Was it all a dream?

well, i think we obviously all have different perspectives, experiences, etc...so we do create our own versions of life within ourselves, definitely.
but we're all in this together, you think you just created this post? hell no mang, im as real as your nipples when they get hard because of the cold.

you'll find out about death when you die, makes sense, no?
'til then, enjoy life and don't worry, because everyone...and I mean EVERYONE has thought those exact thoughts in their lives before.

Good luck, and enjoy life man :)
taking breaks from the huana always helps getting back on track as well.

peace to you brother

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Originally Posted by DannyMan

you think you just created this post? hell no mang, im as real as your nipples when they get hard because of the cold.

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what the fuck? lol

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Originally Posted by Professor Dan K.

what the fuck? lol

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exactly.

perfect example of why no one created me from their minds. :thumbsup:

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Originally Posted by SkatePopwar

you gotta realise, sobriety is still a cool state to be in, its nice..being high is great too, but its all equal! nah mean? haha, peace bro

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I wish that was so. But being sober is so boring and my mind only stays on one thing. At first I could notice my mind being calm when I'm sober but now it's just as rushy when I'm sober as when I am high. And me being high makes me more normal. I feel like I actually am apart of what I'm doing, when I'm sober I just feel like an outcast even though I get so much love. I really think I'm facing depression but if this is the case I've been facing it since 13... I really don't think its a mind state for me and sometimes I wish my mind could be how I am when I'm high, sober..without the strange feelings 24/7 you get when you're high though of course lol. The weirdness, I could go without. I'd like it to last for just as long as it does..only about 4 hours or so.

then my advice to you, is to chill on the weed for a few weeks. 2 or 3 seems sufficient. its going to be hard, i can tell, but those feelings will surely balance themselves out after you become accusotmed to sobriety. if they dont? then its not the weed..once you do start up blazing again, try not to smoke as much as you have been. once you go from getting high all day everyday, to having mindblowing highs every few days or so..well, for me at least, i never wanted to have a high tolerence again!
idk...take my advice if you want, if you dont its your call. but you gotta be strong, and remeember you are in control of you, not the reefer...:rasta:
peace man

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--find something to do with your hands..play an instrument, play a videogame, take up a cheap sport (skateboarding is good), jsut something to keep you from having nothing to do but smoke weed. i think people form weed habits because when they start smokign alot, it becomes all they do, and then eventually they will forget how to have fun in another way besides getting high. it becomes their only way then know to have a guaranteed good time, to release and express themselves. you just have to find a different source of enjoyment and expression!

try it if you like..if you dont want to, its up to you. jsut trying to help a brotha out :)

you just described almost exactly the same wayi feel.i could never articulate my thoughts on it as well as you did and reading that kind of put it in perspective a little more:rasta:

I think we all went through these thoughts one time or another. Yeah I think we all want to go back when things were much easier. But I find if I keep living in the past I'm missing whats gonna happen to me in the future.
I hope you get get past this soon OrangeMan, I know it sucks.

Ill let you borrow a bullet :o
Just kidding man, stay positive.

life is what you make it. try not to concentrate on the negative. pot is not giving you these negative thoughts, but it does make you think deeper thoughts about what you were already thinking, sometimes making things seem more extreme than they really should be. I smoke atleast 10 grams of chronic homegrown daily and I stay positive and get my shit done. You're 16...get a car... get a job... get a girl...make yourself happy. Then again, weed effects everyone different, some in good ways some in bad, you may just not be able to handle it and keep your life balanced. If so, definatley ease off the ganja (never thought I would ever say that hahaha). But occasional use is almost always good. I hope I helped you out and I hope this reply doesnt reflect how damn high I am right now.......peace......