I hate him but I want to love him.

BFA, I went through something similar recently... a month ago, my girlfriend dropped me, she had randomly grown distant to me a couple months prior and one day ended it. I felt horrible, as things couldn't have been more perfect when the relationship started.

It hurts... I assume you're like me, always working on the relationship, wanting it to work. Even after we broke up, at first I tried to make things better... stay close. But it doesn't work. Every day I talk to her I feel horrible for hours afterwards.

Just listen to everyone else, and move on. It's hard, but eventually the change takes effect and your life will be novel, interesting, and enjoyable once again. Change is inevitable, just flow with it :jointsmile:

im not gonna tell u what to do that is your life. but u were in puppy love thats why u dont have sex right away to see if its really love or just a fling. BFA ur probly the one whos posts I ALWAYS read i dont know why its just that way, but ive been readin up on shit u have been doin and not to be fucked cuz ur really cool but... the relation ship sounds like its not one that will last. i know how u r theres just some people who are on a different level and ur one of them ur a really str8 forward type of person (not generally with ur guy) but in how u are in LIFE. U want real love and are capable of giving that but, the defining factor IS HE!!! one last thing an alcoholic and a stoner just dont mix History shows that just look at our gov. in moderation maybe but than there not truely an alcoholic. i to know that fealing of wanting to love someone to but bottom line is it just wont work out that way it has there has to be an equal amount of love for one another. but just feel lucky i posted this one u lil punk cause i usually never post on topics of Love but in ur case this is an exception later G and take care.

first of all, thank you ALL for your support and advice, i (as always) very much appreciate it. (Especially O.G who made an exception for me)

secondly, I'm totally down for a road trip :D

third, I'm really taking everything you all said into consideration (mostly..DITCH HIM..duh ;) ) and within the next week or two the relationship will be over with..for good.

I love you all!

Lets see, we need a little list of items..

1. winnebago
2. Couple pounds of pot
3. Lots of alcohol

We need to start working on this check list, lol! :jointsmile:

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Originally Posted by Blitzed

Lets see, we need a little list of items..

1. winnebago
2. Couple pounds of pot
3. Lots of alcohol

We need to start working on this check list, lol! :jointsmile:

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well lets see id like to take my pillow and blanky. And maybe some clothes. We BETTER have some crown royal. And some purps, juicy fruit, sour D, Master Kush.

Also... i will bring my hackie sacks... becaus ei like to play and i will force everyone to play with me.. lol sorry..

damn... ive been planning a road trip for like a year now.. lol

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Originally Posted by GraziLovesMary

damn... ive been planning a road trip for like a year now.. lol

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lol a year? Iv been planing for less then a month.. i wonder if it will ever go through..

I also am planing on driving across country and back take about a month during winter. i want to drive up to canada and go snowbaording OH YEAH.. then hit everything else on the way down like new york, philly, well everywere... i love to travel.. florida georgia.. you know..

I think we should ALL road trip and meet up at a certain spot, and have a huge party then continue on our ways :)

Im in looks like my car will be fucked by the time I get there. :(

Im down for the mass roadtrip/reunion/meeting/smokefest/whateverelsefest:D lol

Haha CC just take a cruise across the pacific, or fly over here, we got yo back.