Sooo depressed

[mikeo14]

Sooo depressed , i can't stand it there is this beautiful girl at school and shes not the "hot ass girl u wanna bang on the spot" shes just beatiful her hair her eyes I want to know her so bad however she like the guy with the truck and the abs i am not over weight but I do not have abs or a truck, to top that off my parent constantly yell and yell at eachother and I feel as if I have no friends , I do but you know nothing beats a best friend who will talk to you about abusing some drugs or destroying things... :( right now Im on the 2nd day of school everything seems to be going downhill I can't stand it I keep thinking about her, the beatiful girl who I admire so much I want a fat bowl Im hoping to get a dimebag in a few days...what sucks though is if I depend on that one day that I will be recieving the weed and I end up not recieving it that day my depression doubles there are truely times when it seems it would all be better to die but I end up talking myself outta this suicide stuff because usually it gets better its just weird cause right now everything is going down...down...down. go damit i hate depression I swear im half insane or something WEED WHERE ARE YOU....does anyone else feel as though they have something similar to me I feel like crying sometimes when I get a few weeks deep into my depreession if it goes that long I don't know why I just cry to sometimes and it makes me feel like a dam pussy but I cant control it im going iiinsane. god damit Im laughing my ass off about something then it turns into crying what the hell I just wannabe normal again

[Epic]

What exactly is bothering you other than that girl?

[NightProwler]

hey man i can't help you but your not alone. I used to have alot of friends, but ever since we started smokin pot, they just hang with me for the pot and then leave me alone and hang with eachother... so yea i have no friends either and i'm depressed all the fuckin time man. I know this might sound like bad advice, but getting drunk helps me. i'm turning into an alchoalic and im only 14, but whatever... it makes me feel good and problem-free. when school starts up for me i'm gonna be really nice and shit and just try to get lots of friends like i used to have.

and dude you should get to be real good friends with the girl, like if she smokes pot, offer her some weed some time and get totally blazed and just talk with her, weed really improves my confedence when talkin to girls. and if she likes you she shouldnt give a fuck if you dont own a truck or have abs.

[mikeo14]

she doesnt smoke weed and she is real nice Im just shy cause shes just so beautiful I swear she doesnt smoke weed though :( but there is a way around that right thoses are all my problems I got, my town is so small its hard to find a friend you can relate with this girl is so wonderful shes not a hoe ass that would go fuck a guy cause he has muscles she nice and just real nice not at all mean everytime I think of her I think "man i have no chance with her shes so beatiful" maybe I shoul talk to her nightprowler and epic my family fight all the time my dads an ass he goes "TURN OFF THE LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM YOUR USING ELECTRICITY!" and he slams the door I feel like sleeping alot lately and my room is dirty it never bothers me but my room being dirty make me think of myself as a loser I think this is truly depression. Well night prowler is being drunk better than being high to treat depression? do you think? get on AIM right now if you can im xxmikeowensxx I gotta talk to someone

[JackNoble]

Being drunk gives you the balls to do anything, namely when together with depression, take the final bow. Though it helps some people, it's not good to delve into the bottle during depression cause it can get totally addictive.

[hubblebubble]

you lot have serious problems

[mikeo14]

nightprwler realley helped me he started talkking about cactus that get u high an i decided to research it i found out i got a cactus that will make me trip so i should be on some cacti alkaloids soon thx night this takes my mind away from the depression

[cronik182]

Yeah I second that, sort yourself out.

[NightProwler]

glad i could help man

[offtheradar]

Go see someone. You need some help man because that shit isn't normal. As far as the girl, go talk to her. Be friendly, mr. outgoing but not overwhelming. Let her know you exist and that you are this fun guy. But get past this depression shit or your not gonna look like a fun guy to hang around. Women aren't attracted to people with problems, she's going to be attacted to a man that knows what he wants and is fun to be around. Go see someone, get some meds, and look forward to nailing that ass and be confident that your going to do it. And it will happen.

[hubblebubble]

what is your main problem family trouble or is this girl driving you mad

[NightProwler]

dont go to a friggen doctor, they just give you fuckin pills that change who you are completley.

[hubblebubble]

and you reccommened peyote

[NightProwler]

damn right
not as a direct cure but to get is mind off things, like a hobby.

[mikeo14]

this girl isnt it my parents bring me down a stuff but whenever I see her hanging out with this dude it brings me down a shiiitload man I cant belive myself I need to eat a cactus I should be getting some weed today not for asure but most likely if I do well then my depression will be cured until my dime runs out im not getting any meds I dont trust meds plus my mom would never belive i have this depression shit she may think i just wanna get high or somethin (remember i am only 16) I need to go see if I can get my weed yet soon...thats what ive been waiting on to bump me up into the clouds, lately though it seems my life will go on forever like this in this downward spiral no friend no nothing I thought this was sorta normal u guys but I guess not buy what u all say

[mikeo14]

what is your main problem family trouble or is this girl driving you mad

I cant stand the little shit my dad does he'll yell for me one morning to get up at 6:00 for school when i dont even gotta leave till 8:00 then one morning ill have to tell his ass to get up at 7:40- but, when im high I dont giivaa fuckk maybe thats why i feel so damn addicted to weed I read places where it says anti-social people get easily addicted to weed


oh yeah I forgot to add Im an only child I think not even having a brother or anyone close to talk to doesnt help me to much

[BlueCat]

Smile Mikeo....

[mikeo14]

u made me laugh blue cat lol I feel better since I think imma gunna get weed I hope but just now we have a weed eater its so easy to star flip to on pull once or twitch on the cord and presto! its on! well my dad said hey can u turn on the weedeater for me so Im like yeah an dI go out there warm it up and get it to where he will just have to pull it once and itll start easy peasy well hes walking out side and im walking in he says "did u start the weed eater" I go "I got it warmed up just pull the cord once it'll start easy"
then he goes midevil on my ass and is yelling like "WILL YOU JUST START IT FOR ME?!" so I go over ther and give it a little pussy pull and first time it starts I hate that little shit he does anyone else have or use to have parents like this?

[BlueCat]

Glad you smiled....hope you get your heavenly herb soon.. :)

[beachguy in thongs]

u made me laugh blue cat lol; then he goes midevil on my ass and is yelling like "WILL YOU JUST START IT FOR ME?!" so I go over ther and give it a little pussy pull and first time it starts I hate that little shit he does anyone else have or use to have parents like this?

A little trick for the weed-whacker: First, with everything off, pull the cord twice. Pump the little gas button thing-a-mah-jig (8-10X), choke it full and the first time it sounds like it's starting, move the choke to halfway then pull it, when it starts hold it for at least 5 seconds and then take the choke off.

Of course, that's the short-version, but post it on the fridge and tell your Dad to read it everytime he goes into the garage to start his weed-whacker.

[a. beezy]

If u start liking urself, others will follow suit. "That girl" asked me out when I was a junior, so keep ur head up about that, too.

btw- What town are u from? I grew up in Center, TX; it's tiny as hell(pop. 5678).

[mellow mood]

man i suggest just forget that girl if she like that cool guy with his truck. u can always start speaking with her, u just need a bit of confidence in yourself. u know things are gonna get better sometimes all seems to go so bad...

anyway i suggest that u should look after another girl. there are plenty everywhere and nice ones. and for your parents well i cant do anything man it sucks fer ya. just think after this bad moment to pass youll have happy moments that youll enjoy even more.

peace and be strong

[ballin4Real]

KId when i was 15/16 i hated life too and was depressed everyday but once i turned 18 my life was great just wait it out time solves everything apparently weed isnt helping alything either you are using it as a drug not as an herb

[somebody someone]

dude im so sorry, only just found this thread, depression bites hard, but u gotta get thru, good things come around, trust me the always do, i mite have a shit year all time but then the last couple of months im surrounded by mates every day gettin blitz, it always comes around, and sooner or later, u get the hot girl

[tylerkane]

Peyote for depression
:)

[mikeo14]

Glad you smiled....hope you get your heavenly herb soon.. :)
Yeah I should either tommorow (friday) or monday which sucks to have to wait that long but its better than not expecting anything at all.
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If u start liking urself, others will follow suit. "That girl" asked me out when I was a junior, so keep ur head up about that, too.

btw- What town are u from? I grew up in Center, TX; it's tiny as hell(pop. 5678).

Rockdale pop. 5439, a.beezy :) hey! im a sophmore maybe it will be the same for me as it was for you... I seriously doubt it though
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KId when i was 15/16 i hated life too and was depressed everyday but once i turned 18 my life was great just wait it out time solves everything apparently weed isnt helping alything either you are using it as a drug not as an herb
thanks man it makes me feel normal to know you were depressed at my age whats the difference in using weed as a herb and using weed as a drug? I dunno but I love weed and I respect the green.
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dude im so sorry, only just found this thread, depression bites hard, but u gotta get thru, good things come around, trust me the always do, i mite have a shit year all time but then the last couple of months im surrounded by mates every day gettin blitz, it always comes around, and sooner or later, u get the hot girl

yea man this thread isnt to old Im still a bit depressed as hell but feeling alot better maybe one day I will get the hot girl she might not be the one I want specifically but as long as Iget a hotgirl wish i could get high with friend everyday.
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man i suggest just forget that girl if she like that cool guy with his truck. u can always start speaking with her, u just need a bit of confidence in yourself. u know things are gonna get better sometimes all seems to go so bad...
anyway i suggest that u should look after another girl. there are plenty everywhere and nice ones. and for your parents well i cant do anything man it sucks fer ya. just think after this bad moment to pass youll have happy moments that youll enjoy even more.

peace and be strong

You know you are right i should just forget her ass it sucks I haveher in P.E and im forced to look at her in her short shorts but I will try like hell. I should be gettingweed tommorow or in a few days I already payed my dealer 10$ (all i had :( ) I trust my dealer though he always comes through yeah I will enjoy the happy moments alot better when I get one Im just kinda waiting right now.
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A little trick for the weed-whacker: First, with everything off, pull the cord twice. Pump the little gas button thing-a-mah-jig (8-10X), choke it full and the first time it sounds like it's starting, move the choke to halfway then pull it, when it starts hold it for at least 5 seconds and then take the choke off.

Of course, that's the short-version, but post it on the fridge and tell your Dad to read it everytime he goes into the garage to start his weed-whacker.

I wish my dad knew this if I were to post this on the fridge he would just ignore it and tell me next time to start it for him again.

[cannabis2]

man your a right little weirdo

[BlueCat]

He won me over with the cute zombie story... :D

[chitownzflyest]

yo im pretty experienced with girls....wut you need to do is just goahed and try to talk to her..........get her phoone number if you can.......feel me............just try to talk to her....if it doesnt work out like you whant to....find another girl....search till u find the right one.....................the best thing to do is talk to her.............and dont jump to conclusions right away............just talk

[mikeo14]

Im getting high and talkin to her I got some weed :D depression is over I do not hate anyone and I like to pretend I am a talking elephant when im high now :D

[lizka4200]

where are you from?

[a. beezy]

Ha, I pass thru Rockdale all the time on my way to/from Austin(hwy 79). And- 5439 was my town's population in the 90s, so our situations may be more parallel than u think. Keep ur head up and STRUT. PS- the good weed is down here in A-town.

[bulls4591]

NightProwler....do u drink by yourself? Cause if so at the age of 14 thatd be pretty sad.

