Awaiting Court

[Darkneon420]

I've been waiting for this Court for 2 years, for my mother and my step dad 4 years. See my step dad doesent have his green card and now he might be sent to Syria and if that happends he thinks hes sure im going too.....
We've already fought about the fact weither if he gets sent to syria if im going too and of course i dont want too. I say something about it and hes yelling at me and saying i belong with my mother and then he starts bribing me. He told me if i go he will take me to a place in the mountins where you can sit inside a cloud and smoke hash. then I shut up or walk away and its not brung up again. So Court is Thursday. I have to make a chioce of weither live in my misery in Syria until i graduate high school, or move in with one of my family in Connecticut. Either way i'de lose everything.

Tell me what you guys think.

Darkneon420 Reviewed by Darkneon420 on 03-07-2005. Awaiting Court I've been waiting for this Court for 2 years, for my mother and my step dad 4 years. See my step dad doesent have his green card and now he might be sent to Syria and if that happends he thinks hes sure im going too..... We've already fought about the fact weither if he gets sent to syria if im going too and of course i dont want too. I say something about it and hes yelling at me and saying i belong with my mother and then he starts bribing me. He told me if i go he will take me to a place Rating: 5

[Bman719]

Wow... that sucks... that majorly sucks... whatever happens i hope everything goes well for you... but i would personally stay here in the states and move in with a family member. I haven't been to Syria but i don't think i'd move there if my parents were trying to force me to go there.... but it's a tough call...

[RIPganjagirl420]

damn dark! im sorry to hear this homie! whatever the outcome may be...i hope you do well for yourself man. keep your head up and keep fighting homie!!! and yea..id rather stay in the states too man...but then there is the leaving your father thing. hope everything goes well for ya!!

[Darkneon420]

Oh yeah i will explain why either way i'de lose everything.

All my life i've moved mostly every year, because of this i've missed so much Education and I also got sick so half my life i was to busy crying from pain I could never concintrate on any studys and now im 16 and i've worked myself up to the 9th grade. Im kinda stuck here tho I study 3 hours a day and catch my self thinking about what I have to memorize for tests when i dident have to at the moment but its doing absolutlly nothing to my gardes. My scheluale was fucked around with and i dont think i can get it back to normal. So if i move this year I think i'de go to much insane from having to see the 9th grade 3 times if my mother wasent so unstable and I dident get biten I would be in the 11th grade by now!

I've finally found someone that loves me and i love him so much! And just when i'de given up on men and claimed for lesbianism (Which drove the rents crazy ) We wanna get married, and have kids, and then die together. Oh and if it doesent happen I rather die. He'd rather die. I think part of us would die. Oh its to horrible to think about any longer!

Thanks Bman it is a very tough chioce...

Thanks rip, glad to see you usin the boards.

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

wow that sucks, all i have to say is i love your avatar! whered you get it from its so cool!

[Darkneon420]

wow that sucks, all i have to say is i love your avatar! whered you get it from its so cool!

Actually i got it from my bf's ex gf's journal. She posted a bunch of beautiful avatars, mostly too girly for guys but if you'de liek to see them I could show you her journal URL if you promise not too write anything to her.

Or perhaps your gf would like to see them, happy to help.

[Darkneon420]

And now i have no weed.

[Encatuse]

Dark - Smoking hash in a cloud would be nice.... ^.^ Either way, make your own decision, don't make a decision based around guilt.

[Darkneon420]

Dark - Smoking hash in a cloud would be nice.... ^.^ Either way, make your own decision, don't make a decision based around guilt.

Guilt? i dont understand I have no guilt.

[Encatuse]

Im saying don't move with your dad if you're doing it 'for' your dad. Both options seem to suck in your opinion, so you've got to choose which you think sucks less.