GTC21
04-04-2005, 06:08 PM
Does anyone else suffer from this? I've always been a nervous person but over the last year or two it's got a lot worse. I feel like this every day now, my heart races and I get a weird feeling in my chest, my hands shake so much I can't keep the food on my fork, my hands are always clammy and I just feel generally scared. Sometimes it feels like my heart is going to burst or something. A few months ago I went to see a doctor about depression, it took a lot for me to get the courage to go because I was embarrassed about it and found it hard to talk about it. Anyway, after I'd spoke with the doctor I felt a lot better that I'd gotten it of my chest. She prescribed me with Fluoxetine pills (prozac) I was taking them for 1 month. I felt OK at times but most of the time I would just feel shitty, the pills made me feel sick. I was supposed to go back after I'd finished the months supply of pills but regretfully I didn't. I still felt uncomfortable about going even though I'd already been once. I felt like I was wasting their time and that depression is not a valid reason to take up doctors time, I know it is a valid reason to see a doctor but depression makes you feel worthless and that you don't deserve to be helped, like you're a burden on everybody. Another reason I don't like talking about it is incase people think I'm doing it for attention or sympathy, I would hate it if people thought that, that's why I kept it bottled up for so long. These days I feel more anxious and worried than depressed, I can't understand why I feel like this because there's nothing for me to be scared of. The only thing that stops me feeling like this is booze, I don't feel nervous when I'm drunk. I'm really trying to cut booze out completely because booze makes you do silly things especially when you feel down. I know booze isn't the way. Don't get me wrong, I'm not an alcoholic, I don't drink all the time but when I do I don't know when to stop and get myself really fucked up. I think I'm going to have to go back to the doctor because this isn't going to go away on it's own.
Does anyone else have a problem with anxiety or get panic attacks? If you do, what things do you do to take your mind off it? I always try to read a book or something but I find it almost impossible to concentrate. Watching TV helps take my mind off it a little. Do you take any drugs for it? if so, which ones? I'd just love to wake up in the morning and feel normal and not feel like freaking out all the time. I know this isn't a life threatening illness but it's still a pain in the ass and I want it to go. I feel a bit silly for posting this on here but I feel more comfortable than I would talking with someone face to face, you can't really get embarrassed on the internet because nobody can see you.
Does anyone else have a problem with anxiety or get panic attacks? If you do, what things do you do to take your mind off it? I always try to read a book or something but I find it almost impossible to concentrate. Watching TV helps take my mind off it a little. Do you take any drugs for it? if so, which ones? I'd just love to wake up in the morning and feel normal and not feel like freaking out all the time. I know this isn't a life threatening illness but it's still a pain in the ass and I want it to go. I feel a bit silly for posting this on here but I feel more comfortable than I would talking with someone face to face, you can't really get embarrassed on the internet because nobody can see you.