The divine drug: Love

[JackNoble]

A semester full of increasingly physical contact and mind swaps between myself and a beloved... Long story short, a few more phone convos and then she stopped answering the phone. A convincing theory being that her father found out she and I were conversing(they're Jehova's Witnesses) had me holding on for a while, but it could be just what I wanna believe. Fuck all the psycological dints in this..

I was in love before the phone issue so one cannot call it me wanting what I cannot have the most. I was over it for a month or more, but then the thoughts started resurfacing and I just can't stop thinking about how beautiful she is not just the finest female around but a good person too. School kicks in in another week or two here.. until then I can't sleep. No Mj to lessen the bite either. One may draw from this that I'm a loser but Id suggest the exact opposite, I've several other options and turned them all down(and the sex..) for one girl. Shitty right? I hope there are a few romantics out there that won't just look at this and shrug it off with a grimace and the thought freak parading through their thoughts, but relate.

Kinda like that guy on Hitch, nothing tastes right, feels good, or burns as well anymore.

JackNoble Reviewed by JackNoble on 08-13-2005. The divine drug: Love A semester full of increasingly physical contact and mind swaps between myself and a beloved... Long story short, a few more phone convos and then she stopped answering the phone. A convincing theory being that her father found out she and I were conversing(they're Jehova's Witnesses) had me holding on for a while, but it could be just what I wanna believe. Fuck all the psycological dints in this.. I was in love before the phone issue so one cannot call it me wanting what I cannot have the Rating: 5

[beachguy in thongs]

It's always hard to ask others about Love. Go for it. Do everything possible behind her parents' backs. Pressure her, at first, then back off. Unless the pressure is well-received. You didn't speak of problems with your relationship with her, I guess, it's her parents. Is she obligated to go knocking on doors for the Word of God? I don't care, it doesn't make any difference as long as she's into you. If she is, be with her as much as possible, until she gets out from under her parents reigns. I know it's your only choice. Or just go for another option for the time being. At this point in the message, I was diverted for 10 minutes, all of which were spent at a boiling point because of my girlfriend, so I can only say one thing. Choose your lover, wisely.

[JackNoble]

Been there too.