question directed at women but men can respond

[nancyrenee]

Ok. I've been with my bf for over two years now. I went through this big depression and stuff. Normally I'm a very negative person. Usually I only see bad things in people, life, situations. And I'm sneaky. I usually just sit and think about how someone is fucking me over. Usually it turns out nothing is going on to begin with. The thing is I have mood swings. I thought i was happy until this afternoon. I saw on a message board that my bf had commented that this chick was hot. And then he made a post called "I love black women" and posted pics of all the black porn/ movie stars he would love to fuck. Now my bf isn't a cheater. But in my eyes that's cheating. I'm upset and feel like I'm unattractive and the only reason my bf doesn't cheat on me is because of the guilt he would have to live with if he did. I feel that the fact he loves me or is attracted to me more than those other women doesn't keep him from cheating. Just the guilt. And I feel he would love to get some different pussy if it weren't for loving me. We are comfortable in our relationship. Like a marriage. The sex is good but it's the same. There is more love than sexual attraction. I don't take 45 minutes to suck his dick like when we first started dating because I don't like to suck dick. It's boring. Now that's really fucked up I know. But do you women ever feel like you are unattractive to your signifigant other even though they say you are the best gf they have ever had? That your bf isn't attracted to you simply because he admits to finding other women attractive? I mean if he finds them attractive then ok. But he doesnt' have to say it. I mean is it possible for your bf to find a wide array of women attractive and still because he is in love with you doesn't cheat? And should I accept that behavior? I don't want to be put in a category with other women he doesn't even know. And I don't see him putting my pics up saying I'm the most fuckable woman in the world. Yet I have let him do whatever he has wanted to with me shouldn't I deserve some recognition? I try to speak with him about it and he says i'm just being a typical jealous bitch. And that he doesn't cheat. And that all women do this shit. He also watched porn. A lot of porn. Which makes me feel very unattractive because there he is having these fantasies and jacking off to all these other women not giving me a thought in the matter. I dont' masturbate to other men. I hate all other men. Why should he masturbate to these sluts that get paid to have sex and fake orgasms? When I feel this way and start thinking about all the negative things in my life. I start to think I'm worthless and all I'm here for on this earth is just to give men a nut. And even when I am generous enough to give my pussy to one man it's not enough. Even though he's not touching another pussy he still wants one. How should that be accepted by women?

[neilmcca]

obviousley this guy is too ignorant to know what he's got, lose him.
"he says i'm just being a typical jealous bitch." -- that's outta line for a start,
he would never call u a bitch if he thought anything of u, and if he had any respect for u and your feelings he would at least watch his porn in private (or not at all) and
i gotta admit, i love porn, but i would feel uncomfortable watching it with a woman anyways.
"When I feel this way and start thinking about all the negative things in my life. I start to think I'm worthless" -- don't let that asshole make u feel that way, were u this depressed before u met the guy ??
Do yourself a favor and find yourself a man who knows how to treat u right.

[maryjanemama]

GET RID OF HIM! Nancy, we've all seen your pic, you're a very pretty girl, there is no reason to feel bad about yourself. Or be jealous of whatever skanky porn star your bf is lusting after. I'll admit, you do seem to be negative at times, but I think a lot of that has to do with your depression.


Uuuugh, I really don't know where to start, but I'll try...if he calls you a jealous bitch, I think he might be trying to make it look like you're the one with the problem and he's the good guy. Kind of like controlling reverse psychology. I know you are comfortable, he's not cheating on you, blah, blah, but is that enough? Maybe you aren't as interested in sex as you were before because your whole relationship has changed. There is no reason to feel unattractive or not be interested in sex. Why don't you give a break a try and either try dating other guys .(I think sawleaf has the hots for you lol, just kidding, saw!).

You're too young to be so insecure about a committed relationship. Give other guys a chance. I know your bf isn't a loser or anything but he seems to play off of your worries, like he finds your jealousy and getting you upset entertaining, in a way.

