Growing Nightmare!

[8182KSKUSH]

Well, this would be the second time in a row that I have gone to sleep and had some horrible wretched ass nightmare about my plants. It's the same everytime.
I go in, everything is fine, and I look and everything is dead. Not just dead, but dead and rotten! Usually I can control my dreams really well and silly as it sounds, when I sleep, usually I realize that I am dreaming, even if it is a bad one, I am usually aware that I am dreaming and turn it to my will.
However these 2 were really different. They were very vivid, and I had no control. Just pure panic! Very emotional and upset. I wake up and I am drenched in sweat, so is the bed.
Even after being awake for a while, and realizing it was just a bad dream, and being an adult, it still kinda bothers me. I have actually visually confirmed that everything is OK twice! LOL I don't know if there is any relation, but I have not used any cannabis for about a month now. (I refuse to purchase it ever again, so I wait for mines.)
This last one was the worst yet, in my dream, when I walk in, the room is dark! Problem #1! (I am on a 24 hour veg). When I turn on my backup lights to see what the fuck is up, I notice my ballasts are submerged in water! As I said before, the next issue is #2, the girls are all "fin", ALL OF THEM! And nasty slimey and rotten!
I have never really had this happen before, I don't know if it is due to not using any cannabis, this is the first time I have been off my meds in oh, ...
10 years. Literally. Buying some is not an option, mostly due to my pig headedness, I could if I really really wanted to, but I just don't want to. Any good suggestions on how to get past this weirdness otherwise? The dreams are bad, but so is waking up in soaking sheets freezing my ass off wondering why the hell I am so damn cold if I am sweating so damn much? Makes no sense? Just started happening, the last few times I have gone to sleep, whether it is just a short nap, or for the night.
Weird huh?
In any case, just talking about this, I already feel a little better as it pertains to the actual dreams. I am gonna go stare at my girls now and tell them I love them, and that I can't wait to chop their heads off and light them on fire!:jointsmile:

[Dutch Pimp]

Lack of smoke, causes me to have nightmares, too! I've been on the wagon since the first of the year; and the bad dreams have been constant and never ending....:(...(I got skeletons in my closet)

I got a CARE package from a friend. The drought is over and the nightmares have stopped.....:thumbsup:

[JohnnyZ]

Pony up brother, head down to your local neighborhood drug dealer and buy a little ganja to hold you over. Don't be pig headed, think of it as a brief trip back to your glory days.. just a sweet walk down memory lane.

[8182KSKUSH]

Lack of smoke, causes me to have nightmares, too! I've been on the wagon since the first of the year; and the bad dreams have been constant and never ending....:(...(I got skeletons in my closet)

I got a CARE package from a friend. The drought is over and the nightmares have stopped.....:thumbsup:

Yeah, skeletons are not fun! Good to hear that it's not just me though w/ the vivid bad dreams. The other night it was this,
for some reason, my wife in my dream, had decided to let my dobermans maul some little kid, and there was nothing I could do but watch, then I confronted her, and she informed me that she had left my son alone at home! (He's 4)!
Then I for some reason could not get to him no matter what I was doing! And she was there at every turn, doing some weird shit to prevent me from getting there. It was just a long battle w/ her to get to my boy, when I woke up, I was so pissed, and even though it was just a dream, it really did affect my mood the whole entire day towards her. She would never really do that, either w/ the dogs, or my son, but for some reason, it just left this extremely negative attitude w/ me that I just could not get rid of. Sounds kind of pathetic, I have always been the type that thinks you control yourself and your attitude, but lately I just feel like I am possessed or something.:mad: She asks me why I am shitty, and I have no answer. What am I gonna say, "you were a real class act bitch last night...in my imagination!" Sheeesh!
Aside from that fun one, most have been about my stable.
But again, good to here that I am not alone on this one. Maybe I just need to stare at your avatar for an hour or so before bed time he he.:D

[8182KSKUSH]

Pony up brother, head down to your local neighborhood drug dealer and buy a little ganja to hold you over. Don't be pig headed, think of it as a brief trip back to your glory days.. just a sweet walk down memory lane.


It's not even that tough, I could just go to any legal clinic, anywhere in this state and have my pick of what I want. I just made a promise to myself that I would not, I spend too much time, and money on my grow to do that at this point. I have waaay more immediate needs that the money could be used for with my family. And to be honest, even getting it underground here in socal @ $10gram for the same top notch that I can get legally in the clinics is too much. I could blow $300 EZ in less than a month, then I am right back where I started, minus the $280. While that money could have been spent on more important things. It would be alot different if I was single, but I am not, and my number 1 priority now is my son and my family. I feel guilty enough spending the money, (more importantly time) that I do now on my ladies. The only thing that helps me justify that is the fact that down the road, in a year or so, I will have my shit down well enough so that there are no dry times, that's what I am working for. In the mean time, I just want to get by w/out. I just need some other way to cope w/ my own head until later this summer when my shit is ready. Again, any suggestion that don't involve running out and grabbing some is kinda what I am looking for. THat's the obvious answer, but there is really no way I can get enough to last me as long as I would need it to, therefore, that would only be a temporary fix. Kinda like putting a band aid on a severed leg!:D Thanks for the input though. Believe me, you aren't saying anything that "Bad KUSH" isn't already thinking.:jointsmile:

[Garrett]

Im having growing dreams too, but the exact opposite. Ill be dreaming that im moving my 1ft girls outdoors to my secret spot only to realize it was a dream when I wake up.....

