halosin8r
10-03-2006, 07:29 PM
The last year has been good to me...
I just got into my 20's.. already have a diploma.. I work at an autoshop making 8.75hr, 36-44hr weeks (full time).. My name is on the deed with a sibling, so I have a house, and I have a car (though its torn to shit)...
Things seem good so far, but yet I have this weird depression..
I moved a city over, 40 min or so from the place I live at, just to finish up schooling, going to be moving back soon. Maybe partly is the frustration of constant changes?
My original group of friends been getting into feuds with eachother and the whole original clique is out. Some friends completly became coke fiends. Another seems to be getting heavy on the methadone and other opiates.. etc. I feel longing for the old ways and days.
At my job, I've worked at for a year now; the only raise I got was a competitive wage increase, from 8 to 8.75.. I have the second best bay time and even the bay support manager recognizes that I put out good effort. Just my manager that is in charge, is never around mostly and is a complete ass.
I havent really been able to afford to smoke, I go through about an ounce of shwag a month, If that. I was using 2ci alot earlier in the year, till I grew out of the phase; now I just eat some Liberty Caps (Nipplez) that grow in the cow fields (once a month maybe). So I dont think my depression is related to heavy drug use.
I dunno.. maybe it'll just pass. Any thoughts?
I just got into my 20's.. already have a diploma.. I work at an autoshop making 8.75hr, 36-44hr weeks (full time).. My name is on the deed with a sibling, so I have a house, and I have a car (though its torn to shit)...
Things seem good so far, but yet I have this weird depression..
I moved a city over, 40 min or so from the place I live at, just to finish up schooling, going to be moving back soon. Maybe partly is the frustration of constant changes?
My original group of friends been getting into feuds with eachother and the whole original clique is out. Some friends completly became coke fiends. Another seems to be getting heavy on the methadone and other opiates.. etc. I feel longing for the old ways and days.
At my job, I've worked at for a year now; the only raise I got was a competitive wage increase, from 8 to 8.75.. I have the second best bay time and even the bay support manager recognizes that I put out good effort. Just my manager that is in charge, is never around mostly and is a complete ass.
I havent really been able to afford to smoke, I go through about an ounce of shwag a month, If that. I was using 2ci alot earlier in the year, till I grew out of the phase; now I just eat some Liberty Caps (Nipplez) that grow in the cow fields (once a month maybe). So I dont think my depression is related to heavy drug use.
I dunno.. maybe it'll just pass. Any thoughts?