is the depressed feeling normal?

Ive noticed it doesnt happen as much since I started smoking but it still happens.

After I finish reading or watching a movie that moves me in a great way(emotionaly or intellectually)I just have this incredible fear that I'll never experience something that good again. It is really hard to explain. I'll feel incredibly depressed for any given amount of time. Its been days, weeks, and months.

And also I'll obsess about unimportant things. Like yesterday i scrubbed one part of my floor for about five minutes. And I just kept doing it over and over then i I realized what I was doing. Ill obsess about a book series or a game. And usually I'll stay depressed until I find a new thing to obsess about. Despite the post name I KNOW this isn't normal. What should I do about it?

quit tweaking and stick to w33d

hey leaf ,
try smoking some sativa -n- see if things change , indica = couch loc drag ya down buzz . sativa = i've found to be a pick me up kinda buzz .
peace
your cuz
crispi

I don't do anything except weed(only done zanex once)

And ive noticed that the feeling happens LESS when I smoke, it has happened all my life

I could really use some replies

Teenagers feel like this often.

Ive felt it since i was 4-5

I doubt you remember those quite specific feelings from when you were 4. Usually people can't recal anything till the age 6.

Also, 4-5 year olds won't ever face depression. Maybe their playdo dryd up, but mommy will buy you some more.

When I was two years old, I had a birthday part at chucky cheese's. I walked in and thought it was huge. I saw chucky and thought that he looked a little off. I remember walking to a chair at a table and eating a slice of peperonni pizza.

When I was four I had a dream about stepping on a baby dolls head and it popping off. The doll then went to my mom(sitting on the couch with her BF) and it took her head off. After that for about two weeks i was scared to death that she was going to die. I stopped doing anything I just sat on my bed and cried for a while then I'd sleep. I ate less. Before i was 6 it was mostly about dreams I had.

To this day, going to church does it to me. After a serman im scared to death of going to hell. I stop playing my games, and visiting people. I am consumed with fear after it. This has always happened to me after I go to church.

I remember many memories from before I was six, the first paragraph on this post is the first thing I can remember.