Hey guys.

I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I'm on my last week of summer holidays and go back to college on Thursday. Basically last week I was smoking pretty much everyday with a couple of good mates and had loads of great fun.
At the end of the week I felt a little disorientated, as you do after being caned 24/7, when I suddenly had some kind of crazy attack. I was fine one minute when the thought of going back to college suddenly hit me and it seemed like the worst possible thought. Then once it started there, all kinds of fears and woes started rushing into my head at once. I began thinking about how I won't see my friends at all when I go to university in 2 years , how many people there are who hate me, what i'm going to do with my life if my music doesn't work out. I barely ever even consider stuff like this but it was all flooding in at once. I ran into my room and shut my door and just lay on my bed shaking, my eyes were watering but I wasn't crying, all I could do was curl up as tight as I could until it hurt. I came out of my room after about an hour (and two unsuccesful attempts) and it faded shortly after that.

What the hell do you call that? I'm pretty sure it's something to do with all the smoking i'd been doing but i'm 17 and have never worried so much about anything, not even all the early teen problems your supposed to worry about, they all pass me by.

Anyway, what do you guys think? Anyone else experienced this before? Lemme know!

Cheers!
Button Basher Reviewed by Button Basher on . Attacks of depression/paranoia the day after... Hey guys. :p I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this. I'm on my last week of summer holidays and go back to college on Thursday. Basically last week I was smoking pretty much everyday with a couple of good mates and had loads of great fun. At the end of the week I felt a little disorientated, as you do after being caned 24/7, when I suddenly had some kind of crazy attack. I was fine one minute when the thought of going back to college suddenly hit me and it seemed like the Rating: 5