Awaiting Court

[Darkneon420]

I've been waiting for this Court for 2 years, for my mother and my step dad 4 years. See my step dad doesent have his green card and now he might be sent to Syria and if that happends he thinks hes sure im going too.....
We've already fought about the fact weither if he gets sent to syria if im going too and of course i dont want too. I say something about it and hes yelling at me and saying i belong with my mother and then he starts bribing me. He told me if i go he will take me to a place in the mountins where you can sit inside a cloud and smoke hash. then I shut up or walk away and its not brung up again. So Court is Thursday. I have to make a chioce of weither live in my misery in Syria until i graduate high school, or move in with one of my family in Connecticut. Either way i'de lose everything.

Tell me what you guys think.

[Bman719]

Wow... that sucks... that majorly sucks... whatever happens i hope everything goes well for you... but i would personally stay here in the states and move in with a family member. I haven't been to Syria but i don't think i'd move there if my parents were trying to force me to go there.... but it's a tough call...

[RIPganjagirl420]

damn dark! im sorry to hear this homie! whatever the outcome may be...i hope you do well for yourself man. keep your head up and keep fighting homie!!! and yea..id rather stay in the states too man...but then there is the leaving your father thing. hope everything goes well for ya!!

[Darkneon420]

Oh yeah i will explain why either way i'de lose everything.

All my life i've moved mostly every year, because of this i've missed so much Education and I also got sick so half my life i was to busy crying from pain I could never concintrate on any studys and now im 16 and i've worked myself up to the 9th grade. Im kinda stuck here tho I study 3 hours a day and catch my self thinking about what I have to memorize for tests when i dident have to at the moment but its doing absolutlly nothing to my gardes. My scheluale was fucked around with and i dont think i can get it back to normal. So if i move this year I think i'de go to much insane from having to see the 9th grade 3 times if my mother wasent so unstable and I dident get biten I would be in the 11th grade by now!

I've finally found someone that loves me and i love him so much! And just when i'de given up on men and claimed for lesbianism (Which drove the rents crazy ;) ) We wanna get married, and have kids, and then die together. Oh and if it doesent happen I rather die. He'd rather die. I think part of us would die. Oh its to horrible to think about any longer! :(

Thanks Bman it is a very tough chioce...

Thanks rip, glad to see you usin the boards. :)

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

wow that sucks, all i have to say is i love your avatar! whered you get it from its so cool!

[Darkneon420]

wow that sucks, all i have to say is i love your avatar! whered you get it from its so cool!

Actually i got it from my bf's ex gf's journal. She posted a bunch of beautiful avatars, mostly too girly for guys but if you'de liek to see them I could show you her journal URL if you promise not too write anything to her.

Or perhaps your gf would like to see them, happy to help.

[Darkneon420]

And now i have no weed.

[Encatuse]

Dark - Smoking hash in a cloud would be nice.... ^.^ Either way, make your own decision, don't make a decision based around guilt.

[Darkneon420]

Dark - Smoking hash in a cloud would be nice.... ^.^ Either way, make your own decision, don't make a decision based around guilt.

Guilt? i dont understand I have no guilt.

[Encatuse]

Im saying don't move with your dad if you're doing it 'for' your dad. Both options seem to suck in your opinion, so you've got to choose which you think sucks less.

[Darkneon420]

Ah...I would rather move for someone else than myself.

And both pretty much suck...im thinking about going.

[OrangeHairs INC]

Ha i would stay in the states. Much safer place to be living.

[Darkneon420]

Ha i would stay in the states. Much safer place to be living.

Actually, I think Kuwait would be a better place to live than the ghetto town of New Britian, CT.

And they'll still be weed, weed where if the cops found it they'd probiblly lit up with you i dunno but if all goes to shit i'll always have my Marijuana.

[crystal clear pepsi]

I Just Watched that movie " GREEN CARD " Earlier with gerard deperdeau'

[GHoSToKeR]

shit Dark! :( that sucks

I agree wit encatause.. dont move to syria just coz your dads bribing you, and definately dont move anywhere because someone else wants you to, move where and when you wanna.. thats all the advice i can give ya.. :(

[Darkneon420]

shit Dark! :( that sucks

I agree wit encatause.. dont move to syria just coz your dads bribing you, and definately dont move anywhere because someone else wants you to, move where and when you wanna.. thats all the advice i can give ya.. :(

The bribing part makes me angry, if i stood there and fought about how disgusted I was hearing him trying to win me over with weed, money, etc we would have been there all night fighting. So I just walked away...im definitlly not going to move anywhere just because someone bribed me with all the hash I could smoke. Oh hell no. (I wanted to clear that up)

The problem is I dont have a say in when and where we move. For 2 more years of my life these people whom claim to be my parents decide everything for me. No matter how i feel about it. I dont even think they care.

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

Actually i got it from my bf's ex gf's journal. She posted a bunch of beautiful avatars, mostly too girly for guys but if you'de liek to see them I could show you her journal URL if you promise not too write anything to her.

Or perhaps your gf would like to see them, happy to help.

haha what is it

[Darkneon420]

haha what is it

Not gunna give it to you here, i'll add you to aim and give it to you there.

[Darkneon420]

Yeah...the judge told us to wait a month so he can research....

Oh yes I hate our lawyer.