Man I miss the past. I am not sure about anything anymore. I occasionally talk to people that used to be real cool with me. My thoughts are blurred because my memory is just messed up and I do believe marijuana is responsible for it. But the point is even though I'm 16 where do I go from here? How far will I go and when will I stop? When I'm facing death what comes after that? Anything at all, will our brains just shut down and it's a empty blackness? Even though we won't know if we don't exist or not how are we sure what will go on? Will we dream forever after we pass away? I mean I'm thinking about all the stuff that used to happen. It's just a blur but it's still there. What happened to all the good times..have anyone else's life been really good in the past and just go to shit and never to be repaired? Just sitting here really has me thinking..is this just what we classify as a "dream"? Who am I really...Why does it seem like I'm just a human just witnessing everything around me go to hell, time passing by living by one string that can easily be snipped? Sorry about my rambling but I'm not sure about anything anymore. I just can't understand how something that was so good just disappear into the past. Why does it seem like I will never find eternal happiness?
orangeman Reviewed by orangeman on . Was it all a dream? Man I miss the past. I am not sure about anything anymore. I occasionally talk to people that used to be real cool with me. My thoughts are blurred because my memory is just messed up and I do believe marijuana is responsible for it. But the point is even though I'm 16 where do I go from here? How far will I go and when will I stop? When I'm facing death what comes after that? Anything at all, will our brains just shut down and it's a empty blackness? Even though we won't know if we don't exist Rating: 5