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damn lily i really just wanna come over and be close to you, try and comfort ya. first of all i feel like that alot. you just need to go out and do something that makes you realize its not true. i went out and got a job and im doing better than my friend who has a 3.8 GPA (i got a 2.4)
*hugs* awww lily, we all go through problems. Everyone seems to be having problems lately. I dont know what to tell you about anger problems, cuz i kinda have them too. I just dont take them out on other people, only on family, or i just scream and cuss a lot when im alone. Or punch things. But for the luc part. If he really loves you and you really love him. And it really is true love. It will always work out in the end no matter what.
yeah but seriously ive seen alot of people abusing their g/f's and b/f's and its pretty sick. I'm glad that I think i have the right philosophy: Just love your partner and never be purposly mean and hurtful. If something comes along where you have to be mean but its for their own good then you just have to trust your judgment. For example I try to spend alot of time doing what my g/f likes (martial arts) and just spending time with her. But I also like to buy her stuff out the wazzoo but for some reason she doesn't like it. She thinks I spoil her, but she deserves it.
maybe you should talk to luc and see how he is feeling. It may not be you, he may be going through something you could help him with. If he is thinking of breaking up then honey don't be sad, you don't want to be with someone who doesn't have your best interests at heart. Mourn what was, what could have been, but don't keep putting a good face on an ugly situation, see it for what it is. This could be why your feeling so bad about yourself. I don't think your stupid or slow and I've been seeing you here for a while now. Maybe you should try one of those tuturing programs that helps you learn how to learn and study effectively. I wish I had taken one, I struggled so much in school just because no one had taught me how to learn, how to work with my strengths and avoid frustration. Do you think your parent's might help you get in one of those programs? not the school funded ones, public school sucks, something like sylvan (sylvian?)
A lot of these feelings is just the growing up stuff. You're trying to find yourself, discover how you work, and it isn't easy when you have those hormones along with huge changes and pressure from home and social structure. You will live through this, you are definately a light in these forums and I would never like to see you hiding your wonderfullness. You are a good person, everyone has flaws but you mean well and you have a good heart, that is more than most people have.
Your problem is social situations...lol I am exactly the same. I never know what to say and it seems like most of the time it comes out wrong and makes me sound stupid. I have a bunch of books about how to socialize and make friends. I'm such a loser, lol
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Originally Posted by Lily420
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We have a winner.
People get down from time to time, it happens. But if you live as a good person, you end up surrounding yourself with good things.
That right there says that you're a good person, and you deserve for good things to happen. That doesn't include your boyfriend dicking around with your head and telling you you've got anger problems and stuff.
Anyway, in the words of a rubber, battery-powered bass: don't worry, be happy.
And smoke some damn cannabis!
^ what he said.... GET BLAZED. then kick Luc in the teeth and tell him to get lost. he's yankin your chain....wrap that fucker around his throat and suffocate him. have a nice day...
seriously- i think EVERYONE has those fucked up thoughts when they are younger. i went through ALOT of mental shit when i was a teen. i'm a hard headed bastard though, i don't give up easily. keep your head up....
hang in there, girl.
you only live once but u will meet many dudes.....u deserve one that treats you #1
thats what u deserve.
:)