Attacks of depression/paranoia the day after...

Hey guys. :p

I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I'm on my last week of summer holidays and go back to college on Thursday. Basically last week I was smoking pretty much everyday with a couple of good mates and had loads of great fun.
At the end of the week I felt a little disorientated, as you do after being caned 24/7, when I suddenly had some kind of crazy attack. I was fine one minute when the thought of going back to college suddenly hit me and it seemed like the worst possible thought. Then once it started there, all kinds of fears and woes started rushing into my head at once. I began thinking about how I won't see my friends at all when I go to university in 2 years :confused:, how many people there are who hate me, what i'm going to do with my life if my music doesn't work out. I barely ever even consider stuff like this but it was all flooding in at once. I ran into my room and shut my door and just lay on my bed shaking, my eyes were watering but I wasn't crying, all I could do was curl up as tight as I could until it hurt. I came out of my room after about an hour (and two unsuccesful attempts) and it faded shortly after that.

What the hell do you call that? I'm pretty sure it's something to do with all the smoking i'd been doing but i'm 17 and have never worried so much about anything, not even all the early teen problems your supposed to worry about, they all pass me by.

Anyway, what do you guys think? Anyone else experienced this before? Lemme know!

Cheers! :D

That happens to me sometimes. Im only 16 but my best friend went away to college about 3 weeks ago. The whole summer we were smokin everyday and havin the best time of my life. It was great. And after he left ( and I ran out of pot) it hit me that I had to go back to school and I wouldnt be able to have all that fun anymore. Than I started to think that Im takin really fuckin hard classes and this is the year that all the colleges look at so if i fuck up than i wont get into college and all that shit. Basically this happened to me whenever I was bored. But now that school has started again Im back to hangin out with all my old friends and everything is fine again.

I barely ever even consider stuff like this but it was all flooding in at once. I ran into my room and shut my door and just lay on my bed shaking,


hey whoa whoa take it easy......if you have never thought about these things before all that much...that mioght really be the problem...not the smoke or lack there of......
sometimes smokin can make you not think about things and then when you are done SMASH..right in the face....personally i have found that thinking about the bad stuff in life (things you cannot really fix in any way) when i am smoking is better because even though your high and you think you will forget later..the point is that you have at least thought about the shit that is on your subconscience sp? mental block ...but anyway it's just your subconsciouse damn my spelling right now..not even high....
But anyway the point is those are just worries that you have even if you don't 'think' about them..they are always there..but they are NOT good too save up...and another method...think of all your worries..let yourself calm down for about a half hour then smoke......it will be with more ease 9on your mind that is...) peace :)