overwhelming rage and anger

i do. one time at lunch my friend lokingly took my gatorade. and i fuckin flipped out and threw my milk against the wall and ketchup broke my tray over the table and poured gatorade all over the floor. everyone stopped talking and was like wtf is wrong with him, anyway just put the gun down for a minute and pick up the bong its not a new method. peace

i definitly know where friendowl is coming from

hitting things helps, i have a cheap thin plywood door that i love putting my fist thru when things get bad, hitting broken appliances with metal bats releaves alot too, well hitting anything witha bat really... :D

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Originally Posted by friendowl

do any of you suffer from uncontrollable anger.
i am a mellow easy going guy.
for some reason people always let me down.
after many years of being let down by friends,family,co-workers,strangers
i have developed this hatred.
i get angry very quickly and when im upset i feel like i can hurt someone real bad.then when im calm and think about what i couldve done i feel worried cuz i cant stop the rage.what are some things i can do to calm me down.weed helps alot but sometimes it just dosnt.

for example.
i was driving this weekend.the car in front of me was turning left so was i.as the cas turned the corner all of a sudden it stops.i brake hard and honk my horn.some lady with her teenage daughter flips me off.i get mad but fuck it ill go around.as i do i look at the lady and she tells me fuckin asshole and flips me off again.i flip her off tell her fuck you bitch and drive on.about a block later im at a red light.she pulls up next to me and tells me what the fuck are you gonna do she keeps talking shit so i put my car in park and its the middle of the big street.i go to her window and shes talking real bad shit you fucking bitch you fucking asshole this and that.i socked that bitch in her head and was trying to pull her out of the window.shes screaming now cuz im insane.
i see her daughter run from the car and all kinds of people were watching.
i told her talk shit now bitch but she was terrified.i let her go and ran to my car and split.i dont feel bad cuz she provoked me good but i coulda killed her easily and that scared me.i need to get out of this city

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Just think...you might get lucky one day and hit the right "bitch" in her face and get a gun right back in yours. Your nothing! If I was her I would have got your tag number and let the better half take care of it! Creep! Hitting a darn woman and then making excuses for your lack of anger control! A dude like you ever approaches my window..Just because she cut you off and cursed you does not make one .. a man that actually hits a terrified woman!

i am a calm, cool, relaxed person. but as soon as i sit behind the wheel of a car whooaaa look out!! I become a mad man:mad:

in response to shelbay
i understand your mad cuz of what i said
i agree with you.i have never hit a female before and dont plan on doing it again but this woman was a member of a local neighborhood gang.she was way out of line.trust me shelbay if you provoke someone you know when to stop.this lady didnt.she was very rude and disrespectful and telling me she was gonna kill me and shit.i guess you had to be their to understand.
if you start some shit with a stranger either man or woman you better be prepared to back up your actions.if she didnt want no shit she coulda just drove on.she assumedshe was tougher so she get bitch slapped.so what

I'm always known to be a calm and calculated fellow.

But the problem is, I am going through this real extreme hatred problem. Kind of like what friendowl was talking about but much more extreme.

I just hate everything I see all of a sudden, like it's like a bad trip where you are seeing only the negative and dirty aspects of everything. I can't see anything but imperfections. It's kinda scary.... I feel kind of like a young child who was just born is in a 21 year old's body, and it's learning about everything for the first time BUT it's all negative impressions.

Okay then I apologize for not understanding the whole story okay? Once again I "spoke" without the whole story...but for real man...don't hit the women..when they want to be a man..just knock them on their butts. I didn't know she was a gang member..I hear they fight like men...I just had a mental image of a helpless woman that was mouthy just getting hit on so I ..do apologize.

we are in the same boat feast.
when good men turn bad
that should be my title for this year

and people still say marijuana has no negative effects, lol.
I have

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i am a mellow easy going guy.
for some reason people always let me down.
after many years of being let down by friends,family,co-workers,strangers
i have developed this hatred.

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same here dude

I'm a mellow dude. I'm also an insane, hypocritic, prejudiced, fascist.

I know it sounds like new-age bullshit, but I almost killed myself trying to pretend I didn't get angry. I embrace both sides now, after a life of bottling it all up. Anger therapy taught me one thing: don't go to anger therapy. Those, or at least my, physchotherapists do nothing but add to the problem.

"I WANNA HIT YOU SO FUCKING HARD!"
"Hmm. Okay. Now, why?"
"BECAUSE YOU ARE A FUCKING RETARD!!"
"Hmm."

Although, I do aim it all at objects. Proudly so, I haven't hit anybody in anger since 6th grade. Although, I've gone through countless doors, walls, TVs, and VCRs. Also, now I found a sweet spot. I have a solid oak door frame, perfect for elbows at 200 mph.