Two Days Clean

[Spellbound]

It's been two days since I last inhaled the beautiful vapors. As I try to get clean to apply for a job, I'm reflecting on my experience without cannabis. So far I've noticed my depression is returning, a little. I've noticed that when I smoke it on a daily basis, I don't have suicidal thoughts or depressive episodes. I just exist the way I used to and that feeling is so good to me. So, society says that I have to be depressed and strapped for cash to be able to be employed. Boo.

(I'm waiting until the drug test to resume my self therapy.)

Anyone else done this?

Spellbound Reviewed by Spellbound on 01-18-2008. Two Days Clean It's been two days since I last inhaled the beautiful vapors. As I try to get clean to apply for a job, I'm reflecting on my experience without cannabis. So far I've noticed my depression is returning, a little. I've noticed that when I smoke it on a daily basis, I don't have suicidal thoughts or depressive episodes. I just exist the way I used to and that feeling is so good to me. So, society says that I have to be depressed and strapped for cash to be able to be employed. Boo. (I'm Rating: 5

[.fortune]

yeah, i got introduced to mj, then i immediately needed a job. thats after 2 weeks of my friends keeping me generally high for my first times. so i waited a full 3 weeks.

you just gotta keep yourself doing something, anything to keep your mind off it, until you can start again an all will be good.......:stoned::smokin:

*edit* My first post! (I've been such a lurker.... lol:dance: *edit*

[jimmy8778]

i too have been clean for the last few days, the last 4 in fact, and despite the fact that i already have a job, and am getting a bunch of money, and stuff, i feel like i needed a break, i decided i needed a break cause i freaked myself out in my mind, so it was a decision i had to make so the first 2 days were easy.

But keeping busy has been tough, especially cause i cant drive to preoccupy myself like i did when i was just dry before, but focus on doing it for the monies, thats what im telling myself, im saying, put a little away now, and next paycheck, then when i start again, im getting the most bomb weed i can get