The divine drug: Love

A semester full of increasingly physical contact and mind swaps between myself and a beloved... Long story short, a few more phone convos and then she stopped answering the phone. A convincing theory being that her father found out she and I were conversing(they're Jehova's Witnesses) had me holding on for a while, but it could be just what I wanna believe. Fuck all the psycological dints in this..

I was in love before the phone issue so one cannot call it me wanting what I cannot have the most. I was over it for a month or more, but then the thoughts started resurfacing and I just can't stop thinking about how beautiful she is not just the finest female around but a good person too. School kicks in in another week or two here.. until then I can't sleep. No Mj to lessen the bite either. One may draw from this that I'm a loser but Id suggest the exact opposite, I've several other options and turned them all down(and the sex..) for one girl. Shitty right? I hope there are a few romantics out there that won't just look at this and shrug it off with a grimace and the thought freak parading through their thoughts, but relate.

Kinda like that guy on Hitch, nothing tastes right, feels good, or burns as well anymore. :(

It's always hard to ask others about Love. Go for it. Do everything possible behind her parents' backs. Pressure her, at first, then back off. Unless the pressure is well-received. You didn't speak of problems with your relationship with her, I guess, it's her parents. Is she obligated to go knocking on doors for the Word of God? I don't care, it doesn't make any difference as long as she's into you. If she is, be with her as much as possible, until she gets out from under her parents reigns. I know it's your only choice. Or just go for another option for the time being. At this point in the message, I was diverted for 10 minutes, all of which were spent at a boiling point because of my girlfriend, so I can only say one thing. Choose your lover, wisely.

Been there too. ;)