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stinkyattic
02-18-2009, 09:56 PM
Dearest Canncom family-
I haven't been on much lately as maybe you've noticed. I recently started a new full time job with lots of overtime, and no longer have either time or internet access at work or home to be on as much as I would like to be.
I'm working in a field I love, sustainably-produced food, but in these hard economic times it is becoming apparent to what extent we really do consider it a luxury to buy food that was grown in an ecologically-responsible manner, and the people still left at the facility are running ragged and short-handed, without the capital to upgrade systems for efficiency. We just keep fixing things as they break- elbow grease is the thing we need the most of. It's a challenge that I feel up to, but I also feel at the end of every day as if I've been beaten about the arms and shoulders with a baseball bat; sore, bruised, filthy, and exhausted. I do nothing but work and sleep, and spend my few days off dealing with the amount of manure-caked laundry that builds up fast in this line of work. My garden is on a back burner, but stabilized so I don't lose genetics- I'm just not really doing much with them at the moment. It's a lovely collection of ornamental houseplants until I get a moment to figure out where to go next.
I can't thank everyone here enough for all your support over the years, and the camaraderie that we got going here. I've been awed by your gardens and personal resilience through adversity- illness, natural disaster, family tragedy, and legal problems- you have all inspired me to be a better and more giving person. I feel that it is time to focus that locally. With so few hours in the week, I owe it to my friends and family to make time for them, and try to make a positive impact in my hometown.
I'm still going to try to come back and check in whenever I can, but it's not going to be often. I miss you guys but it is time for this rolling stone to roll along to the next project. Keep fighting the good fight. I promise I will be too.
Love,
Stinkyattic
Lit Up
02-18-2009, 10:01 PM
We will always have your stickys. Keep on keeping on...
xcrispi
02-18-2009, 10:18 PM
Hey Stinky ,
We know where to find ya .
Takin care of your own biz. is far more important than this site . esp . in the condition it's in right now . Any deader it'd start to stink .
G/B Sis .
Crispi :jointsmile:
the image reaper
02-18-2009, 10:24 PM
... there goes my best 'fantasy girlfriend' :D ... ya better stay in touch, ya lil cutiepie !! :computerlove1:
Shovelhandle
02-18-2009, 10:45 PM
Well, I was wondering... Best regards, sister. and please keep the channels open.
headshake
02-18-2009, 10:46 PM
i'm glad that everything is coming together for you stinky! i can't think of another person on the board who deserves it more (not that i know anyone for that matter)! i'm sad to see you go, but i can understand that it is time for you to move on.
thank you for providing answers, tidbits, theories, expericence and knowledge! you have been inspiring as well as somebody who one should aspire to be like!
i hope life treats you well in whatever journey you decide to embark on. godspeed!
-shake
MaryJaneMonkey
02-18-2009, 11:08 PM
Stinky, you are the most sincere, nicest, inteligent person I have not met, but your posts echo the greatness that is you.
I hope you are rewarded well, in this life, or the next.
p.s. I still think you should publish a book.
phatsesh101
02-19-2009, 12:09 AM
been wonderin where u were
have fun good luck
now whos gonna point out my bad advice?
killerweed420
02-19-2009, 12:10 AM
Get back here as often as you can stinky. We'll be missing you.
Big len
02-19-2009, 12:36 AM
Thanks Stinky for all your help, you helped me out on several grows, you will be deeply missed.
Thanks
Big Len
seattlesmoke247
02-19-2009, 09:14 AM
Thanks for all your wonderful information stinky! You've been very inspiring to me.
tinytoon
02-19-2009, 11:41 AM
I have not known you long Stinky but in the short time I have been coming here I have found your help to be extremly valuable. Best wishes to you and be safe in whatever adventure you decide to embark upon.
Tinytoon
Nightcrewman
02-19-2009, 12:50 PM
I'll miss you Miss Attic, next time I'm having a wee dram I'll give you a wee toast, haste ye back.