Anyway, good luck, and tell me what you think.

PS It takes 45 minutes to suck him off?!!! What the hell's the matter with him?

[NowhereMan]

well from a mans piont of view.
i see lots of cars i'd love to drive ,once,some twice
but would i swap what i have for that ride,
no
being that i would try not to let the lady of my life know how good so and so ass looks to me,
that was a mistake on his part,
oh man was it ever,
i must say your blunt about it ,i can respect that,.threw in a few details i could of lived without,i wish you luck and if it helps any
they aint a man out there who can keep from looking,(porn is funny to me though )
but only real men ,keep it to themself,
need no braggin about what they would Like to do or have done or gonna do
real men know when to shut the fuk up
so ill end with saying
good luck i hope u feel better knowing
it aint just your man that is that way
its most of us
peace

ps. start hanging up pictures of half nude men ,
see what he he thinks about it,(just a thought)

[Tilde]

Yeah, calling you a jealous bitch was waayyy out of line, and he's an asshole for doing it (I'm not even going to address it...but no doubt, others on the board will). However, I'd like to throw my opinion on your last line:

"Even though he's not touching another pussy he still wants one. How should that be accepted by women?"

Just as a warning, but what I'm about to say will probably generate a lot of pissed off msgs from women. Anyway...

And I'll try and direct this towards Layman terms...here we go

Us men are not hardwired for monogamy. Our primitive mind is CONSTANTLY thinking about pussy, fantasizing about women, ect ect...we just naturally evolved to think like this ever since homo erectus got his ass kicked by Cro-Magnon (and probably even before that time lol).
Why? Well, from a reproduction point of view, it makes sense. Men can sleep around and get as many women pregnant as his urges determine (until an STD wipes him out, but I'm sure a man, unrestricted, could pump out a thousand offspring before that happens)...but women, on the other hand, can normally only have one kid at a time, so because of that, it makes sense that women evolved so that they would naturally try to find a mate who will stick around and provide for her (this is probably the main reason the idea of marriage was invented). Monogamy benefits women only.
I'm not saying that it is alright for a guy to cheat during a closed-relationship--and by cheating, I mean, fuck another living, breathing, woman; however, as so far as porn goes, guys are going to jack-off to fantasies even if they're in a relationship with last year's Miss America...we just can't fight it. It has nothing to do with our present girl-friend's attractiveness or how much we love them.
Now, the good thing about porn is that by jerking off to it, we release hormones that tell our brain "stop fucking...if you keep fucking, your balls are going to turn blue and fall off", and if we can't fuck anymore, we're less likely to run off with your less-than-attractive sister(s) lol...so I guess in conclusion, porn can be an aid for a healthy relationship just so long as it doesn't go BEYOND the pages/television screen and as long as the gf is a woman who understands what men have to go through.

There, I'm done...who's going to be the first woman on this board to attack me with their rhetoric? lol :p

[maryjanemama]

Tilde, I disagree because there are many animals in the wild that mate for life. Men just forget about them when they are trying to justify behaving like assholes. And not all men jack off to porn, my husband doesn't even watch porn because it's so fake...although he likes Playboy's ametaur home videos, but so do I.

All, I'm saying is Nancy's man knows this stuff bugs her and yet he still continues to do it and he shouldn't. If I knew something made someone else very uncomfortable and made them feel bad about themselves, I wouldn't do it. That's it, if he knows it hurts Nancy, he shouldn't do it. The secret to a lasting relationship is simple and easy, treat your mate as you wish to be treated. If her bf felt bad when Nancy went to an all male revue (not that she would), she probably wouldn't do it again.

The problem with saying "all me do it, so don't get upset" is that she DOES get upset about it. Just because "all men do it" doesn't make it right or make Nancy feel any better. Besides, how can you be turned on by a skanky whore with big fake boobs who has sex for a living? They are being paid to act turned on...that right there is a turn off and I am bi. I love beautiful women, but not fake sluts. A male director is telling them when to moan, when to move their bodies, etc. I'd much rather have a nice warm real body than trying to get off by watching the TV.

