you smoke. I don't know because it's only happened the past couple of times out of the year I've been smoking. It feels like everything is a dream, like what happens when you fall asleep when the TV is on then wake up & they're moving weird, is how I can describe it.
Second of all,
For some reason I looked on the DSM-IV & saw depersonalization disorder: http://www.behavenet.com/capsules/di.../depersdis.htm
This firsttime it happened (if you'll kindly read the link) back in 7th grade for maybe 30 seconds and it scared the shit out of me. It happened a couple of times after that, mostly while I was on DXM.
But about 3 weeks ago, it started again, only for longer periods of time, and every day now too. It's mostly in the mornings but it goes through the day on and off a lot too. Some days it's worse than usual, mostly after I've smoked ANYTHING the day before (maybe it has to do with blood pressure or lack of oxygen, I don't know.)...It's also more noticeable when I'm around a lot of people or if I'm outside when it just starts getting dark.
I can't even smoke a cigarette now or it gets a lot worse for a couple of minutes & my heart rate gets faster which I'm sure isn't making it any better.
I read it can be caused by the "onset of the use of marijuana", which would make sense if it started a year ago when I started, but it started happening every day 3 weeks ago when I bought some from someone else (who I knew)
I don't know if that might be causing it, but I REALLY don't like it cause I don't want to take any drugs till it stops, and it doesn't look like it will stop soon.

Some people I know are going to say "thats so cool i wish it would happen to me". No, you don't. It's fun for a while, sure, but when you really have to be doing something it's not fun at ALL, and after weeks of it you just want it to stop already.

Does this happen to anyone else? IS that what's going on here? And most importantly, Is it permanent?
thanks
laura


if you know anything about if IM me at atreeisme cause i really want to know about this, it's annoying as hell after 3 weeks.
laurajustlaura Reviewed by laurajustlaura on . dissociation depersonalization disorder I don't know if you read any of my complaining threads on here, but I think I know why I've been so dizzy & everything's been so weird for the past 3 weeks.... For one thing, I want to know if this is supposed to happen when you smoke. I don't know because it's only happened the past couple of times out of the year I've been smoking. It feels like everything is a dream, like what happens when you fall asleep when the TV is on then wake up & they're moving weird, is how I can describe it. Rating: 5