And may the hinges of friendship never rust.
All the best
NCM
Dutch Pimp
02-19-2009, 02:13 PM
play like a superstar...party like a rockstar...grow like stinkyattic
Storm Crow
02-19-2009, 02:27 PM
I am really going to miss you! :(
But, I'm glad it is a job you love that is keeping you away! (rather than you frantically looking for a decent job while working as an underpaid burger-flipper!)
Take care of yourself! But don't forget about us! :hippy: :smokin: :stoned: :rasta: :pimp: :rastasmoke: We'll all be waiting for your next visit!
Granny :hippy:
Rusty Trichome
02-19-2009, 02:29 PM
Congratulations on the new gig. I hope it all works out for you. :cool:
On a personal note, Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you've taught me.
Your patience, tolerance and knowledge will truly be missed. :thumbsup:
Bummer when life changes ones course, as it affects sooo many. But good luck on your journey, and please keep in touch.
Rusty.
chongman420
02-19-2009, 02:52 PM
Stinky saying goodbye :(:sadcrying This has to be one of the 7 signs before the end of days. I'm gonna miss her :sadcrying
Dutch Pimp
02-19-2009, 05:59 PM
...:thumbsup:...
Weezard
02-19-2009, 06:42 PM
Been missing you.
After half-assed attempts at growing for 40, (odd, and I do mean odd), years, you inspired me to gather my excrement together.:)
I'm sure you'll be popping back in now and again.
Just grateful for the timing that left you free to "hold my hand" while I floundered about.
No worry, you've created dozens of "graduate students"
to fill in for you.
We'll try to make you proud.:thumbsup:
Love and aloha
Weeze
veggii
02-19-2009, 08:13 PM
awwww!:jawdropper: you'll be greatly missed ! what if we get you a laptop with one of those satellite WIFi cards !! or we could send a couple dozen workers from cali to help with the fields :D wait can't we talk about this ? don't just leave us , we work can work it out :hippy:
we'll goto councling etc whatever it takes plz plz don't go :sorry1:
hey stinky, goodluck on the new adventure ! I wish the best for you and your adventure, plz don't forget too, stop and take a little time too relax and smell the pretty flowers along your path. . . Veggii
:wave1:
:hippy: :hippy: :hippy: :hippy: :hippy:
DreadedHermie
02-20-2009, 12:46 AM
And please check in often. I am forever in your debt. Thanks for sharing so much of your wisdom with us. And thanks for your skills as a mod--lotsa challenges there, for sure. But you pulled it off beautifully.
Your fan always, DH
thcbongman
02-20-2009, 11:28 PM
You'll be back! :) We all come back.
G/L with the new position!
midlifecrisis
02-21-2009, 04:12 AM
Congrats and good luck.....I'm sure all things will work out fine.
:jointsmile:
FourTwenty4Life
02-22-2009, 07:05 PM
Congrats!! Thanks for all you have done. This site is like a plant that just keeps growing and giving! :hippy::thumbsup::jointsmile:
GraziLovesMary
02-22-2009, 08:59 PM
Mmmmm it sounds like you are fighting a truly good fight :) I am so happy for you, and I hope it is as rewarding for you as it sounds. Do your thing and dont worry about anybody but yourself. We'll still be here :)
And you'll always be in my signature :D
Greenthing
02-22-2009, 09:10 PM
All the best of luck to you dear lady
stinkybudz
02-23-2009, 12:20 AM
:giveflower: hope to see you around stinky, you've helped me plenty, from the past of being a noob, to the present of me being a noob
Weedhound
02-25-2009, 11:33 PM
God I miss you. You helped change my life. I'm going to miss that kind of guidance.
I think that before too long you will be manager of your job which will give you more time to visit us at cdot. That's how I'm leaving it anyway.
Much love,
wh
MadSativa
02-28-2009, 07:57 PM
the Force is stong with you Stinky and I have full confidence you will keep strong and fight the good fight while takeing care of your own. So I know this is not good by but Godspeed, and till next time.