Respect your girl's wishes and she might be willing to do more than you ever thought. Knowing you fantasize about other women can make her feel she doesn't trust you, that if you actually met this chick you might actually do it. Once a women feels unattractive she starts to feel jealous, then she starts to distrust, then she gets rid of you and you will be dating your hand. Keep your porn and who you would like to screw to yourself out of respect for someone else's feelings, after all, you do care how she feels, right?

[toostoned2]

I couldn't handle that crap, even if the man was Prince William. If he was into that crap and kept it to himself, it might be different. To call you a "jealous bitch" is wrong. Your feelings are natural, all us women want to be the "only one," even in his mind. If your bf doesn't care about your feelings now, how will he treat you in 5 years? In my experience, men don't change, they just say they want to change to shut us up and get us in bed. so,
imho,
"get over it go out with somebody else." sounds like more heartache than it's worth.

[sawleaf]

Sounds to me like your man is just getting tired of the relationship. I seems your relationship has headed into the normal zone and your BF is bored sexually. Him watching porn is a way for him to get his sexual satisfaction without cheating on you with another woman. You both have to talk and find out just what you both need to do in order to make your relationship better. If nothing is done now when it is needed, I'm sure he will find another woman who he will be satisfied with. Guys are always looking and comparing other women to the woman they have. If they feel like they have settled and aren't truely happy, then they will start to move on and find another partner. Obviously you are satisfied with him or you would have left him long ago, but he isn't feeling the same about you and you need to either find out what you can do for him or leave him and find a guy that will truely appreciate you. I have been in the same situation before. Doing nothing, or attacking him will not get anything done and make matters worse.

[nancyrenee]

Well here is the deal with porn. He has the biggest porn collection than anyone I have ever met. Over 200 movies downloaded. 50 of those buttman things. and a bunch of those college fuck fest stuff. He always has. He even has this big bin full of VHS porno. He's always loved porn. He doesn't watch them in front of me but I know he watches them. He says his whole life he's watched porn and jacks off to it. He says it's normal. And he thinks i'm just being closed minded about the whole thing. He's been that way since I met him. I mean it would be normal if he had a couple. But hundreds? That's borderline pervert. But yeah he says i'm just closed minded. We are friends with a couple who goes to strip clubs and the girl watches more porn than the guy. And I'm not like that. I can't stand strip clubs. And usually we get onto that subject when we discuss this and I get mad and end up calling people dirty whores and stuff. He doesn't tell me he wants other women or finds them attractive i just happen to get nosy and snoop around and find shit he has said to friends through e mail and messages. Then I get upset. Like comments about certain porn stars being hot. Or other people. It's never women that we know personally or he knows personally. But I don't know I'm sickened by the fact he woudl find a porn star hot. I mean atleast go for a movie star. Why a porn star?

[sawleaf]

Sounds bad. That is a lot of porn and if he has been watching them for that long I'm sure that is what he likes. Now Nancy, you on the other hand are pretty much anti-porn from what I've read. This is a major difference, he sees pornstars as the ideal sexual women, this is what gets him off. But sounds like you are the complete opposite of what he likes sexually. I'm sure he loves you, but sexually he is probably not satisfied. He wants a girl who will act like a pornstar in bed. Doesn't sound like he is being real, his years of watching porn have probably changed the way he views women sexually. Sounds like you may be better off finding a guy who views women more realistically. Sorry

[rastaman]

Some guys just love porn, its a adiction, but he shouldn't have told the world about it and made a post

[maryjanemama]

Well, Nancy, I guess you should listen to Sawleaf. He seems to be the most informed and honest. I have no idea how guys feel...why your bf finds porn stars so desirable is beyond me, but if he's bored and your uncomfortable, then it sounds like a no win situation. I just passed my ex bf crossing the road before and I felt like he was stepping on my throat with his big work boot. I swear I couldn't breath...why does he have to be sooo beautiful? Anyway, he likes really, really, skinny girls, you know, the ones that are so thin they look unhealthy? He broke up with me for this chick that was a coke head and weighed about 90 pounds (I'm serious). I was devastated. I couldn't eat. I couldn't function. How could he like her over me? I am 65 million times better looking! She has buck teeth and no fashion sense! She snorts coke for breakfast! Aaaaaaah.

