I used to have the problem that I'd never want to leave my boyfriend, as some as you remember. I was extremely dedicated and in love, or some shit. Now, I hate him. He makes me cringe, when he tries to fuck me..I get nauseas, when he talks to me I completely ignore him, anything he does is WRONG in my eyes, but without reasoning.

A few weeks ago I was madly in love, and now I'm so disgusted with him I don't know what to do. I've tried to dump him several times and each time he doesn't leave..he won't accept it even though he's tried to dump me as well (although he kind of just acted like it never happened, because I accepted the break-up).

Right now, I feel like I'm just humoring him, yet I'm treating him like complete SHIT, worse then I've ever treated anyone. I ignore him when he texts me then yell at him for not talking to me. I'm rude and moody but only towards him. Why do I have a sudden hatred for a boy I wanted to marry?

We have had our share fair of fighting, mostly caused by him (when I was still in love) and he used to really fuck with me emotionally, but I never did anything about it. I sat their and took it with a smile, so to speak. Could me bottling up my emotions THEN be effecting my feelings for him NOW?

The only *real* flaw with him now is that he's an alcoholic, but not in an abusive way or anything, just always reeking of booze. Other then that he's being the "perfect" boyfriend. Yet I still find the stench of beer and liquor absolutely raunchy.

I want to love him but I just can't.

What do I do? Help!
BabyFacedAbortion Reviewed by BabyFacedAbortion on . I hate him but I want to love him. I used to have the problem that I'd never want to leave my boyfriend, as some as you remember. I was extremely dedicated and in love, or some shit. Now, I hate him. He makes me cringe, when he tries to fuck me..I get nauseas, when he talks to me I completely ignore him, anything he does is WRONG in my eyes, but without reasoning. A few weeks ago I was madly in love, and now I'm so disgusted with him I don't know what to do. I've tried to dump him several times and each time he doesn't Rating: 5