It's not just how high you get, but what high you get
I havn't smoked for a while now. For a long time, I tried to increase my tolerance so I could have the amazing highs I had when I first started smoking. More recently, I just wasn't enjoy the highs all that much. And it just wasn't worth dealing with dry mouth, lips, and the constant worry of getting caught.
I'm not that heavy of a smoker. After some break I can still get crazy high. Think giggles. But something is different. My first highs felt like love. Literally. Exactly like love. I've never been able to get that since.
I was reading something yesterday, and here's the paraphrase of it: "Love is the feeling of extasy you feel when your personal boundaries expand and limitless posibilities appear."
You experience this kind of love with your partner if you are lucky. They say it doesn't last forever, and what's left later is a more relaxed caring love.
I guess this kind of love when being high lasted a couple months for me. I tried everything to get it back, but I can't.
I also liked to get high because of the crazy thoughts I had. They were really fucking crazy. I feel like I learned so much about myself and the world from it. But now it all just seems wierd. I no longer trust my thoughts when I'm high. I've pretty much learned everything I could learn from those crazy thoughts. Now all that's left is the thoughts that mess with my head.
What I have left when I smoke is like if my mind is switched off, since I don't trust it anymore. I've become a really lazy high person.
I guess this is kind of a goodbye. Mary Jane is no longer my love, but I hope she will remain a good life long friend. Also, I feel like I want to live more aggressively for a while. I want to test my outer limits.
P.S. Cann.com rocks
It's not just how high you get, but what high you get
That's why you have to be active while you are high.
When I first smoked it was all about just taking in the high. Now I love to experience things while I'm high. I just feel so much more in touch with everything that I do while I am high.
I also smoke it a lot less. So I guess you could say that I'm in that caring love part of the relationship. Yet it is a very strong caring love and I would never leave her.
It's not just how high you get, but what high you get
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Originally Posted by THClord
My first highs felt like love. Literally. Exactly like
love. I've never been able to get that since.
Man... i felt EXACTLY this way too... when i started to smoke i felt i was literally in love with weed... the mere thought that when i arrived home i would roll a joint and smoke it would make me smile (or even laugh)... in my way to home, i would smile, laugh, and even sing... man... how i miss that... and i thought i was the only one who felt this love thing... :jointsmile::stoned::rastasmoke:
It's not just how high you get, but what high you get
Not that I know the first thing about life or anything, seeing as I'm only 20 years old, but for all you know I'm Gandalf the f*cking Grey. So listen up Frodo.
You can have too much of a good thing. That's life. What happened to the first girl you fell in "love" with? Unless you were born with the recessive I-know-how-to-handle-a-relationship gene, you probably don't talk to her anymore. You overdid it, or she overdid it, calling all the time and never being apart. That's not what love is about. You should share things with your loved one, but it's just like show and tell. When the bell rings at the end of the day, class is over.
True love is walking out of the classroom holding the hand of your girl. Take that back to the Shire.
It's not just how high you get, but what high you get
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Originally Posted by JaySin
That's why you have to be active while you are high.
Yeah,I love doing stuff like Guitar hero or rock band right after blazin.lol