Anyway, I realized that his love of coke heads proved that he's the one with the problem. The best part ever was when he saw my best friend in a bar (3 years later!) and told her that he wished he and I would get back together. Probably a boat load of crap, but, see? He saw the error of his ways. All I'm saying is that if your bf likes these kinds of girls it may mean that that's where he is as far as relationships go. He wants some porn chick to f#*! and walk away...not a nice girl. Does this make sense?

Unfortunaly, on my way back down the road, I did not see my ex. I had planned on swerving towards him, just to scare him and see if I could make him piss his pants. Why does he have to be soooo hot? Oh, yeah, and 4 years later he is still alone.

[sawleaf]

Well everyone's got their problems. I've never met a perfect person yet.

[nancyrenee]

Well he says I'm a freak in bed. There really isn't anything I won't do. I don't think you should have any limits if there are two consenting parties and you are in love with eachother. It's just that when I'm not with him and he wants to get a nut off instead of jacking off thinking of me he jacks off to porn stars. He looks at having a lot of porn as something fun. And wished I would partake in the viewing. I'm personally offended by the treatment of women in porn industries. I don't find anything sexually arousing by watching two strangers fuck eachother. My bf isn't an 18 year old hormone driven sex pot. He's 28 years old. We both feel the relationship is comfortable the sex is good. But the porn is sooooooooooo annoying. And he won't get rid of it!

[maryjanemama]

Nancy, you make my head spin. First you say you're not interested in sex, you don't like oral sex. On other posts you say how you don't even think about sex, you scored a 55 on the How Kinky Are You test. Now you're a freak in bed and there's nothing you won't do. What the hell? I know you're depressed but...

At first I defended your concerns because they seemed rational. Now I think your bf watches porn to drown out your whining and indecisive bitching.

[nancyrenee]

LOL. Let me clear this up. No I'm not a big fan of sex. I like having sex with people I'm in love with. But not very often. I pretend to like it and I do things I don't think are very interesting just to make my bf happy. He thinks i'm a freak in bed. But really I'm just doing it to satisfy him and on the inside i'm thinking about.......shopping? Smoking up? But he doesn't know that. Yeah sometimes I luck up and be in the mood and want to take the trouble to let myself get all aroused and actually have a real "O" but usually I just want to do it and get it done. I do find him sexually attractive. I just don't like sex. The main reason i dont like sex is because it's painful for me with my whole bladder condition. It aggrivates it as well. I know that when I have sex it's going to hurt the next morning. I am a nagging bitch. I do know this. I'm relentless when it comes to nagging. But you have to admit that when a guy has as much porn as my bf has and fantasizes about other women and wants me to participate in watching that crap then there is something wrong. oh yeah he thinks i should eat pussy as well. :confused: And when I say "no I wouldn't want to do that" he says I'm being a typical girly girl. Well I'm am a girly girl! And when I say I wouldn't want to eat another pussy I think I mean it. WTF is up with that?

[gs8778]

I found this to be amusing. At least they are being paid for their services.


Why should he masturbate to these sluts that get paid to have sex and fake orgasms?


I pretend to like it and I do things I don't think are very interesting. But really I'm just doing it to satisfy him and on the inside i'm thinking about.......shopping? Smoking up? Yeah sometimes I luck up and be in the mood and want to take the trouble to let myself get all aroused and actually have a real "O" but usually I just want to do it and get it done

[nancyrenee]

the difference in the two is we love eachother. and porn stars don't. This thread is offtopic now. I'm tired of talking about it.

