are smoking just to get fucked up. It seems all my friends like to do is get really lit and just do stupid shit. Maybe its my ambitious nature but I cant just sit there and not do anything (unless im watching Mr. Show, or family guy, or some trippy movie that makes me think) it seems like my best highs are when im talking philosophy with my brother or debating an issue. Maybe its just me, but I feel like im wasting my whole fucking day by sitting around talking about how fucked up I got the other day. I just need to be doing something constuctive to be happy like reading or writing or playing guitar.I guess Im just venting, its hard to find people who want to carry an intelligent conversation about anything. :rasta: