Sooo depressed

[mikeo14]

Sooo depressed , i can't stand it there is this beautiful girl at school and shes not the "hot ass girl u wanna bang on the spot" shes just beatiful her hair her eyes I want to know her so bad however she like the guy with the truck and the abs i am not over weight but I do not have abs or a truck, to top that off my parent constantly yell and yell at eachother and I feel as if I have no friends , I do but you know nothing beats a best friend who will talk to you about abusing some drugs or destroying things... right now Im on the 2nd day of school everything seems to be going downhill I can't stand it I keep thinking about her, the beatiful girl who I admire so much I want a fat bowl Im hoping to get a dimebag in a few days...what sucks though is if I depend on that one day that I will be recieving the weed and I end up not recieving it that day my depression doubles there are truely times when it seems it would all be better to die but I end up talking myself outta this suicide stuff because usually it gets better its just weird cause right now everything is going down...down...down. go damit i hate depression I swear im half insane or something WEED WHERE ARE YOU....does anyone else feel as though they have something similar to me I feel like crying sometimes when I get a few weeks deep into my depreession if it goes that long I don't know why I just cry to sometimes and it makes me feel like a dam pussy but I cant control it im going iiinsane. god damit Im laughing my ass off about something then it turns into crying what the hell I just wannabe normal again

mikeo14 Reviewed by mikeo14 on 08-17-2005. Sooo depressed Sooo depressed , i can't stand it there is this beautiful girl at school and shes not the "hot ass girl u wanna bang on the spot" shes just beatiful her hair her eyes I want to know her so bad however she like the guy with the truck and the abs i am not over weight but I do not have abs or a truck, to top that off my parent constantly yell and yell at eachother and I feel as if I have no friends , I do but you know nothing beats a best friend who will talk to you about abusing some drugs or Rating: 5

[Epic]

What exactly is bothering you other than that girl?

[NightProwler]

hey man i can't help you but your not alone. I used to have alot of friends, but ever since we started smokin pot, they just hang with me for the pot and then leave me alone and hang with eachother... so yea i have no friends either and i'm depressed all the fuckin time man. I know this might sound like bad advice, but getting drunk helps me. i'm turning into an alchoalic and im only 14, but whatever... it makes me feel good and problem-free. when school starts up for me i'm gonna be really nice and shit and just try to get lots of friends like i used to have.

and dude you should get to be real good friends with the girl, like if she smokes pot, offer her some weed some time and get totally blazed and just talk with her, weed really improves my confedence when talkin to girls. and if she likes you she shouldnt give a fuck if you dont own a truck or have abs.

[mikeo14]

she doesnt smoke weed and she is real nice Im just shy cause shes just so beautiful I swear she doesnt smoke weed though but there is a way around that right thoses are all my problems I got, my town is so small its hard to find a friend you can relate with this girl is so wonderful shes not a hoe ass that would go fuck a guy cause he has muscles she nice and just real nice not at all mean everytime I think of her I think "man i have no chance with her shes so beatiful" maybe I shoul talk to her nightprowler and epic my family fight all the time my dads an ass he goes "TURN OFF THE LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM YOUR USING ELECTRICITY!" and he slams the door I feel like sleeping alot lately and my room is dirty it never bothers me but my room being dirty make me think of myself as a loser I think this is truly depression. Well night prowler is being drunk better than being high to treat depression? do you think? get on AIM right now if you can im xxmikeowensxx I gotta talk to someone

[JackNoble]

Being drunk gives you the balls to do anything, namely when together with depression, take the final bow. Though it helps some people, it's not good to delve into the bottle during depression cause it can get totally addictive.

[hubblebubble]

you lot have serious problems

[mikeo14]

nightprwler realley helped me he started talkking about cactus that get u high an i decided to research it i found out i got a cactus that will make me trip so i should be on some cacti alkaloids soon thx night this takes my mind away from the depression

[cronik182]

Yeah I second that, sort yourself out.

[NightProwler]

glad i could help man

[offtheradar]

Go see someone. You need some help man because that shit isn't normal. As far as the girl, go talk to her. Be friendly, mr. outgoing but not overwhelming. Let her know you exist and that you are this fun guy. But get past this depression shit or your not gonna look like a fun guy to hang around. Women aren't attracted to people with problems, she's going to be attacted to a man that knows what he wants and is fun to be around. Go see someone, get some meds, and look forward to nailing that ass and be confident that your going to do it. And it will happen.