P.E.N.G.U.I.N.
01-03-2006, 02:45 AM
Hey everybody. Well, today I got in a fight. No, it wasn't the heat of the moment "ILL KILL YOU!" fight, but it was a friendly fight with no rules kind of like from the movie Fight Club. I was handed a brutal ass-whooping and that's okay because there was no anger involved, but my memory of the last punch thrown is totally weird.
Okay, well, there are two ways to remember anything. Either it happening in the first person, which should be pretty crystal clear especially since the memory isn't a day old, and then third person where everything's just like shadows in your mind because you're imagining from an angle you didn't look from.
Now, the last punch, if I try to remember it in first person, I get the opposite effect. I don't remember any real details, just the basic shape of the other guy's head, the color shirt he was wearing, vague bits from the background. Now, when I remember from the 3rd person, it's like totally different. For one thing, my mind automatically goes to a specific angle. From that angle, I see and hear my mouth form the word "Stop!", I watch the unwavering look of determination on the other guy's face. I see his arm, poised for another blow, cock back even further. I watch myself try and get up, and I watch my eyes widen and then squint in preperation for the fist coming toward them, and then my memory snaps back into 1st person.
Well? OBE or strange memory?
Okay, well, there are two ways to remember anything. Either it happening in the first person, which should be pretty crystal clear especially since the memory isn't a day old, and then third person where everything's just like shadows in your mind because you're imagining from an angle you didn't look from.
Now, the last punch, if I try to remember it in first person, I get the opposite effect. I don't remember any real details, just the basic shape of the other guy's head, the color shirt he was wearing, vague bits from the background. Now, when I remember from the 3rd person, it's like totally different. For one thing, my mind automatically goes to a specific angle. From that angle, I see and hear my mouth form the word "Stop!", I watch the unwavering look of determination on the other guy's face. I see his arm, poised for another blow, cock back even further. I watch myself try and get up, and I watch my eyes widen and then squint in preperation for the fist coming toward them, and then my memory snaps back into 1st person.
Well? OBE or strange memory?