I think its because this summer will be my first grow ever and im ordering some Early Bud seeds from Attitude next week. :jointsmile:

[stinkybudz]

ahhahahahaha your so funny that made me laugh so hard
The other night it was this,
for some reason, my wife in my dream, had decided to let my dobermans maul some little kid, and there was nothing I could do but watch, then I confronted her, and she informed me that she had left my son alone at home! (He's 4)!
Then I for some reason could not get to him no matter what I was doing! And she was there at every turn, doing some weird shit to prevent me from getting there. It was just a long battle w/ her to get to my boy, when I woke up, I was so pissed, and even though it was just a dream, it really did affect my mood the whole entire day towards her. She would never really do that, either w/ the dogs, or my son, but for some reason, it just left this extremely negative attitude w/ me that I just could not get rid of. Sounds kind of pathetic, I have always been the type that thinks you control yourself and your attitude, but lately I just feel like I am possessed or something.:mad: She asks me why I am shitty, and I have no answer. What am I gonna say, "you were a real class act bitch last night...in my imagination!"

[bestgreenthumb]

how about going back on your meds! sheesh .......lmao:rasta:

[8182KSKUSH]

how about going back on your meds! sheesh .......lmao:rasta:


That sounds like a great idea, but right now it's not really an option, and won't be until later this summer, after they are ready. Again, I was just kinda looking to see if anyone had any good alternatives, since that is not an option. Maybe you missied that?:wtf:
Hellooo? McFly?:stoned:
My meds = my cannabis.:jointsmile:
Just wondering if anyone has had similar experiences and how I may be able to get this to end w/out cannabis. My bed reaks of something horrible! The worst BO smell ever. Covers, everything! PUKE!

[Coelho]

Man... it also happens with me whenever i have a break... after the 2nd-3rd without smoking, my dreams start to get REAL vivid, and after the 4th or 5th day i start to get nightmares (vivid too)... and if the break is a forced one (when i visit my parents home, for example) all my nightmares are about weed, more exactly about someone discovering my stash and throwing it away, or about wishing madly to smoke but having no weed, things like this...

I dont know any way to stop them besides smoking... i dont know if they go away after some time, as fortunately i never had to stop smoking for longer than 1 week since i started to smoke daily...

Anyway, im sure that they are caused by the lack of weed and the fear of not being able to smoke again... a psychologist would have a lot to say about this... :jointsmile:

[bigtopsfinn]

I've been listening to old Loveline radio episodes lately, and Dr. Drew Pinsky (works with addicts) has said on several occasions that the nightmares can go on for about 6 months, maybe more. He would say that you have a profound cannabis addiction, and the only way to get over these nightmares is through therapy in a structured environment, and probably some kind of mild anti-depressant or sedative...

I'm just spitting back what he says, so please don't shoot the messenger!!!

:jointsmile:

[8182KSKUSH]

Man... it also happens with me whenever i have a break... after the 2nd-3rd without smoking, my dreams start to get REAL vivid, and after the 4th or 5th day i start to get nightmares (vivid too)... and if the break is a forced one (when i visit my parents home, for example) all my nightmares are about weed, more exactly about someone discovering my stash and throwing it away, or about wishing madly to smoke but having no weed, things like this...

I dont know any way to stop them besides smoking... i dont know if they go away after some time, as fortunately i never had to stop smoking for longer than 1 week since i started to smoke daily...

Anyway, im sure that they are caused by the lack of weed and the fear of not being able to smoke again... a psychologist would have a lot to say about this... :jointsmile:

Ug. Well that's not too promising. I would think that it would just stop on it's own. Surely it's not gonna keep going on and on for months! That would be crazy eh? I wonder what a psychologist might say? Hmmmmm?


I've been listening to old Loveline radio episodes lately, and Dr. Drew Pinsky (works with addicts) has said on several occasions that the nightmares can go on for about 6 months, maybe more. He would say that you have a profound cannabis addiction, and the only way to get over these nightmares is through therapy in a structured environment, and probably some kind of mild anti-depressant or sedative...

I'm just spitting back what he says, so please don't shoot the messenger!!!

:jointsmile:

Oh....
Shit.:(

Like it's not bad enough that I can't get to sleep until 4 or 5 in the morning to begin with, but then when I do.....:mad:
ah hell. Sounds like I may just be up shit creek here for a while. Hopefully I can just tough this out. Therapy? Anti-depressants? Ugh! I think I would rather just try to deal with it. Hell if I go in for therapy, odds are they may not let me leave! :D No siree bob not me! :thumbsup:
Thanks for the relating the experience coelho, and for the info big. Hope someone else that has beat this chimes in here. Appreciate the posts folks. Good info, let's keep it coming. Thank you.:jointsmile:
This really does re-open my eyes though, and help me appreciate my cannabis even more for it's usefulness. I know there were times that I really did take it for granted, and didn't totally appreciate how valuable it is to me as medicine. So that's something good that is coming from this...
I guess.:jointsmile:

[painretreat]

It is often thought that your dreams are a way of working through your problems. The ones we can't face when we are awake.

