Two Days Clean

[Spellbound]

It's been two days since I last inhaled the beautiful vapors. As I try to get clean to apply for a job, I'm reflecting on my experience without cannabis. So far I've noticed my depression is returning, a little. I've noticed that when I smoke it on a daily basis, I don't have suicidal thoughts or depressive episodes. I just exist the way I used to and that feeling is so good to me. So, society says that I have to be depressed and strapped for cash to be able to be employed. Boo.

(I'm waiting until the drug test to resume my self therapy.)

Anyone else done this?

[.fortune]

yeah, i got introduced to mj, then i immediately needed a job. thats after 2 weeks of my friends keeping me generally high for my first times. so i waited a full 3 weeks.

you just gotta keep yourself doing something, anything to keep your mind off it, until you can start again an all will be good.......:D:stoned::smokin:

*edit* My first post! (I've been such a lurker.... lol:dance: *edit*

[jimmy8778]

i too have been clean for the last few days, the last 4 in fact, and despite the fact that i already have a job, and am getting a bunch of money, and stuff, i feel like i needed a break, i decided i needed a break cause i freaked myself out in my mind, so it was a decision i had to make so the first 2 days were easy.

But keeping busy has been tough, especially cause i cant drive to preoccupy myself like i did when i was just dry before, but focus on doing it for the monies, thats what im telling myself, im saying, put a little away now, and next paycheck, then when i start again, im getting the most bomb weed i can get