well... this is my first thread in a while... but just thought i would let you guys..

[partyguy420]

.know... back in april, shortly befor april 20th, CPS took me away from my mom, because her house was a "mess" and anyways, i was living with my dad the whole time, and i didnt realy like it, cause he rarely let me come back to darrington to see my girl, and he only let my girl come down there like once a month on the weekends, and then they acted like they owend the town, by saying that i wasnt alowed to see her anywears in snohomish during the weekdays, well... prolems with my dad started to grow bigger and bigger over this, we got into a fist fight, and i ran away to say hi to my mom, and went and stayed with my girl... so the first day i showback up to my dads after running away for 2 weeks, we get into another fist fight. the cops get called, and the cops say that there are no charges i could press aginst my dad. so i listen to his shit about not seeing my girl for about a week. and then i get tired of it and my girl breaks up with me, and is going out with some other guy, well... this guy gets into a car crash and rolls his car like 10 times. and ends up in harborview medical center(the best hospital in washington state) in critical conditon and the other guy in the car in dead, and so i run away to go help her threw her problems cause im that kind of guy... well... i end up going back after the weekend is done, and i stay down there for a few months, we quit fighting, and then one day, my dad starts bitching about the fact that i didnt wake on time for school, so he made me walk to school in the pouring ran, and school is over 2 miles away, so i just stop and the park and hide under the covered area. and wait until they left for work, and went home, and iu grabed as much shit as i could, including one of my dads pipes, and l ditch out on him agin. well... this time, i get put under aresst for being a runway, and taking to denny youth center CRC(crisss rediental center), and i spend 5 days in there, and i see my little cusian in there,and another guy i knew from my old school, so anyways, when they finaly let me go, they are like ok, your dad dosent want you to live with him anymore, you get to go back to moms, so i was like happy as hell, cause i knew were i had monney stashed away, i had a pipe sitting in my backpack, and a bottle of alcohal, and i was gonna get laid by my girlfriend for the first time in like 2 weeks, so i get back to my moms, and they make me sign a contract saying, that i cant smoke weed, drink alcohal, SMOKE CIGGERETS, be out after dark, and that i cant be with my girl un suppervised,so anyways, it also says i have RANDOM SPIT ANNNAYLS(the cottun swabs dipped in your spit to test for drugs)

alll of this caused me to break up with my girl.... but i guess its worth not smoking weed for a year and a half to be able to live with my mom

[TallulahGreen]

Sounds rough dude. Wish there was somethin' I could do or say to help you out. Sorry for all the bullshit you have had to go through. Just keep your head up and it will pass..and soon you won't have to deal with that shit.

[budsmoker only]

ya thats unfortunate... sorry to hear about that... but you can still smoke weed.. those saliva tests are not good at all ive heard..

[partyguy420]

well.... just to be on the safe side im not gonna smoke (if i fail a test, ill go to foster homes)

[Samwhore]

yes, the damn rain, did you see how hard it rained today? all night too, sorry about your girlfriend thats pretty sad. those two miles walking to school sucked, i know, people dont think of two miles as a lot but in washington a two mile walk can end up being a two hour walk.

[Frivolous248]

Shit that sucks man. I'd start savin' for your own place so you won't have to put up with that bullshit.

[partyguy420]

Shit that sucks man. I'd start savin' for your own place so you won't have to put up with that bullshit.

im only 16.5 so... it dont matter... if i save for a place... besides that... it wont watter... cause the day i turn 18... i will just refuse to fallow threw with any of there bullcrap...

[partyguy420]

yes, the damn rain, did you see how hard it rained today? all night too, sorry about your girlfriend thats pretty sad. those two miles walking to school sucked, i know, people dont think of two miles as a lot but in washington a two mile walk can end up being a two hour walk.

yea... the rain sucked ass last night... my moms boyfriend was over here, so i couldnt smokje cigs in the house... so i had to go outside... and our porch realy sucks at keeping me dry whiile im out there smoking... and then today... wholey shit... my yard in already turning into mud... and its only been raining steadly for like 2 days...

and im sort of happy that i broke up with her... cause she was cheating on me... then the same day... i saw her trying to fuck another one of my brothers

[partyguy420]

and i only walked like 1000 feet to the park

[Samwhore]

yea... the rain sucked ass last night...

it always does, but i love the rain! next time you walk to the park hitch a ride down here to GH and stay at the dock, ill come pick you up lol:D

[partyguy420]

im confused, whats GH.... and im living with my mom now, so i dont have to worry about hitch hiking anywears... cause when we do get mad at each other.... i just either go to my room and blast my music, or i go over to my cusians house withs is like on thenext block

[smoke it]

wait, so why didnt you say fuck you when they asked you not to smoke for a year?

