wrote this last year to one main chick infatuated with me i'd also been out with for only a lil while, silly shit, just telling her reasons i didnt need her n simple wonder of the two way deception we had participated in, fun, she cried
pace yourself
gone, let it be
the feeling is indifferent, spiritually pleasing
indeed princess, i had pet you like the rest
you relied on this, need not guess
a supply of endless subliminal deception
facades in the form of compliments successive
never stoop, only transcend
for naive or accustomed to lies
instantly insisting to mourn in the end
lush flesh, wide eyed, silken hair
ill prepared for faux social fare
yes a beast i be, as my physical lure
instinctually yearned for that which is pure
as your physical urge for consuming sperm
i digress, we employed advances genuine
to still pretend
as which all succumb to
with purpose, unintentionally
embedded in the chasms of empathy
tainted with universal social need
a mutual essence
concede, had you relinquished the hedonism
if only, then i thought, the old adage
with age comes wisdom
unequivocally not law, naturally
dissapointed i continue
delved into various warmer venues
carnal escapement demersal, of course
the forces flowed uninhibited
coin it wickedness, humor me
in all seriousness, so many similar
again and again and again, satisfaction
was never dedicated, effect alone shone
and the the primal gravity of common interest
demiurge delusory
