getting more acquainted

[xsnoder]

Hi,,
New here and just wanted to say hello. I just received my card from New Mexico's MCP (medical cannabis program) a couple weeks ago.
Don't know what to say other then this program is very frustrating. I wrote to all the producers on the list to get some meds or to try and figure out where to go? and nothing, almost a month now. It is like having an asthma attack with only a pic of an inhaler:)
I didnâ??t realize how bad the problem here in New Mexico was until I actually had the card in hand.
This is my story in very short.
I was employed in the heating and cooling Industry for 15 years, (refrigeration tech ) most of that industrial refrigeration ie coal mines gas processing plants ect.... I was exposed to a lot of asbestos and other chemicals in that time I was also exposed to a pretty nasty defoliant/ herbicide in my early 20's ( I am 40 now) A couple of times I had to handle an unknown (too me) herbicide/ defoliant under the knowledge I was not in any danger.. I was just a young man doing my job. Was also what you might call a adrenaline junky for many years and sustained many accidents . I have worked hard my whole life and played even harder. Peace all and I hope this program mkes it to the point where "all" can live without suffering.

non-epileptic, seizure disorder---( daily) early post-traumatic epilepsy. related to massive head trauma.

hereditary epilepsy--- "petit mal" this is daily. My life is consumed with this

Excelled degenerative disc and joint diseases as well as two major accidents that broke my back and neck..--- surgery at c-5 to c-7 hardware in place. Entire L spine is herniated and in need of surgery. Many spine problems.

Low lying cerebral tonsil-- Neurologist knows more about this then I.

Reconstructive surgery on my right hand, wrist--- fell off a roof 30' + landed on a ladder
Fractured my neck c-5 thru c-7completly severed all but 2 fingers on r hand. they were able to reattach them. looks good. Don't work real good but looks good:)

Chronic asthma,, bronchitis,,--- I have 52% function left in my lungs. This has gone from 96% 5 years ago to 52% this year. stopped smoking 4 years ago:) Bronchial tubes are leathered and will not heal nor can be repaired. This is Thought to be the entry for whatever is screwing me up.

Allergic reactions to many forms of opiates---Trying to figure out what would work for pain almost killed me in itself. . Physical reactions such as hives, respiratory shutdown ect...

ptsd and anxiety--- Sorry , don't talk about this, but mmj works wonders

These are some of the medications they tried on me................

gabapentin--seizure control
valium-- seizure control
hydromorphon- pain lol very bad reactions
zyprexa- bi-polar disorder, siezures
prednisone-- lungs, occasionaly
cyclobenzapr-- bi-polar anxiety ptsd
xanax--bipolar anxiety ptsd, siezures
hydrcodo--pain lol very bad reactions
percodane-- pain very bad reactions
percoset-- pain very bad reactions
Demerol--injections and pills- can use it but not for long periods
mepergane fortis-- Demerol with fenegrine, I can use it but not for long periods
vicodin-- pain very bad reactions
darvacet-- pain -- very bad reactions
morphine-- very bad reactions to this physically
oxycoton-- very bad reaction physically
methadone-- bad physical reaction
spine injections--lol not fun
Val poric acid.-- Seizures and bi-polar
Klonopin-- siezures
depakote/ er-- siezures
Neurotin-- siezures
Many many others.........................

[xsnoder]

I have been here about a month and have met a few people but the site ask we introduce ourselves. Did I post something I should not have?

[coolslayer]

Not as far as I can see.

WELCOME.

[xsnoder]

Thank you coolslayer

[xsnoder]

I was able to register with grassroots but unable to email?
SWOP is 3 to 4 weeks out in registration with no hope of doing any good for another 2 or 3 weeks after that?
2 more producers are no response and one is not taking new members at all and will not be in the future it say's.
Very frustrating indeed. I am still trying to stay in touch with MPP but health is dragging me bad latley. I havn't been able to sit in front of the brain press for to long or get up and move about latley so ? fuck it.
I am a little angry but settled in the thought things are the way they are.
I ,as a supervisor though, would have never started a project without knowing I would at least have my take off materials. bad planning on behalf of NM, but agian I am just venting. I have lived so long with this pain, seziures that I don't remember what I was really like before it all started? I vaguely remember a healthy hard working father but now? Just pictures to satisfy my longing for a normal life, Ok, I am finished felling sorry for myself..:thumbsup:
Any wisdom from older members with their cards?

[mozach]

I'm sorry about all that you are going through. Im fairly new myself and frustrated with the producers but hey what can you do? Hang in there. Everything will be ok. :)

[xsnoder]

I sometimes forget to be thankful for what I have. New Mexico is my home, It has been my home since I was 9 and Very glad I don't have to move to a state that has a mmj program. Good or bad I am home and that means alot. Time to sit in the hammok and let it all go for awhile. Peace :jointsmile:

[chance942]

Welcome Noder. Glad to have you on.

[xsnoder]

Thank you, Chance
I find myself here more and more latley, reading, browsing topic after topic and just haveing a relaxing time. Alot of smart and very kind people here. thanks again for the :thumbsup: Honored I can be part of it.

[xsnoder]

Always find what I am looking for when it comes to the political side of the story at MPP. They stay up to date and are getting more involed with New Mexico. Good news is, it looks like the program is working and will continue:thumbsup:
New Mexico (http://www.mpp.org/states/new-mexico/)

[xsnoder]

UPDATE:
Too my most pleasent surprise, :jawdropper: grrx got ahold of me and were very proffesinal, helped me finish getting registerd. There email link was messed up but should be fixed now:thumbsup:

[Anonymouse]

Unless Susana Martinez gets into power. Don't know the specifics of Denish's stance on MMJ but I know Martinez is not friendly towards it.


Always find what I am looking for when it comes to the political side of the story at MPP. They stay up to date and are getting more involed with New Mexico. Good news is, it looks like the program is working and will continue:thumbsup:
New Mexico (http://www.mpp.org/states/new-mexico/)

[xsnoder]

:whalephant:Lets hope Susan Martinez understands the value of money. It is the only state operation actually making them anything ,besides, the lottery. lol.
Honestly I hope that whomever is elected they keep this program alive. Bottom line... It all comes down to money and I think this program will make too much for them to drop it. We'll see though.:whalephant:

here is a little on Diane Denish

http://www.ltgovernor.state.nm.us/biography.php

[coolslayer]

No one should have to go through the regimen of meds that you have.

[xsnoder]

Unfortunatly I have so many different medical problems that it is very hard to perscribe something that will not counter act with another drug. They do it anyway but with little choice. MMj ,truley, is saving what time I got and giving me some quality of life I need.

[xsnoder]

No one should have to go through the regimen of meds that you have.

I agree completly my friend, Maybe one day MMJ will be a first thought instead of a last resort.:jointsmile:

[coolslayer]

I really think that day is coming.....just a matter of time.

[xsnoder]

Like you say " just a matter of time"

[coolslayer]

Meanwhile,at least you have discovered a website where some of the best folks in the world share ideas.

[xsnoder]

Meanwhile,at least you have discovered a website where some of the best folks in the world share ideas.

No doubt. Awesome people, great tips and you all understand exactly what I am going thru. Thats a rare thing...,Really cool!
I am Starting to really like it here.:thumbsup:

[coolslayer]

No doubt. Awesome people, great tips and you all understand exactly what I am going thru. Thats a rare thing...,Really cool!
I am Starting to really like it here.:thumbsup:

Glad to hear it!

[xsnoder]

I didin't want to make another post but I am getting married tomorrow and have been with the same lady for 8 + years now.Complete traditinal Scottish wedding. I will post some pics of it in my albums. Oorah my brothers and sisters..

[Washedout]

Congrats to you and Best Wishes to your Bride,will you be wearing a kilt and do you know your family's tartan?:)

[deserthealer]

Hey, that's great news, noder. Congratulations and best wishes! :)

[Sandia]

CONGRATS XSNODER! I am happy for you! I have been married to the same beautiful woman for 17 years....I wish you the BEST!!! :)

[xsnoder]

I am one happy and very lucky man. the wedding was awesome. Here is a pic of my groomsmen. Peace all:):D
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I am on the far left.

[Sandia]

CONGRATS!!!!:)

[xsnoder]

Thanks bro, BTW.. recieved my personal production card today, Hell of a wedding present:420thought:
took about 2 weeks.:thumbsup:

[bigsby]

8+ years! That's a life time when you aren't married. Well done. I got married in full regalia. Mackay clan colors.

[coolslayer]

Thanks bro, BTW.. recieved my personal production card today, Hell of a wedding present:420thought:
took about 2 weeks.:thumbsup:

Congrats on your PPL!

[xsnoder]

Thank you everyone and thank you Bigsby, A traditinl Scottish wedding is a hard thing to pull off. The bagpipes, 7 different clans representing, perfect weather and everything eles turned out to be story book for my las. I love that women of mine. She has shown true grit being with me these past years lol.. Oorah

I got 5 girls up and growing this last couple of weeks. Will have some pics soon.
Peace brothers

[chance942]

Noder!!!

Pleased to read of your recent happenings,congratulations to you both. May your ladies grow fat and shine like diamonds!

[xsnoder]

TY chance. I am still all a buzz. Good times:)
Will have some pics in a few days of my girls. They are actually all femals:thumbsup:.
The strains I am using are:
Candy
Sno cap
Island skunk (I think? some kind-o-skunk)
Should be interesting:jointsmile:

I like that "shine like diamonds" sweet description.

[7NuevoMexicano6]

I made A Pic I would like to post as my avatar, but dont know how to do it, can some one tell me how? thanx, go by my pics and check em out

[bigsby]

See User CP in the menu bar that runs along the top of the page. Look for Avatar. You can chose a custom image somewhere in there. If you still can't find it let me know and I'll ferret it out.

[Psycho4Bud]

Also, "The maximum size of your custom image is 110 by 110 pixels or 48.8 KB" and it may have to be a GIF image.

Have a good one!:thumbsup:

[7NuevoMexicano6]

BigsBy! Appreciate it, It was killin me the past few days on how to do it. Im in the process of gettin my card but 1 Of these Vato's I know was tellin me they revoke/suspend your liscence when you get card, This is just A rumor Que no?

[bigsby]

Also, "The maximum size of your custom image is 110 by 110 pixels or 48.8 KB" and it may have to be a GIF image. Have a good one!:thumbsup:

jpg works fine too.

[chance942]

BigsBy! Appreciate it, It was killin me the past few days on how to do it. Im in the process of gettin my card but 1 Of these Vato's I know was tellin me they revoke/suspend your liscence when you get card, This is just A rumor Que no?

Revoke/suspend what license? Driver's? Absolutely not true. The same rules of driving under the influence however do apply.

[xsnoder]

Revoke/suspend what license? Driver's? Absolutely not true. The same rules of driving under the influence however do apply.

What chance said ;)

[alfonso2002]

Unfortunatly I have so many different medical problems that it is very hard to perscribe something that will not counter act with another drug. They do it anyway but with little choice. MMj ,truley, is saving what time I got and giving me some quality of life I need.

read you posts feel sorry for your situation all of us here have a similar one hoping we all can enjoy are lives a little more

[xsnoder]

read you posts feel sorry for your situation all of us here have a similar one hoping we all can enjoy are lives a little more

Dig that brother.:thumbsup:

[DemingNonProfit]

hey brother xsnoder,
Checked out the pictures of your grow, you should download this file, its like 30 marijuana books, and several videos,
Growing Marijuana (download torrent) - TPB (http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4881798/Growing_Marijuana)

there is book called grow 8 ounces of marijuana for less than 100.oo$, might be of use to you with your limited operating costs

best luck, shoot me a message if you ever need some help,
ol psycho4bud banned blackhash,

[alfonso2002]

hey brother xsnoder,
Checked out the pictures of your grow, you should download this file, its like 30 marijuana books, and several videos,
Growing Marijuana (download torrent) - TPB (http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4881798/Growing_Marijuana)

there is book called grow 8 ounces of marijuana for less than 100.oo$, might be of use to you with your limited operating costs

best luck, shoot me a message if you ever need some help,
ol psycho4bud banned blackhash,

Too bad about blackhash he was good people but he is at another site now went to check link but my computer said it was preventing attact

[MimbresValley]

hey brother xsnoder,
Checked out the pictures of your grow, you should download this file, its like 30 marijuana books, and several videos,
Growing Marijuana (download torrent) - TPB (http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4881798/Growing_Marijuana)

there is book called grow 8 ounces of marijuana for less than 100.oo$, might be of use to you with your limited operating costs

best luck, shoot me a message if you ever need some help,
ol psycho4bud banned blackhash,


WOW!!!
what an amazing amount of information, thanks for taking the time to share it DemingNonProfit!:thumbsup:

[Psycho4Bud]

Too bad about blackhash he was good people but he is at another site now went to check link but my computer said it was preventing attact

If you were to spam ANY site and then send a childish e-mail to the mod what do you think would happen?

Have a good one!:thumbsup:

[MimbresValley]

Congratulations on the wedding bro, I like the kilts!:thumbsup:

[veryangry]

What was the spam?

[alfonso2002]

If you were to spam ANY site and then send a childish e-mail to the mod what do you think would happen?

Have a good one!:thumbsup:

I guess you have to do what you have to do.

[alfonso2002]

What was the spam?

What was the spam?Psycho4Bud

[Psycho4Bud]

Plugging a site on SEVERAL threads not to mention 2 new threads. End of subject, hope he/she is happy where ever he/she goes.

Another thing just for a heads up; if your not happy about something regarding this site it's best to send a DECENT e-mail to a moderator here than to send something so insulting that NOBODY should have to tolorate it. We are moderators here, not punching bags. And like any other member, we DO NOT have to tolorate personal attacks of ANY sort.

Have a good one!:thumbsup:

[alfonso2002]

OK thanks for the info. And you are right respect is always a good thing.

[xsnoder]

Thanks for all the compliments on the grow everyone and the thumbs high on the wedding.
Peace

[xsnoder]

hey brother xsnoder,
Checked out the pictures of your grow, you should download this file, its like 30 marijuana books, and several videos,
Growing Marijuana (download torrent) - TPB (http://thepiratebay.org/torrent/4881798/Growing_Marijuana)

there is book called grow 8 ounces of marijuana for less than 100.oo$, might be of use to you with your limited operating costs

best luck, shoot me a message if you ever need some help,
ol psycho4bud banned blackhash,

Thank you Deming. Very cool

[xsnoder]

I will have some pics of my new grow soon and pics of my new 4' 5xT-5, set up:jointsmile:
The last grow was almost un-weighable, lol

[xsnoder]

:thumbsup:The new t-5 set up is working out good.

[MadSativa]

nice propagation tray, looking good

[xsnoder]

Old vegy snack trays work pretty good :jointsmile: