Very Tough Night (long read)

math, school and the like are only important because of the world we live in, you need math and school subjects to be passed to get a job and start pumpin money in to this shite. Weed mite be makin u think, what is the fuckin point? (a very good one) and you're goin against this because u feel its not the way. well bollox to it man, do whatever the fuck u want, workin in mcd's is no different than workin for sum corporate company that fucks u daily with there procedures, (other than the money, but if you got the green, for food and water then wha are you whinin about?) your life plays a very small part in the meanin of anythin, shame aint it? but if you think quittin weed will influence ure grades, it probly will, but don't think u are workin towards anythin that means something (cuz any job, that involves anything to do with cultural needs, means fuck all, except to those within the culture at the time) then yes go with the 2.4 kids, the house, the wife, and you with a fukin good job (40k plus a year) then go for it, if thats what u think is gonna make you happy, but u gotta realise that weed was not standin in ure way, jus the thoughts u were thinkin while bein stoned, and thoughts are not bought on by any drug(s).

Nicely said but I didn't say weed would make him work at McDonalds. I am just saying concentrating on school is very importmant. If HE thinks it is getting in the way, then it is. Even if it isn't. Other things can also fuck things up. Not just weed. I was just speaking in general.

And besides...there is nothing wrong with working at McDonalds. Some people have higher ambitions though. Sorry if I offended anyone.

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Originally Posted by daima

Blame yourself. Cannabis is probably the last thing that unmotivates a person.

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Wow. How can you really say that? I mean, you DO know your wrong right???

Okay, woah, I must've worded something very badly, because daima you have it all wrong! Did you miss the part where I said that I was quitting until April? I have to be honest daima, I think about many many things but the same thought reoccurs to me almost every hour of every day I have lived since I habitually started smoking. Do I have any green, and if so, when am I going to smoke it? This thought wasn't there before. Perhaps weed doesn't have this effect on you, or perhaps you don't mind it, but I do. Getting high is no longer special to me and that is why I am quitting for a little while, getting it all out of my system so I can really enjoy it when I smoke again.

I never said weed was the cause of my bad grades. I am the cause of my bad grades.

I put that in bold because somehow you got that idea in your head and I don't want you to have that. Weed has certainly become a prime factor for happiness in my life and things arent happy and good when I don't have a stash to go home to. I get very bored and lazy when I don't have any pot, and even lazier when I'm really high. This is just me by the way. I have a very addictive personality unfortunately, but luckily I also have a lot of willpower when I want to.

I hope now that you can understand why I am quitting for awhile.

yes GanjaASD I am beginning my workouts for the same reason, it makes one feel great to eat right and excercise, the body is more energetic and a vigorous workout before bed makes being asleep so nice :D

well there u go! u didn't make this post for any reason in particular and now you know why u wanna quit, for your own personal beliefs, that no1 can argue against. You ever thought that school and workin out is something u jus don't like to do? cuz if u lazy anyway (whatever lazy means) and weed makes you lazier, maybe you just don't think its worth the effort.

Jimmi it's something that I don't want to do, but when I'm done, I feel really glad that I did it. That's what keeps me coming back. I get basically the same feeling from finishing a big assignment I would've just said "fuck it" to as I get from breaking my limit in a benchpress. Just a good feeling of accomplishing something.

I think that if I made weed a reward (finish a big paper, smoke a spliff; have a long and tiring run, break out the bowl and don't have anything but fruit for munchies) then I can actually use it to fuel my self-improvements. Still, I'm going to take a month or so off just so the next time I smoke I'll be blitzed out of my mother fucking skull :rasta:

That's so awesome man! Guys gotta quit hating on him. I wish the best of luck to you man, it's really hard quitting for a month (It's brain melting to wait till April).

Dai'ma, I'm sorry, we just don't all share you're unique personality. We're not talking about ending the war on weed, just about pixel taking a break! RELAX MAN :rasta:

p.s. I was gonna get a job at Mickey D's ;)

FUCKING AWESOME DAY, man, i did sumthing like that the day i decided to quit, except it was the last day of music midtown, I smoked like a quarter during public enemy, so much good food at that place, ive been clean for like 8 months now, i feel ok, and wen i thought my friends would ditch me for quitting, they didnt, they even kinda look up to me that i quit, 2 of my friends quit coz of me too ;p, of course i didnt quit forever, i just need a little hiatus since it is my senior yr in high school, and its easier to get the hotter girls wen they know u dont smoke mj and they know that you quit, it kinda turns em on. but u know wat? after i graduate me n my buddies r making a trip to germany, party there during the world cup, ill b doing coke, x, and acid in germany, ill be hitting the clubs wen im on x, and then after 2 weeks in germany taking a train to, (drum roll) AMSTERDAM, yea, hitting up all the coffeeshops and smart shops for shrooms and purple haze. just dont quit forever and know wen to quit, i respect the ppl that quit forever though, good decision

Smonking weed will not get you a job at mcdonalds, they drug test there (at least in IL) lol, anyways Pixel I do give you props on trying to fix your life back up, and having ambition, if you quit, it is your choice, but your post does coincide with the bullshit propaganda that commercials have been telling america for years. The weed did not put a gun to your head telling you no to work harder, pot is more like an enhancer, if you were lazy, and you smoked, you will get lazier. Thats about it, I do agree with Daima, you can't use pot as a crutch, Smokin is a hobby, and a hobby should remain a hobby, it shouldn't interfere with your school work unless you allow it to.

god dammit my computer sucks, and my high ass didn't read what you wrote pixel so sorry, my bad, but anyways yeah thats my take in general, don't take it as I'm bashing on you for quitting, ultimately its your decision, good luck, and mad props on going out in style