[Bong30]

Party......Good Luck, I hope it turns out for you.



Remember parents are asshole cause they want the best for you. I yell at my kids cause i love them, an want them to be a better person.

Have you called you Dad and Just said Sorry......

I gew up with no Dad.....If he had been there i would have let him yell at me.

Ask Haze about Dads.....Life is short


Good luck bro.

[Damon32]

Staly clean for now brother. Thats the best thing you can do...There's plenty of time down the road for partying and shit like that. Just keep out of trouble cuz you dont wanna end up in Juvey.

I suggest looking for a job that can keep you occupied. in a couple years (and that aint long at all bro) your gonna be 18 and your folks dont have to keep you if they dont wanna. And if you feel like flying....It's alot easier to shack up with a friend or get your own place when you have money to offer.

Nobody wants a straggler hanging around without a job. Take control of your life man you can do it, I know you can brother.

Good luck.

[partyguy420]

Staly clean for now brother. Thats the best thing you can do...There's plenty of time down the road for partying and shit like that. Just keep out of trouble cuz you dont wanna end up in Juvey.

I suggest looking for a job that can keep you occupied. in a couple years (and that aint long at all bro) your gonna be 18 and your folks dont have to keep you if they dont wanna. And if you feel like flying....It's alot easier to shack up with a friend or get your own place when you have money to offer.

Nobody wants a straggler hanging around without a job. Take control of your life man you can do it, I know you can brother.

Good luck.

ahh that was my plane right there anyways...

and to the guy who asked why i signed a thing saying i wouldnt smoke instead of saying fuck off... is because if i cant live hear... then i have to go to a foster home... go to a comeltly different school... never be able to see my brothers and sisters... and have to leave yet another girlfriend in this town... and most likely end up breaking up with her because of the distance

[Samwhore]

im confused, whats GH.... and im living with my mom now, so i dont have to worry about hitch hiking anywears... cause when we do get mad at each other.... i just either go to my room and blast my music, or i go over to my cusians house withs is like on thenext block

GH= Gig Harbor

[partyguy420]

ohh yea... i forgot the name...

[halosin8r]

rough days mate.
the tides will change. just think about tomorrow.
thoughts n wishes out to your well-being.
hopfully the good will soon come.

[Frozen Sativa]

Thats gotta be hard. Keep your head up though no matter what happens, dont put yourself around weed or alcohal if you cant handle being around it (and be honest with yourself weather you can or not). Id spend your time busying yourself with school, and a job. Save that shit up so you can buy a couple Os of chron when you get off probation (or whatever prabation thing you have) :rasta: And if it ever gets too much for you, go to a church. It seems thing are getting better for you though. Stay in stable relationships or dont have them at all, the strain can bring you down. Well anyways, im not trying to tell you what to do, and im probably telling you shit you already know, but I just have seen alota people in similar situations to yours who fucked up bad, and wouldnt want you to make the same mistakes :thumbsup:

[partyguy420]

Thats gotta be hard. Keep your head up though no matter what happens, dont put yourself around weed or alcohal if you cant handle being around it (and be honest with yourself weather you can or not). Id spend your time busying yourself with school, and a job. Save that shit up so you can buy a couple Os of chron when you get off probation (or whatever prabation thing you have) :rasta: And if it ever gets too much for you, go to a church. It seems thing are getting better for you though. Stay in stable relationships or dont have them at all, the strain can bring you down. Well anyways, im not trying to tell you what to do, and im probably telling you shit you already know, but I just have seen alota people in similar situations to yours who fucked up bad, and wouldnt want you to make the same mistakes :thumbsup:

well... i dont even look at churches, cause they are all screewed up in my eyes... and its just i cant smoke weed... cause of how long it stays in your sytem.... i still drink on the weekends and shit, and still pop a few pills every now and then, and ocasionaly, ill do a line of blow or to... cause none of them stay in your sytem for longer then 3 or 4 days.... and i do it all on friday, and then im clean by about monday, and i can spit for them for the rest of the week, and befor i know it, its friday agin.

and to halosin8r my life is aready getting higher then ive ever been on weed, coke crack and or meth... ive got a girl that actualy like me for who i am, and i doubt will cheat on me. cause she know what ive gone threw, cause shes the girl that told me about my ex cheating on me. and she took care of me while i was having a drunk crying moment for like 2 hours...