Oh just had to throw in we do think you are a growing guru, and have taught us volumes, on growing and much more.
For that I thank you
Divestoned
02-28-2009, 08:08 PM
hiya Doll ! just wanted to throw my name in the "we love stinky" thread.
Dive:stoned:
WhiskeyTango
02-28-2009, 08:41 PM
Shit....one of the FEW that stuck up for me through the LED beginnings, lol...Helped me along so much. Wife and I wish you the best, and hope all is well. I consider you among one of the few selfless people I have ever had the pleasure to know.
PLEASE keep some channels open...there are MANY who TRULY love you as a person, whether MEETING you in person or not. You are someone who's name will always be known around this community, here, and other forums. F.U.C.K.E.M miss ya as well.....lol
we love ya queen stinky
good vibes
axxxxe
03-01-2009, 02:17 PM
When I first signed up at this site I didnt read the rules very well and I got spanked by Stinky twice on the same day it sucked.But it gave me time to read thru alot of posts and learn alot of things and get some ideas about other members. Stinky you made me a Smarter and Better person. For this I will always be grateful and hope that someday I can do the same for someone else. I wish you the best, and peace for you, your freinds and family.
the image reaper
03-01-2009, 02:32 PM
I looked forward to Stinky's spankins ... 'Queen of the Lash' :computerlove1:
dragonrider
03-03-2009, 07:00 PM
Good luck with the new project, Stinky! I'm glad you got a job doing something you already know you love to do. Having a job that sucks up too much of your time is a lot easier to handle if you like the work and believe in its importance. Sounds like you like it, and it is definitely important.
We are all going to miss you around here. You did a GREAT job as a moderator, keeping a lid on the BS. And at the same time you also contributed even more as a fellow member, giving good advice on growing and on a lot of topics that are even more important than growing, sharing your intelligent thoughts and ideas, making good jokes, being a good friend. You have touched a lot of lives. Be sure to come back as a member as often as you can.
Now back to the farm! That compost pile ain't gonna turn itself, you know!
painretreat
03-12-2009, 08:31 AM
Geepers, missed this one and have been missing you Stinky. No wonder why the boards are so dull and slow lately. Well, we are losing our :pwomen MODS here. I don't see Birdgirl either! Like no one notice's! Have a tear in the eye!:abduct:
I have left a few posts saying, "Stinky will be by to help!" Guess not! Bummer! Please keep your social group open??
btw; thanks for being so kind and nice in your spankin's :joint1:-doing it with the class we have come to expect, reason with sincerity and hope and most of all for master grower and Prof.!! You need to start a school like Oaksterdam!!
I am bummed.:sadcrying Assumed you'd be here forever! :greenthumb:
I was already missing your posts and info.; Now, I know why and am very saddened.
Naturally, I am very happy for you. To be blessed with a job in a field you love! We should have organized and started an Oaksterdam College in your area! What a hoot that would have been!
Will look forward to your coming back and hope you :jointsmile: :rastasmoke: before you post, those are the best and funniest. You are one of he most rounded in knowledge I've seen here and respected, more than you can imagine, by most here! When you work that hard you don't need the hassle's from here. You always held your coolness, even in adversity!
Doubt there will ever be anyone as good as you on this site again! Just when I was gonna need your advice the most!!! Stay in touch and don't work your ass off. Sounds like you are so tired and exhausted you need a rest. Hopefully, you'll have that company whipped into shape in no time and have it on mostly auto pilot, so you supervise and have some energy for us when you get home!
Will be as happy as I can be for you. Was worried you took another job on another site when this board went down, since you were going thru a bad spot at the time. Guess not.
You were the light of this Forum. Too bad it doesn't pay enough to an experienced person like you that has so much passion for the grower and keeping the genetics clean! I won't laugh so much anymore!:angelsmiley:
Since you haven't been around, it seems like people have to keep coming back and saying, 'no response'! Didn't see much of that when you were here. WE all really do notice and you need to know that!
A nice time of your life to set back and take inventory anyway! Hope you have time to go have some fun, at least. If you do and get out this way-holler, you know there are a lot of us that would help you out, no matter what!
Regardless, I am very happy for you in this new endeavor:jumphappy:! See ya back here full time when you own the company! We all admire a hardworker that has worked so hard to be where you are! :greenthumb: I have nothing funny in my book right now! Was hoping to bump into you at a Nug's n Jug's, NV!! Oh well! Was hoping to see your Black Indica this year! (think that was your other choice)!
Will miss and pray for your continued happiness, :jumphappy: Oh crap--you have met someone else at work haven't you. Don't pull one over our eyes now! What's his name? Please don't say MJ (his initials is what he goes by)! Hopefully, he is not in Alaska either! :rasta: :rastasmoke: :p :bong:
Hope to see you around and settled into your new way of life! You have to admire someone like you, no matter what. You have wonderful work ethics and the whole package. Now, that you are not a mod--you gonna marry a few of these offers you had here! Cannot imagine you not having done so already- with all your genetic knowledge and all!
You take care and remain with the best of care from myself and many others, I am sure! PR :) happy 4 you and see u around!
StickyfingahZ
03-12-2009, 04:08 PM
I dont know you personally and you gave me a warning or two,but your a big part of this commmunity and I'll miss you.
FakeBoobsRule
03-12-2009, 04:37 PM
and no longer have either time or internet access at work or home to be on as much as I would like to be.
Man that's like the understatement of the year. It's like she's hanging with Jeff Probst on Survivor but not even in the main camp but on survivor island. Shit win the next reward challenge and tell Jeff to hand over his iphone or crackberry and get online.
:(
detroitfish
03-18-2009, 01:41 AM
hope all goes well and hope to see ya in the future you rock:D
Rock.Steady
03-27-2009, 02:28 AM
Stinky-
gotta admit i too was wonderin wtf, ok, now we know.
sad n glad
sad your leaving, glad youre happy
your kung fu is strong
your karma is stronger
you will get back many times the love you have given.
i will join the choir in wishing you the very best in all you aspire to.:pimp:
Rock.
stinkyattic
05-09-2009, 02:19 AM
I miss you guys every day. Work is keeping me busier than I wanted it to, but I think it's healthy in the long run. I'm trying to bring some long-standing dreams to fruition, and spend as much time as I have with the local med growers. I feel like this is a very temporary time in my life. I am learning so much, and feeling so grounded. Farming suits me far better than research. My true love is making things grow. It's hard, and the money is really minimal, but in the big scheme of things, grad school is so much more expensive! Hahaha! I have a couple of really fascinating co-workers and the self-produced medicine scene surrounding a sustainable ag farm is really impressive!
I'm feeling terribly guilty for not maintaining as frequent correspondence with you guys as I'd like to, but my neighbors put a lock on their wireless so it's a tidge inconvenient, lolololol. I'll get it sorted out shortly.
Talk to you soon. Really. I miss you more than you can imagine.
Much love,
Stinky
Weezard
05-09-2009, 02:37 AM
Just made my day!:lookat:
Weezard
JohnnyZ
05-09-2009, 03:04 AM
Stinky we got love for you! I'm happy that you've found your niche, even if it's just temporary. And remember, sometimes temporary is a long long time. I'm glad you're doing what you love, and forgetting about chasing money.
How many times have you heard someone say,
If I had money I would do things my way.
But little they know,
That it's so hard to find
One rich man in ten
With a satisfied mind.
:jointsmile:
Mr. Clandestine
05-09-2009, 03:07 AM
Just made my day!:lookat:
Weezard
Likewise! :dance:
Good to hear from you again Stinky! We all miss ya and hope everything in your life is going as smoothly as possible!
Greenthing
05-09-2009, 03:49 AM
Well hello dear lady i am happy to hear that you are still about, you have been a big miss on the boards and i think we all miss you so much around here its like someone turned off the lights permanently.
Wishing you all the best in what ever you do Stinky, your the best.:hippy::smokin::stoned:
Dutch Pimp
05-09-2009, 06:51 AM
This calls for a celebration! The drinks are on me!...:glugglug:...it will have to be water...I'm out of Bud...(both kinds)
the image reaper
05-09-2009, 06:04 PM
hiya, cutie-pie !! :computerlove1: ... just thinking of you, crawling around on all fours, in the rich soil, ... well, let's just say, it brings out the 'mood to plow', in this old dirt-farmer :S2:
JD1stTimer
05-10-2009, 09:27 PM
You're right, image reaper. I sometimes find myself praying that I will meet a local version of StinkyAttic and that we would hit it off. So far I have met exactly ONE who possesses that level of intelligence and class. We hit it off at first, I even had my first kiss with her. But unfortunately she did something which I thought was playing a game with me, and then her phone got cut off I think. It rings twice and goes to voicemail. :(
SA, you may be interested to know that I am growing vegetables organically right now. I'm going to have lima beans, blue lake snap beans, lentils, garlic and gold zucchini. I ate lots of mustard greens early this spring, OMG they were so tasty. I also have echinacea which has been flowering for about four years and should have good roots if I ever wanted to dig them up and chop them into tea. Too bad the distance, I'd love to have you for dinner sometime.
I look forward to the next time you grace these boards with your presence.
Why don't you make a proposal to your neighbors to pay half their internet bill in exchange for them giving you the passphrase? Sure it would probably violate the terms of their user agreement, but if all the traffic goes through their router the telco wouldn't be able to tell the difference.
WhiskeyTango
05-13-2009, 05:03 PM
STINKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(((((((((Hugs))))))))))))) we miss you so much queenie! Both sites...lol. Shoot me an email if ya get a chance....Love ya!!!
good vibes
bluntpasser
05-17-2009, 12:49 AM
you are an ispiration to every member here and your presence will always be remembered.wish u peaceful smoking for life..:rasta:
frostedwonder
05-17-2009, 01:23 AM
Many thanks Ms. S Attic. I am new on here and really enjoy reading the posts that you especially remark on. Thanks for being so helpful and inspiring people like me. :hippy:
lunarose
05-23-2009, 09:47 PM
Stinky, I am so glad to read that you are doing something that you find so fullfilling only the truely blessed get to follow their passion.
stupids
08-15-2009, 09:41 PM
Damn...I still miss her...I didnt even get to say bye...:( she made me proud to be from Western New England.
Gatekeeper777
08-15-2009, 10:04 PM
Goodbye stinky and thanks for all your helpp through the years.
Good luck come back and see us.
:hippy:
Doc401
08-16-2009, 04:39 AM
I never thought i would be calling my lady,, stinky.lol But you are my my TEACHER or was:( !!!! Thank you so much for the feed back that you gave to everyone, including me!! You'r not just my lady, you are my QUEEN.
I have so many questions to ask you still,but i will not!! You go in peace, you deserve it!! Maybe 1 day you will come back to us and we will smoke in PEACE.. (A PEACE PIPE) One day we will all sit in a circle and smoke from the same pipe of harmony..(PEACE PIPE) You will be missed by many!! I wish i had known you befor this forum..I'm crying already!! GOOD LUCK my QUEEN!!
wayoftheleaf
08-17-2009, 04:43 AM
Its sad. I didn't get to say goodbye until so many months after she left.
She is one of the few I have remembered after all these years.
rebgirl420
08-18-2009, 02:41 AM
Oh Stinky we love you so much!
You were one of my favorite mods on this site.
DOUGAL25
08-18-2009, 06:55 AM
I'm close to a year on this site (which isn't much) but stinky is the ONE that i realized to listen to every detail and smidgen of advice I could get from her...
Good luck on your endeavors and may your plants blossom like my hair...(i have a decent head of hair)
:stoned:
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