Kronik Bagz
11-09-2004, 07:33 AM
do you ever wanna be someone else walk in someone elses shoes,
do tha things they do,
wanna have a happy life too,
i know i do,
but lifes got me down an i got too many issues,
to much shit in my head to live normal like you,
sometimes i jus feel like im under water holdin my breath,
but wit no breath im graspin every ounce of what i got left,
sittin under water only waitin fer death,
society tells me im not normal at all,
even though i got so much shit on my chest i still support yall,
but i jus get kicked down an im wonderin why i even try at all,
sometimes i think of quittin on life,
giving up on everything but it jus dont feel right,
id rather end someone elses life tonight,
dont get me wrong i prolly wont but this is jus tha thoughts in my mind,
like i said i got issues,
somethin in my head jus aint workin right,
but i guess tha fact remains my problems are what makes me me,
i embraced all my bullshit to put it to rest,
an now its easier to see,
easier to sleep an bein my best,
now i found society is tha real problem an how it lied to me,
tryin to tell me what i like or whats fly to me,
tryin to control my mind an creating these binds i feel from time to time,
i try to ignore this one but its too big to hide,
everytime i try to forget it jus piles inside,
thses stacks of problems are gettin to high,
im alwayse on edge now an ready to go bolistic,
i tryed prayin to god but noones listenin,
who was it that said when all else fails turn to religeon,
well when i got tha busy signal i was trippin,
i had one last hope with tha razor rippin through my vein,
thats when it hit,
holy fuck maby im insane,
i was hearin it for years but i thought they was only joking,
but when i was choking on life nobody was joking,
lifes too short but i say its too slow,
when something makes you feel like shit it dont go by quick u know,
livin life day by day but every day feelin low,
this is no way to live but lifes all i got so will i give it up, fuck no,
noone was in chat an i was bored..............again,
peace
do tha things they do,
wanna have a happy life too,
i know i do,
but lifes got me down an i got too many issues,
to much shit in my head to live normal like you,
sometimes i jus feel like im under water holdin my breath,
but wit no breath im graspin every ounce of what i got left,
sittin under water only waitin fer death,
society tells me im not normal at all,
even though i got so much shit on my chest i still support yall,
but i jus get kicked down an im wonderin why i even try at all,
sometimes i think of quittin on life,
giving up on everything but it jus dont feel right,
id rather end someone elses life tonight,
dont get me wrong i prolly wont but this is jus tha thoughts in my mind,
like i said i got issues,
somethin in my head jus aint workin right,
but i guess tha fact remains my problems are what makes me me,
i embraced all my bullshit to put it to rest,
an now its easier to see,
easier to sleep an bein my best,
now i found society is tha real problem an how it lied to me,
tryin to tell me what i like or whats fly to me,
tryin to control my mind an creating these binds i feel from time to time,
i try to ignore this one but its too big to hide,
everytime i try to forget it jus piles inside,
thses stacks of problems are gettin to high,
im alwayse on edge now an ready to go bolistic,
i tryed prayin to god but noones listenin,
who was it that said when all else fails turn to religeon,
well when i got tha busy signal i was trippin,
i had one last hope with tha razor rippin through my vein,
thats when it hit,
holy fuck maby im insane,
i was hearin it for years but i thought they was only joking,
but when i was choking on life nobody was joking,
lifes too short but i say its too slow,
when something makes you feel like shit it dont go by quick u know,
livin life day by day but every day feelin low,
this is no way to live but lifes all i got so will i give it up, fuck no,
noone was in chat an i was bored..............again,
peace