[Ammie]

ok the jealous bitch thing was outta line but the rest i dont see the problem hes just lookin not fuckin all men are gunna do that and the ones that say they wont are liein. y dont u try to give him sumthing to look at get dressed all sexy give him a nice lil show or whatever your into. and if he like watchin porn watch it with him act them out thats always fun or make your own and have him watch your there are so many ways to fix this and make it to both of your advantages. hang in there its all good

[nancyrenee]

I can't watch porn. I have spoken out in front of groups about how the porn industry is degrading to women. And written a few papers discussing how porn has ruined peoples lives. I can't just up and go watch one and pretend it gets me off. Watching porn goes against my personal beliefs. I do dress nice. I don't dress slutty like the women you see in porn. I'm not going to go to the grocery store with no panties on. Sorry that's really trashy. I don't really want to make a porn. You never know that stuff can end up in the wrong hands. I don't need anything like some home grown porn hanging over my head if we break up. I can't have that shit ending up on kazaa. No not a good idea. Why can't men just not be a pig about it? They have a pussy that's right there in front of them. A real live pussy. But yet it's not enough. They still have to view other women naked and watch crap like "double penetration in the ass" wtf is that shit? Two dicks in your ass? You wouldn't shit right for a month. And men go for that stuff too. It's a real turnoff to me with all his porn and crap. Why can't men be normal? Here is a thought! Ladies the next time your man suggests anal sex just shove a cucumber in his asshole while he's sleeping. Maybe he will learn his lesson.

[teresaj2k]

ok all men watch porn or have at one time. i've known a lot of guys that say they don't like it. i think most of them are lying tho, haha. it is perfectly natural to watch porn. the bitch comment may have been out of line, but were you two fighting? what did you call him or have called him? sometimes things do get said. i know i've said some pretty vile things just because i was mad and wanted to hurt someone. of course i didn't mean it (at least not completely) and regretted it later. and the reading of his emails is kinda shady. not cool in the least. but hey, men brag to each other and love to comment on women. it's how they work. you knew he was into this stuff when you two got together. and now you want to change it. if you guys can't accept each other for who you are you're doomed.

[nancyrenee]

Yeah I read his e mail. I cracked his yahoo password and read them. Maybe I shouldn't have but I'm nosy. I can't help it. No we weren't fighting. We were discussing the porn industry and how I thought it was wrong. I commented on how I felt strippers were just brainwashed by the industry as well and they had no decency or concern for their bodies. I called them sluts and I got called a jealous bitch lol.

[kiwi]

:confused: O.K Nancy.....time for a reality check, I'm sure your a very nice young lady but come on girl....wake up and smell the coffee. You and your b/f are completely different, you are anti porn, and he loves it. I am 32 years old and in my time before I got married I had my fair share of lovers and never ever had a man that would need to have porn around to get aroused because I knew how to do that for them. Put it this way....if like you say he loves you etc etc then why would he rub your nose in it by having alot of porn in the house under your nose....the man has no respect for you, which in my eyes would mean he not really love you like you think. You are a lovely young lady and you need to find a mate that will show you respect cos that is what really matters, then with this you will get trust. :rolleyes:

[nancyrenee]

Well it's not under my nose. It's in neat little folders in his c drive titled "lzwna" or some shit to throw me off. I just find it from snooping but I open it and BAM a hundred porno files. Then It's stuffed in boxes in his closet. I'm just really nosy and find it but when I complain about finding it he's like. It's just porn. I like porn. He doesn't whip one out before sex and get hard off of it. He gets hard off of me. But I don't want him looking at other chicks bodies when I'm not there jacking off to them. That's the point. And he thinks it would be "COOL" to have a gf that's like "one of the guys" that is into chicks and likes to watch porn with him. OH yeah he subscribes to playboy too. He says it's for the articles. OK and I watch general hospital for the dialogue. :confused: And that's a big NO GO with me. I get pissed off and bitch about it. I've even restored his pc and erased all of his porno and threw some out and he got pretty mad over that one lol. I have even deliberately spilled stuff on his playboy mags or i'll find them before he wakes up. and they are unopened i'll just throw them to the bottom of the trash. and rip out all the pages of naked chicks so if he does salvage the mag he still can't look at the chicks. I mean he just gets it for the articles anyway right? HA HA.

[Ammie]

hmmmmmmm well not much i can say i guess u just have to deal with it or leave

[sawleaf]

hmmmmmmm well not much i can say i guess u just have to deal with it or leave

I definately agree. If porn offends you this much, then your BF should take it seriously. Sounds like you two are very much different people. I'm sure you do have certain things in common though, but a problem like this, where both parties are not budging, is going to ruin the relationship. You are not the sex loving person that your guy seems to be. You really need to think about what you want in a relationship, judge yours, and make a choice Nancy.

[Valrasha]

In ways it sounds like your both obsessive about the two different topics, I don't think it is a good atmosphere for a relationship myself, and would probably leave it. I know I'm a man, and I have seen/watched porn, but never has it come before any of my g/f's, infact I avoid it almost completely when I'm in a relationship. The simple thing is, both sides of the sex do the same things, maybe not pertaining to porn, but they do things that really hurt each other, and do it on purpose. The thing I can't understand is, why a women would cheat and hurt a man who in most cases worships the ground they walk upon (it's a little bit of an exageration, but hopefully you get the meaning) and sticks with the man who treats them like the toilet paper caught between there cheecks. I don't mean offense to any one out there, but really, examine your life and see where your going to. Do you want to be with this person and go through this stuff all the time, or do you want to live your life to the best of your ability. Real love is not changing the person, but trying to and then accept what can't be changed, if it can't be accepted then it is not healthy and should be left behind. I myself have been hurt, not looked at a single woman in the way most men do, nor comment (yes I may be an exception to the rule) on the women, yet I've heard my own g/f's, people who told me they love me and that I'm the world and all that type of hogwash, say "ohh I'd like to get him in the sack" and what not, right in front of me. You know it really peed me off to an extreme, yet I loved the person and just accepted it as being a normal human reaction. Now I had wished I took the que as what it was and left, it would have saved me alot of heart ache. I'm single now, and most of the time I enjoy my life, I feel lonely at times, and it hurts to remember how I felt when there was someone in my life, but I wouldn't trade this for being hurt again, and nether would I trade my experience's, because now I know better. You've got to draw the line somwhere and stand for yourself, you know the answers to your own questions, now just take the obvious step. People won't change in a day or two, it takes decades, and then that may not be enough. You need to live your life, you are the one that decides how you live it.

[gs8778]

Ok, wow. Nancy, if I was your b/f I would be extremely pissed off at you. Talk about a complete invasion of someone's privacy. I mean, going through the trouble to crack his yahoo account? You are way beyond simply 'nosy.' Searching through his computer files for porn, and reformatting the whole computer. Crazy. If someone were to do this to me, I would get rid of them in a heartbeat. I don't care how much porn he has, show the man some respect.

[Tilde]

Haha, WOW..there are a lot of man haters on this thread...I'd loooove to argue more about this subject, but my words would just fall upon deaf ears so there isn't much of a point

[nancyrenee]

Well thanks for the comments to all who responded. I appreciate it. I'm tired of talking about this now. I think it's best to let this thread die down. :o

[Looker]

DOUBLE ANAL PENETRATION????

OH HO OOOOOOOOOOH!!

[Tilde]

I like your style, Looker :D
(a little ambiguous though...what is a double anal penetration? An ass being penetrated by two dicks, two asses penetrated by one dick a piece simultaneously, or an ass penetrating another ass? Either way, you're cool in my books)

[YZFR6]

Hello All,

This is the infamous BF. I just happened across this and figured I would enlighten you all to this one sided verbal bashing. By now you have figured out that this girl is not the angel she seems since you all have banned her three times. Yes I dl porn from time to time, what man doesn't? I do not OWN one dvd or vhs porno tape and I have never in my life had a subscription to Playboy. I just wanted to let you guys know that there is always two sides to every story. For those of you that gave me the benefit of the doubt, thanks. For those of you that berated be like a dog, uh... thanks?

I am a Law student at the University of Louisville and I am completely self sufficient. I do not live in my parents basement like she does. I own all of my vehicles out right, paid for with my own money that I earned. I do not sponge from my parents. I know none of this really matters to anyone but it just hurts to read the stuff I read from her.

Especially this. This broke my heart (http://www.panzerfaust.com/forum/search.php?searchid=26464)

[GHoSToKeR]

HOLY CRAP!!!!

i'm all for people expressing their opinions, but i have to say this.. nancyrenee u r one fucked up, horrible, nasty fuckin person


I think aids is a good thing really. I mean a smart person will never get aids. You keep your shit clean. You wear condoms and you protect yourself. Don't fool around with people that have a reputation for whoring around. If you take care of yourself and are selective you don't have anything to worry about. Aids is good because the people who are diseased up slutbags will have a better chance of contracting it. In turn wiping them off of the face of the planet. Not to mention all the little niggers that have it. And all the little fags. I have never heard of one person that has aids that I felt sorry for. Lets let aids be the death of all of them. It's a painful death with a stigma from society. It's a plague for the wicked!!!!!!!!!
That was taken from Panzerfaust White Nationalist Discussion Forum

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[GHoSToKeR]

oops sorry, i ddint realise she was banned.. sorry sorry sorry

sorry again

[YZFR6]

Yeah she has been banned a few times it seems. Again I apologize for bringing this thread back but I just found it so it's new to me.

[SativaTrip]

wow i am glad to see that person is banned,,.....sounds like she lives in a bublle and so does he....... :) I HOPE THEY ARE STILL TOGETHER LOL


It's like someone who is on a marijuana website and thinks maybe?, that people should be abvle to do what they want...so she tells someone to stop their escape crutch, that she knew about before hand...damn......what a bunch of drama................ :mad: :eek: :o

[gs8778]

Well she always did seem as though she had a screw loose, but who am I to judge, lol. I did keep on trying to call her out on some of what she was saying but she was very good at ignoring me. Glad to hear you got rid of her ass, though her pic was hot:D

[YZFR6]

Yeah she was hott as hell. It was inside of her that is ugly. It just bothers me to find all of this shit she has made up about me. Then to find out she is a hardcore racist. I am by no means perfect but unlike her I never claimed to be.

Since I found that white supremist stuff I have been looking up all of her screen names. Unstable is not the word.

[GHoSToKeR]

damn.. even at that White Supremicist website thing, all the racist wierdos were tryin to get her banned because she doesnt really "support the movement" because her boyfriend said he would "lay with a mud if she was attractive"...

oh and by the way, according to that site, we're all "scumbag nigger lovin druggies"

people suck sometimes

[SativaTrip]

whoaa YZFR^ ! hey that was you that was with that girl ???? Holy shit man!!! I thought somethin fishy was goin on.....good luck man..damn lol

[SativaTrip]

sorry man i hope you find some good nugs for free somewhere lol

[maryjanemama]

Yeah she was hott as hell. It was inside of her that is ugly. It just bothers me to find all of this shit she has made up about me. Then to find out she is a hardcore racist. I am by no means perfect but unlike her I never claimed to be.

Since I found that white supremist stuff I have been looking up all of her screen names. Unstable is not the word.
I just realized that you are her ex! WOW! Sorry if I offended you, but it was hard to tell that she was making those things up. Seems to be a few of the girls on this site are big fucking liars (I'm not saying who, so don't ask, just take my warning).

[kyle]

the thing is men like porn man, im not trying to be mean but im not trying to be the nicest, its the fact that men like porn, and are alot hornier then woman, men wanna fantasize and jerk off, and lol i dont noe aobut the hundreds of porn movies it sounds like hes a bit of a pervert. i can see a couple of movies, and you broke his privacy by readinghis emails so i think that wasernt great on ur part, but i can see why ur upset, and u hvae no reason to feel unnattractive, because all men do it, they tlak about other women to there buddies and comment on there asses, its human nature, now if hes being a straight up asshole to you and porn is like all he cares about, drop his ass, this was a very crude thread but frankly im pissed off and depressed and dont honestly care, u dont have to like it or be nice about it, its wat i think, sorry in advance
Peace

[YZFR6]

Kyle,

Lay off the weed a bit read before you write. She is no longer here. She was banned. I DO NOT own one single porn tape or magazine. I have a few clips downloaded on my computer, yes.

I was merely pointing out the fact that you all might want to think about a persons motives before jumping to conclusions from an extremely one sided view. The stuff she said was about as true as the stuff Michael Moore says.

Some more interesting facts.

She was 7 years younger than me and had been with almost twice as many people.
She was BI before I met her and had me dl girl/girl porn for her on numerous occasions.
Oh yeah did I mention she was a White Supremest? That is really the only thing out of all of this that hurt me. The rest I could really care less about.
I can get over the lies, cracking my passwords and all the other stuff but that racist stuff kills me.

[Lola]

like where are they now?

[YZFR6]

They who? huh?

[Nugs4Me]

Wow, like YZFR6 said, there are always 2 sides of every story. That's one fucked up side O_o

[Mole2k4]

I don't take 45 minutes to suck his dick like when we first started dating because I don't like to suck dick.

Im just going to focus on the main points.
I know shes left, etc etc etc
But, where can I get a girl who'll suck my dick for 45 minutes?
ok scratch that.
not 45 mins, just, at all?
:D

[Prudence]

Wow, dude, don't be hurt, be glad you found all this shit out, run like hell, and NEVER look back, I don't care how hot she is! She is not just some negative/depressed chick, she's a super whacko to put it mildly.

I started reading this thread thinking it was going to be an interesting, and somewhat enlightening thread about the differences between the male/female sexual thing, although somewhat redundant. Men like porn and look at other women, and it always hurts our feelings...when we are younger, that is. I was just going to tell Nancy to chill and wait till her 30s and 40s, then she'll be like a 17 year old guy, but she is so out there...so beyond jealous, so beyond "nosy" so beyond racist, just so beyond!!

With her attitudes and actions, in this day and age, I fear she will not make it to her 40s. Dude, there is no way you are going to change a girl like that, she's very sick. :eek: Pick yourself up, dust off, find someone worthy of you. Oh, and be honest about your likes, dislikes and exactly who you are up front so you find someone who fits with you. You will.

Peace.

Pudence

[Prudence]

PS...I feel a little safer here now, knowing that she is banned.

Pru

[YZFR6]

TRUST ME I have no worries. Fatal Attraction is starting to become a mirror image of my life.

[The C]

Mabe u shoudlnt ahve stopped the 45 munte blowjobs?

[Ammie]

omfg i am in complete shock at this thread i never new that peeps could be like this its really sick to think about i understand havin ur opinions but sum of u went alil to far. and mjm i agree there are alot of gurls on this site that arent what they seem. men too!!!! but u know its the net what do u exspect.

[YZFR6]

I am who I am. lol

No worries mate. the only reason I joined this board was because I found all the stuff on the net she wrote about me. I do not smoke weed but I am 100% for complete legalization.

As for her..... I am not religious but if there is a god I hope he finds her.