Your plants dying isn't exactly a nightmare, but extremely vivid dream that scares you? Because if they died you'd be out the $ plus your time? Plus, no meds and can't talk to your wife?

Dude, you need some growing buddies, surely you have a friend to get with! Go to the MPP meetings in Riverside, at least get a dose while you are there!

This is a funny lol thread and a sad one! PR:hippy:

[boaz]

... It would be alot different if I was single, but I am not, and my number 1 priority now is my son and my family...

right on. hang tuff bro. i also started having really vivid dreams and lucid dreams, where you realize your dreaming, :stoned: once when i had quit for over a month. i've heard that weed makes a person dream less so that when they quit the dreams come back with a vengence. :apachecopter:

i'm not sure if this really works but i've read that if you take Melanonin herbal supplements that this will help, i think weed drains the body of this substance or something. don't know if it really helps but its worth a shot.

my re-occuring nightmare when i quit was that i would be a party or something and someone would pass me a j, i would take a big draw and ahhhh, nothing but air. :mad: :wtf: :rasta:

[boaz]

or it might be Freddy, it is Friday the 13th :eek:

keep a close watch on that garden today :D

[JohnnyZ]

It's not even that tough, I could just go to any legal clinic, anywhere in this state and have my pick of what I want. I just made a promise to myself that I would not, I spend too much time, and money on my grow to do that at this point. I have waaay more immediate needs that the money could be used for with my family. And to be honest, even getting it underground here in socal @ $10gram for the same top notch that I can get legally in the clinics is too much. I could blow $300 EZ in less than a month, then I am right back where I started, minus the $280. While that money could have been spent on more important things. It would be alot different if I was single, but I am not, and my number 1 priority now is my son and my family. I feel guilty enough spending the money, (more importantly time) that I do now on my ladies. The only thing that helps me justify that is the fact that down the road, in a year or so, I will have my shit down well enough so that there are no dry times, that's what I am working for. In the mean time, I just want to get by w/out. I just need some other way to cope w/ my own head until later this summer when my shit is ready. Again, any suggestion that don't involve running out and grabbing some is kinda what I am looking for. THat's the obvious answer, but there is really no way I can get enough to last me as long as I would need it to, therefore, that would only be a temporary fix. Kinda like putting a band aid on a severed leg!:D Thanks for the input though. Believe me, you aren't saying anything that "Bad KUSH" isn't already thinking.:jointsmile:

Ah, well I did not know the extent of your situation. You need to wait it out then dude, it's what you should do as a man for his family. Worry about getting the rest of your life in order, and by the time you realize it your ladies will be ripe for the picking. Just remember this is temporary, and keep in mind you will get absolutely fucking gongshowed the first time you smoke again. That always helps me whenever I'm on a break and I get a craving.. Just close your eyes and think of how high you will get. Always brings a smile to my face :)

[Coelho]

Just remember this is temporary, and keep in mind you will get absolutely fucking gongshowed the first time you smoke again. That always helps me whenever I'm on a break and I get a craving.. Just close your eyes and think of how high you will get. Always brings a smile to my face :)

Indeed! Thats the only thing that makes me endure the breaks... :jointsmile:

[8182KSKUSH]

It is often thought that your dreams are a way of working through your problems. The ones we can't face when we are awake.

Your plants dying isn't exactly a nightmare, but extremely vivid dream that scares you? Because if they died you'd be out the $ plus your time? Plus, no meds and can't talk to your wife?

Dude, you need some growing buddies, surely you have a friend to get with! Go to the MPP meetings in Riverside, at least get a dose while you are there!

This is a funny lol thread and a sad one! PR:hippy:

I think you are right on on alot of accounts there. I would love to have some growing buddies, but damn, I just have a hard time trusting people. Here everything is anonymous so it's easy, no one is knows who I am here, so I don't worry about any crazed cdot members showing up at my house and sticking me up, or trying to get me harassed by the all too willing riverside leo for any reason. (Or god forbid the DEA) It's funny, aside from 1 or 2 people, everyone that knows me has no fucking idea what I really do. In fact, recently, I had someone tell me at work that they thought I was mormon for some reason! LOL Can you believe that! I am not a native, and come from a place where mere posession is a serious criminal act, let alone growing. Now I am here, I am legal, but I am still highly paranoid. Nothing is garuanteed you know. You know a little about me, and my experiences here. After seeing what I have seen, it's like that song, "I always feel like, somebodies watchin' meeeee!" Hard to get past it when it hits so close to home.

I don't want this to be a sad, or downer thread by any means, just want to have this discussion in hopes of finding a way out of the woods, or at the least, maybe someone else in the same boat down the road will read this and it will make them feel a little better.
As far as going to meetings, yeah, I have a friend that I could go with, but at the moment he's a little tied up w/ some other stuff. :thumbsup: Hopefully someday.
When my family and I came out, him and his family were the only people that we knew literally, and if it were not for his genorosity, we could have never made it here. Just fucked up how shit happens sometimes, ironic too. Since I was 16, I knew the only thing that I really really wanted to do was come here, and grow my own. Now I am. It just so happens, that the only person that I would ever share this with, I cannot now. Everything happens for a reason though. I am sure that one day, everything will be as it should.
(BtW I was encouraged to go, and reassured that there really isn't anything to worry about, but this is the same guy that honestly believed that the DEA would never in a millon years target him either.)
That is one reason why I am so fond of this community, as well as the other one, aside from my family, (which doesn't want to know what I do), this is the only place I truly feel free to share. And even that now is limited. I decided to no longer post any personal grows here due to some wierdness that had been happening here.
(I do still post though. Just not here.):thumbsup:


right on. hang tuff bro. i also started having really vivid dreams and lucid dreams, where you realize your dreaming, :stoned: once when i had quit for over a month. i've heard that weed makes a person dream less so that when they quit the dreams come back with a vengence. :apachecopter:

i'm not sure if this really works but i've read that if you take Melanonin herbal supplements that this will help, i think weed drains the body of this substance or something. don't know if it really helps but its worth a shot.