[lizka4200]

drinking is somehting u do for fun with a group of people not alone...smoking thats something else

[mf greg]

this october marks 2 years since my dad up and left, when he did i was pretty fucked, dont see a doctor the pills dont work trust me, try a shrink, i did it somewhat helped but wasnt really for me i know alot of people that it did work for however, but turning to the bottle is a bad bad mistake. if not just talk to whomever, like us.

[420purplehaze420]

all you people saying get help and get some meds need to seriously SHUT THE FUCK UP its called puberty retards hes a teen awhile back when i was 14-15 i thought about suicide but then i just kept telling myself that it was a suckers way out and that i was stronger than that, u think you got it bad think about the kids who literally have nothing no home no friends no food no parents, well after i did some self improving some new clothes and a new attitude towards life i have over 200 friends atleast and i have a few girls that i regularly fool around with, im not trying to brag but this is how it is. just figure out what it is in life you want and go for it i decided my things were pussy,drugs,friends,partyin,music and skateboarding i quit trying in school and ive never been happier im still passing all my courses, i never do my homework i just show up everyday high as a kite and dont mouth the teachers unless they start shit. but yeah man seriously just start talking to people and act like everyone else does...

[bulls4591]

^^he couldnt of said it better

[ADaisyChain]

[TOTAL BULLSHIT]
Yeah man. Just start conforming to every standard you can think of. Look at the cool kids and emulate them in every way. Examine pop culture from a cosmic perspective and re-enact it in your everyday life. Like purplehaze420 said man, stop trying in school, act like everyone else, focus on the important things ((pussy, partying, drugs, friends, music, and skateboarding)). Oh, and don't forget to focus on the people who have it shittier then you!!! Guaranteed way to cheer yourself up.
[/TOTAL BULLSHIT]

[cannabis2]

that is not normal if you were like that when you were a teen you must of been another weirdo

[420purplehaze420]

[TOTAL BULLSHIT]
Yeah man. Just start conforming to every standard you can think of. Look at the cool kids and emulate them in every way. Examine pop culture from a cosmic perspective and re-enact it in your everyday life. Like purplehaze420 said man, stop trying in school, act like everyone else, focus on the important things ((pussy, partying, drugs, friends, music, and skateboarding)). Oh, and don't forget to focus on the people who have it shittier then you!!! Guaranteed way to cheer yourself up.
[/TOTAL BULLSHIT]

look buddy, im just saying what worked for me, i was in this guys same situation and if it werent for weed and my little philosophy that you call total bullshit i may not be here today so shut the fuck up, i never said pussy, partying, drugs, friends, music, and skateboarding were the "important things" i said they were the things i wanted and enjoyed. and that last part, talk to people and about acting like everyone else does, was how i myself, got to know all the right people to get what i wanted, to wear i am now. yeah so try and see it from another persons point of veiw before you go saying its bullshit.

[420purplehaze420]

that is not normal if you were like that when you were a teen you must of been another weirdo
and im sure you were perfect, did good in school, had lot of friends, perfect relationship with mommy and daddy, tons of girls all over you yeah well i suppose some of us werent that lucky

[Lil Kis]

Cannabis you is complete bullshit

I'm followin purple haze on this one fams

[cjh3387]

Dude, you should not be using weed to get rid of depression. First you just need to chill out. realize that you should not be depressed and that if you want to have a shot at this chick, you need to get yourself out of this current state. You should give up weed and booze for a week and everyday go do some serious exercise like run a mile or 2 and then do some situps to get those abs this chick likes. Then when you wanna make your move and start talking to the chick I would reccomend you drink some beers, get your gameface on, and just talk to her. You might find out you don't even like her that much. It may seem like she is all of it but that is just your age. Trust me, I used to be 16 and in highschool and I know what that shit is like. It gets better but if you dont want it to be so shitty then just start talking to people and make really good friends. And if you really suck and being social then just get drunk and go get social.

[cannabis2]

this is so hilarious whenever i read it i have a fit of laughter


and why am i complete bullshit

[jfoster]

u should go try to be friends with that chick and then ask her out. thats what i did in almost the exact sam situation. she turned me down :( but then i could finally let it go and then the rest of my life started getting better too. i made more freinds and was generally a lot happier.

[yoda]

just try to start talking to the girl. there was this one girl who was friends with my friends, so thats how i started talking to her occassionally. she was pretty as hell and seemed opposite of me, so i never thought of trying to get with her. but talking to her occassionally led into talking regularly, which lead to talking to her daily. i would like pretend hit on her, but not being serious cause i still thought we were too different. there were times when i was starting to like her, but i would dismiss the thought. then i thought she was giving me hints one day, and the next day i went for it, and she said yeah, she'd go on a date. im telling you, if your easy to talk to, a girl will like you for that.

[cannabis2]

the kid hasnt posted recently maybe he's topped himself or his dad found out his drug use and opened up a can of whoop ass

[Aces High]

okay...... a bit extreme.......

[ADaisyChain]

Sorry haze. I tried to make my point kind of assholishly.

Here was my point non-assholishly. You didn't know who you were was the reasoning for your depression. You found out who you were. He might be someone entirely different ((maybe books, weiner dogs, long term relationships, and school are "his things"... just examples)) or he might not even be depressed for that reason.

[mikeo14]

the kid hasnt posted recently maybe he's topped himself or his dad found out his drug use and opened up a can of whoop ass

NOpe im okay just going through periods where I have no computer you know how it is with a crrrr-a-zy dad I am kinda depressed still been a long time since Iposted this this thread but overall im muuuuch bettter Ive smoked quite A bit since then as of right now Im dry as hell so ive been abusing meletonin and vitamin b6 .... :eek: nice dreams though :D I think im about to down like 14 300mcg meletonin and maybe 6 or 7 b6's

[Left]

maby you need a hobby and a life and not be so much of a creapy stalker type. You are why pot isnt legalized because you abuse it instead of getting help and will end up killing yourself and they will no doubt put in big bold letters MARIJUANA CAUSES TEEN SUICIDE all over the headlines. and perscriptions might change you but in some peoples case thats not a bad thing.

[lateralus]

weed really improves my confedence when talkin to girls. and if she likes you she shouldnt give a fuck if you dont own a truck or have abs.Funny I'm only completely confident sober.

[Rarrr]

Funny I'm only completely confident sober.
Likewise. I find Im too lazy to interact in social situations when Im stoned.
The best drug for cracking onto chicks would have to be X

[jfoster]

lol, i can barely even talk to people who aren't stoned when i am high

[mikeo14]

maby you need a hobby and a life and not be so much of a creapy stalker type. You are why pot isnt legalized because you abuse it instead of getting help and will end up killing yourself and they will no doubt put in big bold letters MARIJUANA CAUSES TEEN SUICIDE all over the headlines. and perscriptions might change you but in some peoples case thats not a bad thing.

fuck you

[mikeo14]

fuck you Im not a fucking stalker Id like to see u be alone most the day by yourself no people nothing after school fucking no one nothing and then school comes by and what the fuck am I suppose to do? be suddenly perfect at socializing with people ur the person that drives a person to wanna kill themselve and take someone with them

[420 FMX]

Well if it bothers u get out and do something about it don't be a fucking whinger!!! Drugs don't cure deppression they make it worse in the long run use ur head dumb fucker! Clean up your act only use pot once u have got rid of ur depression problems. EVERY teengager has deppression so stop being a fuck the world doesn't revolve around u now go out make some friends jsut walk the streets talk to anyone who gives a fuck what other ppl think!!! Have fun finding some mates

[UpInSmoke]

maby you need a hobby and a life and not be so much of a creapy stalker type. You are why pot isnt legalized because you abuse it instead of getting help and will end up killing yourself and they will no doubt put in big bold letters MARIJUANA CAUSES TEEN SUICIDE all over the headlines. and perscriptions might change you but in some peoples case thats not a bad thing.

Real smart, respond to someone that's depressed by critisizing. Not only you but everyother ass that acts like they know everything under the damn sun. Fuck all you, people that act like that give potheads a bad name. If youre not ashamed that you put down someone that already admits that they are depressed, I'll tell you straight up that I am. I know I'm not the only one. I feel stupid just for responding to someone that shows such little intelligence, but hey someone has to tell you when youre being stupid so you can try to fix it. So please do so, you should'nt have such a problem since youre so fucking perfect, huh?

For Mikeo14, I'm sorry to hear youre feeling down dude. Don't let any of these "know it all" dumbfucks get you down. You show so much more potential than all of them. As you may of noticed tha dumbass I quoted can't even spell for shit, but who gives a damn about someone that doesnt really give a damn about you anyway. I don't know you, but rock on for you dude just for telling someone when something has got you down, and asking for advice on how you may be able to change it. I really really hope that things work out for you. You may see asking for help as giving someone like the jackasses that responded to your situation with such malace(sp?) and disregard for your feelings, a perfect chance to dump and shit all over your situation...But someone that does that obviously has no respect for you or themselves. Any decent human being would feel empathy for you and try to help you change what you don't desire yourself to be, or encourage you. Someone that's waiting for you to feel sorry for yourself and shits all over you when you do, is lower than the dirt under a massive pile of cowshit. All they're are doing is trying to make themselves seem cool to others cause they came up with a funny or witty thing to say when all you need is some words of encouragement. You are so much better than any of those asses. The sun will shine just as much on your face as it will theirs', but I hope you keep a smile on your face knowing that you deserve it so much more than they do. Keep your chin up, you've already proved to me that you are so much more cooler than any of those worthless fucks. I hope that further down tha road if you get down, what I've said helps you push on happier. If you ever need someone to lean on or talk to, feel free to e-mail me...I'd be more than happy to help as best I can. [email protected]
Peace dude!! :D ;)

[nickx760]

dude have u talked to this chick yet or what?

btw from wat ive read u got it much better than me i dont go around moping and wishing i had weed, find a hobby and keep urself busy and ull be fine

[Kryzco]

Yeah I'm going through some fuckin hard ass times myself, I'm broke for 2-3 weeks, and I need a job asap, but I can't cuz I can't even buy stuff to pass a drug test, on top of that there is absolutely no food in the house so both me and my 70 yr old dad may starve between now and then, and I might get kicked out of my house cuz my dad has suspected and found my pipe, and bong....

But for some reason when I'm high, it just doesn't seem to matter, at least at that moment, I feel liberated from responsibilty, and all the things that piss me off or just bring me down, but then I realize thats all the weed I have for a while and then I get sad all over again...

It also doesn't help I got 20 dollars stolen from me, and I was scammed out of 500 dollars, and also a fucking labor temp agancy wanted a drug test...

So in conclusion LIFE SUCKS!!

All I can sat is just grow some hair on your chest and talk to her...

[Codizzzle19]

wow idk how old u are but grow the fuck up, u got a crush lol r u a virgin cuz that could b y u like her so much but after havinh sex wit a gurl it kinda goes downhill in my opinion feelings start 2 fade slowly but surely away, anyways stop doing drugs drugs r a way 2 mask a depression if u have no friends n ur not smoking only at parties ur a fuckin pothead get over this gurl fast but do not drink u will make a fool of yourself wit her, one time i wanted 2 b a badass n come 2 school blazed i turned out 2 lose alot of friends 4 misusing drugs they r not an everyday thing plz listen 2 me quit smokin during school dayz your depression will fade n listen 2 bone thugs n harmony n tupac they help u feel better i know how it is 2 b down n drugs actully helped me come out of that but now i am an occasional toker like 5x a week so do what u gotta do keep ur head up

[mikeo14]

Real smart, respond to someone that's depressed by critisizing. Not only you but everyother ass that acts like they know everything under the damn sun. Fuck all you, people that act like that give potheads a bad name. If youre not ashamed that you put down someone that already admits that they are depressed, I'll tell you straight up that I am. I know I'm not the only one. I feel stupid just for responding to someone that shows such little intelligence, but hey someone has to tell you when youre being stupid so you can try to fix it. So please do so, you should'nt have such a problem since youre so fucking perfect, huh?

For Mikeo14, I'm sorry to hear youre feeling down dude. Don't let any of these "know it all" dumbfucks get you down. You show so much more potential than all of them. As you may of noticed tha dumbass I quoted can't even spell for shit, but who gives a damn about someone that doesnt really give a damn about you anyway. I don't know you, but rock on for you dude just for telling someone when something has got you down, and asking for advice on how you may be able to change it. I really really hope that things work out for you. You may see asking for help as giving someone like the jackasses that responded to your situation with such malace(sp?) and disregard for your feelings, a perfect chance to dump and shit all over your situation...But someone that does that obviously has no respect for you or themselves. Any decent human being would feel empathy for you and try to help you change what you don't desire yourself to be, or encourage you. Someone that's waiting for you to feel sorry for yourself and shits all over you when you do, is lower than the dirt under a massive pile of cowshit. All they're are doing is trying to make themselves seem cool to others cause they came up with a funny or witty thing to say when all you need is some words of encouragement. You are so much better than any of those asses. The sun will shine just as much on your face as it will theirs', but I hope you keep a smile on your face knowing that you deserve it so much more than they do. Keep your chin up, you've already proved to me that you are so much more cooler than any of those worthless fucks. I hope that further down tha road if you get down, what I've said helps you push on happier. If you ever need someone to lean on or talk to, feel free to e-mail me...I'd be more than happy to help as best I can. [email protected]
Peace dude!! :D ;)

you know whats weird, most of these people critisizing me are newcomers to this site

[nickx760]

have you talked to this chick you're infatuated with yet?

[reefbeaver]

dude,

I.m guessing your in high school....I went HS every day high, and I was far from depressed...but then again I always had the dank so I was always happy....plus if your smart you will find that chick who like to blaze and then you can get in her pants....and by the way stop listening to that bullshit music and you will for sure get much more happy. Peace to the middle east.

[endo..jay]

dont wory man shit will get better lifes a bitch for everyone at some point like me im having a dry spell cuz a container was busted in newark with some shit and on top of that i come to find out one of my boys got 4 pending felonies...like they say 'when life gives u lemons make lemonade' dont focus on the bad points in ur life that will get you nowhere but more depressed...you need to focus on the positive, and if there isn none make some! go out and do things...make some firends i know sometimes its hard sometimes but look for a toker they arent hard to find if u really look especially in hs talk to them about getting bud or somethin them ask them if they wanna blaze prove urself to be cool, its not had just doonet be a complete fucktard when ur high! if u prove cool maybe u will get invited to some killer parties meet some pussy and get ur fuck on but just take life one day at a time....and about ur post with ur dad and the weed eater im soo blazed i thought it was a vapo but now i relize its a fuckin weed wacker :p

[hubblebubble]

mate your a gimp, no girl is going to like someone who is depressed get over the depression without drugs as youll only end up dependant on then

[hunnybunnybabyO]

You just can't let her beauty throw u off- it is a lot about confidence. And wait...yeah that's hard- especially when depressed- but don't let a girl's physical appearance make u not feel good enough. BUT no drug is what fixes that- not at all. When u do anything in that mind set you're just trying to suppress the situation- and i don't think that helps anything. Just try to enjoy life and no pressure wit anythign- cuz yeah in the end u can get the hot girl n all that but its only right to be happy wit u too- hope u feel better.