my re-occuring nightmare when i quit was that i would be a party or something and someone would pass me a j, i would take a big draw and ahhhh, nothing but air. :mad: :wtf: :rasta:

LMAO! That is some scary shit! Hit the bone and nothing but clean air! AWWWW!:D
I will look into the melonanininaini thing. Can't hurt. I will do some research and see what I come up with.


or it might be Freddy, it is Friday the 13th :eek:

keep a close watch on that garden today :D

Yeah, 2 months in a row huh?


Ah, well I did not know the extent of your situation. You need to wait it out then dude, it's what you should do as a man for his family. Worry about getting the rest of your life in order, and by the time you realize it your ladies will be ripe for the picking. Just remember this is temporary, and keep in mind you will get absolutely fucking gongshowed the first time you smoke again. That always helps me whenever I'm on a break and I get a craving.. Just close your eyes and think of how high you will get. Always brings a smile to my face :)

It sure does make me smile when I think about that.:D My hashberry, satori, pure power plant, and mazar-i-shariff all on deck make me smile too! There's gonna be some plant sex happening at my house later this year!:jointsmile: I have always been big on long term plans, the waiting doesn't bother me a bit, and really, going without isn't terrible either, I keep pretty damn busy anyway. I can hardly wait to get my breeding on, and get a serious seed library, it's one of my goals and so far it's all going according to plan!
It's just the sleepless nights, and the crazy sleep when it happens. My wife has mentioned that since I have been 86 I am more moody, but I just told her to shut the fuck up and make me a sandwich! Then I went and whooped the shit outta my dogs, cat, and iguana! Fuck her! She don't know what the fuck she is talking about!:D
(I am kidding of course! I mean about the whooping the shit outta my pets, I would never just beat my pets for no reason.):jointsmile::thumbsup:

As for the crazy dreams, I am just gonna tough it out. Not much else to do. Just know that if you are reading this thread and are going through the same thing, don't worry, as I and many others have stated, it is apparently normal! That was my main concern. ANd really, if you can you should just get some cannabis, me, I just painted myself in a corner here, and although there were lots of great suggestions, I am gonna just hang in there. If I come across some cannabis, I won't turn it down, but I am not gonna be buying it. Maybe I will get some good karma, I am getting ready to give away about 8 of my MK clones, and then another 11 more in a few more weeks. The person flat out asked how much I wanted for them, I flat out told him, I don't sell period. Clones or chronic. Just won't ever do it. My payment, is just knowing that I am doing my part to spread this plant around, and subvert the government as much as possible w/ regards to cannabis laws. That's worth more than money to me. And if I do that, maybe it will rub off on someone else.
He just looked at me like I was fucking crazy.
Maybe he'll bring a blunt or something when he comes to get them. He is the only other person that I have a real personal relationship with out here aside from Mr. GPSANKLEBRACELETMAN, and he is the only other real person out here that knows what it is that I do.:jointsmile: I kinda communicate with a grower through him. Hopefully my plants will do the talking for me and him and his grower buddy will reap a nice outdoor this year!

Really just talking to you all in this thread has made me feel alot better. Granted, doesn't help me get to sleep or sleep in peace, but literally, when I made this first post, I was steaming mad in the middle of the day about a dream that I had. So I think I will just continue to drop in here and maybe give you some stories about my crazy dreams, until they stop. Again, I appreciate your support and kind words all.
Good night, have sweet dreams, you sleep lovin' jerky jerkfaces!;):jointsmile:
Oh and if you need anything, I will probably be up for another 6 or 7 hours, just pop in! LOL

[Markass]

Well, this would be the second time in a row that I have gone to sleep and had some horrible wretched ass nightmare about my plants. It's the same everytime.
I go in, everything is fine, and I look and everything is dead. Not just dead, but dead and rotten! Usually I can control my dreams really well and silly as it sounds, when I sleep, usually I realize that I am dreaming, even if it is a bad one, I am usually aware that I am dreaming and turn it to my will.
However these 2 were really different. They were very vivid, and I had no control. Just pure panic! Very emotional and upset. I wake up and I am drenched in sweat, so is the bed.
Even after being awake for a while, and realizing it was just a bad dream, and being an adult, it still kinda bothers me. I have actually visually confirmed that everything is OK twice! LOL I don't know if there is any relation, but I have not used any cannabis for about a month now. (I refuse to purchase it ever again, so I wait for mines.)
This last one was the worst yet, in my dream, when I walk in, the room is dark! Problem #1! (I am on a 24 hour veg). When I turn on my backup lights to see what the fuck is up, I notice my ballasts are submerged in water! As I said before, the next issue is #2, the girls are all "fin", ALL OF THEM! And nasty slimey and rotten!
I have never really had this happen before, I don't know if it is due to not using any cannabis, this is the first time I have been off my meds in oh, ...
10 years. Literally. Buying some is not an option, mostly due to my pig headedness, I could if I really really wanted to, but I just don't want to. Any good suggestions on how to get past this weirdness otherwise? The dreams are bad, but so is waking up in soaking sheets freezing my ass off wondering why the hell I am so damn cold if I am sweating so damn much? Makes no sense? Just started happening, the last few times I have gone to sleep, whether it is just a short nap, or for the night.
Weird huh?
In any case, just talking about this, I already feel a little better as it pertains to the actual dreams. I am gonna go stare at my girls now and tell them I love them, and that I can't wait to chop their heads off and light them on fire!:jointsmile:



I can't relate to nightmares about my plants because I don't have any anymore, however I can relate to the bad nightmares when without cannabis..it seems as though I basically just go lights out, then back on when I wake up if I smoke before going to bed..

[boaz]

LMAO! That is some scary shit! Hit the bone and nothing but clean air! AWWWW!:D
I will look into the melonanininaini thing. Can't hurt. I will do some research and see what I come up with.

:D yeah really scary shite! more irrating really. :jointsmile: but i do remember dreams being really vivid and thinking what do they mean? of course, this one just meant I wanted to smoke out :rasta: i think it all stops after a few weeks.

i think i heard about that melonanininaini :D thing on this forum so . . . somebody had a whole coctail of herbs to take to get over the bad effects of taking a break. i think i got the name wrong tho, i think melatonin is the herb you can buy, melanonin is the naturally occurring substance the body produces when someone is out in the sun. so maybe you just need to take the family to beach for the weekend. :cool:

[denialisback]

terence mckenna would say that psychoactives (leary as well probably lol) have a profound effect on the ego and value systems of a human being.

(mostly to positive effect)

Increased sex drive, increased accuity, etc,

Although they are usually refering to psilocybin in their research cannabis thc is a psychoactive component and must share some properties.

I'd argue that you're mind is screaming... rightly so since it's smooth operation was dependant upon THC to a degree.. or at least the lowered framework that it seems to setup/interupt as a neuro transmitter controller.

my 5 cents i guess,

get well :thumbsup:

Peace,
Denial

[the image reaper]

my advice is to smoke a fat doobie, then stare at Dutch Pimp's avatar, until the bad feelings pass :computerlove1:

[denialisback]

my advice is to smoke a fat doobie, then stare at Dutch Pimp's avatar, until the bad feelings pass :computerlove1:

woahh..best advice yet :thumbsup:

Peace,
denial

[Dutch Pimp]

:D...four is better than two....:thumbsup:...everybody: pick your favorite Nightmare

[8182KSKUSH]

:D...four is better than two....:thumbsup:...everybody: pick your favorite Nightmare


I don't think I will mention this particular bit of advice to the wife he he, while I agree, she probably won't! But yeah, you are correct sir!:D:thumbsup:

[boaz]

my advice is to smoke a fat doobie, then stare at Dutch Pimp's avatar, until the bad feelings pass :computerlove1:


:rastasmoke: yes, that definately works like a charm everytime. :D

[trinitybound]

valerian root or if you can find it kava kava, both great for nightime relaxation.

[8182KSKUSH]

Well, again, got to sleep last night around 5, am.
Dream started out normal, not too intense, just a dream about using a washing machine, at my parents home, in their backyard, in a giant sandbox.
Hey, I said that it was not intense, not scary, didn't say it made sense!
Anyway, then it got scary. At first everything was ok like I said, then I woke up, let the dogs out, and when I went back to sleep is when it started to suck.
For the entirety of the rest of my sleep, it went like this.
I am in my car, my son is in his car seat. I have a big ass box that is somehow magically resting on the dashboard, completely obstructing my view of the freeway, on which I am driving insanely fast, and cannot slow down. Of course the whole time I am freaking out trying everything to move, and or just see around this box, that I have no idea why is there or what is in it! All the while my boy is reminding me that we are gonna crash if I am not careful! "NO SHIT!"
The best I can do is see the big cement divider things in on the side, and it seems that I am in some sort of construction zone. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! This goes on forever.
It doesn't end, I don't crash, just perpetual panic.
Finally I wake up. Sheets, soaked. Freezing my ass off as usual. I feel fine now, and was a little shook up for about 30 minutes, until I smoked my Marlboro Red, and dropped the kids off in the pool. But that was the latest and greatest. Although it was terrifying, it did not leave a negative nasty impression on me that lasted for most of the day as the previous ones have. So at least it wasn't as "potent".
The sweating and freezing part was still the same, but it does seem like it was not as deep impacting. So maybe that's a sign that they are loosing their effect. Hopefully!
Well that's it. Have a good night, sweet dreams.:jointsmile:

[boaz]

valerian root or if you can find it kava kava, both great for nightime relaxation.

^ yes, that reminds me I read somewhere (i'll post the link if i find it) to drink some warm coaco and eat a banana and yogart (i think) right before bed, they all have high levels of kava that help you stay asleep all night. :greenthumb:

[boaz]

... Have a good night, sweet dreams.:jointsmile:

i don't think dreams really mean anything but now that you've started :jointsmile: i really have to tell about this dream i had some years ago that was so real i, for a while, thought it had to mean something.

it was during the primary elections when McCain and Shrub were battling for the repub nom. i must have fell asleep watching the news or something but all of sudden John McCain and I are loading boxes of supplies into a sea plane, parked at the dock of this big nice cabin on some lake somewhere deep in my imagination. :) We probably don't say two words to each other just keep going up and getting more boxes and loading them into the plane. The we shake hands, he gets in the plane, taxi's out to deep part of the lake, takes off and circles back into the clouds. Then I see an explosion and debri falling. I run out dive off the dock into the lake and start swimming out then I woke up. It was sooo vivid and real that for a while I thought should I contact Mr. McCain and warn him not to pilot any sea planes or something. :stoned:

I had almost forgot about that dream until a few months ago right after the election when the news was showing some random Alaska shots as they talked about Sara Palin they showed this sea plane sitting at a dock by a lake cabin. :eek: I thought, yeah, maybe I should have given him a call. :jointsmile:

[8182KSKUSH]

^^ You know McCain is no stranger to piloting a plane that gets blown up over a lake! He he, just remember, the guy is like the damn highlander, no need to jump in to save him, hell he would probably tow the damn thing back to shore w/ a rope in his teeth as he is swimming with 2 broken arms and legs! LOL:D

[boaz]

^^ You know McCain is no stranger to piloting a plane that gets blown up over a lake! He he, just remember, the guy is like the damn highlander, no need to jump in to save him, hell he would probably tow the damn thing back to shore w/ a rope in his teeth as he is swimming with 2 broken arms and legs! LOL:D

:D LMAO! no shite. at least with dreams like that i could fill in the ending afterwards, :) i always thought i'd swim out there and he'd be doing the back stroke back toward the shore, saying holy shit, did you see that??!! :jointsmile:

[8182KSKUSH]

hey boaz good luck w/ your break.
good news for me kinda. last night no sweats, only slept for 4 hours though. lol

[boaz]

^ thanks kush, yeah, i got a few more daze left :stoned: and then i think i am going to start my semi annual spring break, too. :) good for lungs and the wallet. kinda looking forward to those lucid dreams. :jointsmile: plus, when you start back, . . . wooo :abduct:

[8182KSKUSH]

last night I got attaked by fucking BEARS! ALL NIGHT LONG! scary but not exactly mood altering like some of the others thankfully! kind of funny now! clear out of the blue comletely random as hell lol!

[boaz]

^ yikes. I write computer code all day so for the longest time I have had these bizzare dreams about endless algorithms and recursive loops and stuff. :wtf: not really scary just bizarro. better than being attacked by bears, I guess. :jointsmile: I am on break now so I'll see if my dreams start getting more intense now. :detective1: :jointsmile:

[bigtopsfinn]

Yeah... so I ran out of bud... no smoke for me yesterday, and what a terrible night! Woke up sweaty in the middle of the night, remembered dreaming about getting arrested and having drugs on me (not weed) and all this shit... Can't really remember anything else, but unpleasant nonetheless. I have about 4-5 weeks before I start taking tasters from my new project. Guess I'm just SOL until then. Maybe I'll go get some yogurt and bananas.

Sleep well, everyone :jointsmile:

[Dutch Pimp]

I'm out, too

I had a dream, last night... where I was putting in 10 foot long ceiling florescent light bulbs...hundreds of them...and only a few worked...so I had to put in more..I was worn out, when I woke up...:wtf:...I don't know where that came from?

[8182KSKUSH]

^ yikes. I write computer code all day so for the longest time I have had these bizzare dreams about endless algorithms and recursive loops and stuff. :wtf: not really scary just bizarro. better than being attacked by bears, I guess. :jointsmile: I am on break now so I'll see if my dreams start getting more intense now. :detective1: :jointsmile:
I'll take the bears LOL! Good luck w/ the break bro!


Yeah... so I ran out of bud... no smoke for me yesterday, and what a terrible night! Woke up sweaty in the middle of the night, remembered dreaming about getting arrested and having drugs on me (not weed) and all this shit... Can't really remember anything else, but unpleasant nonetheless. I have about 4-5 weeks before I start taking tasters from my new project. Guess I'm just SOL until then. Maybe I'll go get some yogurt and bananas.

Sleep well, everyone :jointsmile:

Yup, didn't notice you here in the same boat, too bad.:( Good luck w/ your grow, I think that everyone should just use this thread to post their bad dreams due to being 86 cannabis. I know that it helped me feel alot better about some of the really bad ones that I was having. I hope that it will serve the same purpose for everyone.


I'm out, too

I had a dream, last night... where I was putting in 10 foot long ceiling florescent light bulbs...hundreds of them...and only a few worked...so I had to put in more..I was worn out, when I woke up...:wtf:...I don't know where that came from?

It's fucking nutty how really intense dreams can have a real effect on you after you wake up. Luckily lately mine have simmered down with that regard, they are still scary, and sweaty, but I am not walking around all day w/ a chip on my shoulder so that's good.
Hundreds of floros huh? Sounds like it could turn into a pretty cool dream, or an even worse one I guess depending on how you look at it LOL.:D I hope you get those all working tonight, maybe you are setting up the "ultimate" nursery, where you are running 100s of mums all different strains, and clones!:jointsmile: I don't know how we could coordinate this, but once I get to sleep tonight, I will come by and try to give you a hand w/ all those lights, as long as you promise to keep my in primo clones! :D

[painretreat]

Geepers, I have my dreams with the bud. Dull without it!! None lately, but I sure enjoy all these. Especially, flores bulbs--I have trouble getting 4 ft ones in!! I've seen 10 footers in empty foreclosed homes! Ummm! Already in the room to go, even on the walls!!! Surely, that is why it was foreclosed--too many rooms of it: 3 single car garages! :jointsmile:

Nice thread! I enjoy this one! PR:thumbsup:

[Dutch Pimp]

Oh...I made sure they was 6500k bulbs...:thumbsup:...ideal for clones...:D

Hi ...PR...:pimp:

[8182KSKUSH]

Hey PR! Good to see you. Big day Monday morning, I know the world is gonna stop for a little bit as everyone takes a deep breathe! Sorry to go off on this tangent dreamers! I can't rep you though PR, just wanted to say hi though. Cross your fingers. Maybe they will dismiss or give him a day time served. We'll find out pretty quick.

[painretreat]

Kush, hope you don't mind a little hi-jacking: saw your comment in other thread. So, decided to come here. I am thinking: First Sunday, good idea!!!
I decided to donate and not go as to paranoia! They changed it from a Ronnie fundraiser to a McCabe. That case is over and MAPP needs to get it paid off and then to Ronnie's: with any luck, they had plenty of donors with $ for the legal relief. Lanny Swerdlow is his name-runs the MAPP group.

My newfound paranoia says, meetings-what meetings?? The MAPP educational meetings at the Dr's office every Friday night!! The group is definitely trying to do something to make medication reasonable and accessable for everyone! I'll rep u when I can! Overcast, cloudy, cold and suppose to rain and where it was has flashfloods from my house to site of party! I have never had a run in with anything except the CHP and a lead foot. But, I have been humbled by what I've heard and the paranoia I find here.

Dutch: 6500K is a bit much for me to clone myself in! lol !! Stuff is too expensive to risk putting in the mail! I'll blow a cloud to the South side of the moon, in about 10 min. it should be there! maybe help you get a good sleep in, oops, better do it tomorrow eve, its' morning there! PR :hippy:

[8182KSKUSH]

Damn it! I must spread it around! Sheesh! THanks Dutch! One of these days I will spread enough around to get it back to you and PR, and everyone else! LOL
Oh, BTW, I found these cool pictures somewhere on the internet. Looks like, and I am just guessing here, Nirvana's MK, a couple of reveg and some clones too. JUst a guess!:thumbsup: Man, I bet they are in their first day of 12/12, and will be finished sometime in June, I bet whomever that guy is, he's gonna have a bueno summer! Lucky LOL:D
Good dreams all!

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I am gonna stare at DP's avatar for an hour now and try to get some sleep! Gotta love these vivid dreams! Make them work to my advantage he he!:jointsmile:

[Humboldt215]

I had something profound or informative to say, but that was about 15 min ago and I have been staring at Dutch Pimps avatar and since forgotten everything I had.

[8182KSKUSH]

happens
to the best of us lol!

thanks BTF I am a really good guesser lol!

[painretreat]

I had something profound or informative to say, but that was about 15 min ago and I have been staring at Dutch Pimps avatar and since forgotten everything I had.

lol--not so sure which is the most mind boggling, the preceeding 'dreamed up' girls or ;) Dutch's avatar! lol!! Gets your attention!! Mesmerizing when loaded! But, I don't dream about it! I do the plants, guess bulbs will be next! pr :thumbsup: I don't know how to post an avatar, spend too much time reading here to read Internet for Dummies! Somehow, I think it would be fun to have a poll to see who has the best or funniest avatar! Or appropriate one! :D

Oh Kush, gro club is suspended until the legal paperwork is set up! However, the monthly MAPP meeting, believe it or not, is attended by a lot of people. Many do not grow or use, they are there trying to figure out 'how to help a loved one' with cancer or other medical problems! It is a good atmosphere to start thinking and changing the mindset of people that view cannabis as 'dope' instead of medication!! Lets you know of laws and community events. You don't have to put your name on anything and like Jorge Cervantes & Rosenthal wrote, "When you go to a public place for buying product, etc. drive a friend's car!" Something that leads back to a different address. It isn't like that many vehicles could possibly be followed home anyway!

Fridays are educational and informative on the medical benefits with testimonies reported. Studies on cannabis, etc. First Weds every month! at the THCF Clinic in Riverside, CA. It is a sleepy area--in fact, when I was in high school, I raised my FFA beef right there on the farm that use to be there! (760) 799-2055 for more info. ask for Lanny!

The details of the collective are great and you might want to be a part of it, so you never have dry days and wet nights so often! It is anticipated that you can buy at a price very reasonable for your needs!

Meetings are all in a Dr.'s office! However, don't stop thinking of exposure!! You could lead them to your 'cut & paste' pics! And they look pretty good! Perfect! You must not mess with them much. The handling and admiration can take out a leaf here and there by accident! lol :( ;)

[8182KSKUSH]

lol--not so sure which is the most mind boggling, the preceeding 'dreamed up' girls or ;) Dutch's avatar! lol!! Gets your attention!! Mesmerizing when loaded! But, I don't dream about it! I do the plants, guess bulbs will be next! pr :thumbsup: I don't know how to post an avatar, spend too much time reading here to read Internet for Dummies! Somehow, I think it would be fun to have a poll to see who has the best or funniest avatar! Or appropriate one! :D

Oh Kush, gro club is suspended until the legal paperwork is set up! However, the monthly MAPP meeting, believe it or not, is attended by a lot of people. Many do not grow or use, they are there trying to figure out 'how to help a loved one' with cancer or other medical problems! It is a good atmosphere to start thinking and changing the mindset of people that view cannabis as 'dope' instead of medication!! Lets you know of laws and community events. You don't have to put your name on anything and like Jorge Cervantes & Rosenthal wrote, "When you go to a public place for buying product, etc. drive a friend's car!" Something that leads back to a different address. It isn't like that many vehicles could possibly be followed home anyway!

LOL, yeah, I have a buddy out here offered to let me use his car if I ever wanted to, gets waaay better gas mileage than mine, only problem is, IT'S HIS CAR! Don't exactly feel that comfy taking it anywhere if you know what I mean! But I bet I wouldn't be followed in it, since the DEA probably has a homing beacon on it already! LOL:jointsmile: This was back when I was going out to SFV and what not quite a bit. Almost a 90 mile trip, one way! Yikes!
The MAPPS meetings sound like they are a good thing. Again though, me, I am just too paranoid. I should probably lighten up a little, maybe someday. :jointsmile:



Fridays are educational and informative on the medical benefits with testimonies reported. Studies on cannabis, etc. First Weds every month! at the THCF Clinic in Riverside, CA. It is a sleepy area--in fact, when I was in high school, I raised my FFA beef right there on the farm that use to be there! (760) 799-2055 for more info. ask for Lanny!

The details of the collective are great and you might want to be a part of it, so you never have dry days and wet nights so often! It is anticipated that you can buy at a price very reasonable for your needs!

Man, you know. I would love to be involved in that, just not the right time for me. For one, my skills are pretty sub-standard, I am still an infant when it comes to producing really really outstanding medicine. That is unless you eat it, then it's killer! But compared to what I have had the pleasure of getting my hands on, it's not even in the same ballpark. Although, I did get some delivery way back when that was pretty comprable, that was being passed off as MMJ. Not that it didn't, or that mine doesn't have positive properties, they do, just not at the level that you find a little further west if you know what I mean. :thumbsup: It's a catch 22 for me, I know what I would like to do, network and work w/ some top notch growers, and get my skills down, but at the same time the last thing I want to do is put myself out there at all. I believe time will work this inner battle out for me I suspect. My paranoia is the only thing that has kept me from going out and getting elite cuts too, what a pitty eh? One of these days though, I will overcome my fears, or somehow assure myself that it is safe. In the meantime, I will be here, and trying to make a positive impact on the people that I do have contact w/ on a day to day basis.


Meetings are all in a Dr.'s office! However, don't stop thinking of exposure!! You could lead them to your 'cut & paste' pics! And they look pretty good! Perfect! You must not mess with them much. The handling and admiration can take out a leaf here and there by accident! lol :( ;)

This post is going to require at least a couple hours worth of gazing upon DP avatar to ensure I don't have any crazy bad dreams you know!;) As for those pics, yeah, like I said, whoever that guy is that has those is gonna be knee deep in some MK this summer, lucky devil. You are probably right, they probably aren't messed w/ too much. (Unless you count hours worth of staring and talking to them LOL!);) Just pure speculation on that though.:D:cool:

On a serious note, talking about a nightmare waiting to happen. My beloved ol' mother in law will be here next Sunday for 4, long, hell filled days. Joy.:mad:
She is driving out though, so there is always that outside chance that she won't make it, (knock on wood!) Maybe somewhere along the way the earth will open up and swallow her car and take her back to her home! I should have some real gems of nightmares here in the next week or so to write in about.:jointsmile:

[8182KSKUSH]

Well, my evil arch enemy the "mother-in-law" is here, has been since Sunday, and will be until Thursday.
Ewww. (Shivers)

Last night, I don't really know why, or should I say this morning. I had another scary one, lately they have been vivid, but more along the lines of "good" vivid, (thanks Dutch again for your avatar LOL).
Last night was another episode of when animals attack. Apparently a family of black pumas thought it was a good idea to try to maul and eat me for hours. I really don't know what's up w/ the random animals attacking my ass, but I need to start carrying guns in my dreams damn it! I was able to always fend them off kinda, just kept my arms in front of my face and I swear I could really feel them crushing my forearms.
I did wake up and my cat was eyeballing me kinda funny, so maybe he was as my son would say, "he's rettacking me!". I dunno, no marks or anything, probably just a coincidence.:cool:
Maybe.
He is the cat that I have mentioned before that rapes my legs while I sleep, or when he THINKS that I am sleeping, sometimes I just let him finish, he's so damn big now, it's alot of effort to shake him off, and usually it doesn't work. It's probably my fault anyway, I probably just look slutty.:jointsmile: In a kitty way I guess. One of these days I am gonna set him up and get some pics of the whole deal and post them.:thumbsup: