Quote Originally Posted by CanaDanKs Inc.
Well first of all I'm very sorry to hear that.

One day when I was 11, my dad and I were driving around and he parked on the side of the road and gave me his phone and told me to call for help, and collapsed on the steering wheel. I was freaking out but I called 911 anyway. My dad was taken to the hospital and had a blood transfusion. That day we learned that he had some kind of uncurable Anemia..

Anyway, about a week later he died. And just like you, I was waiting for that phone call...


At the time, it was impossible for me to realize that he would not come back, I wouldn't believe it. I guess that's what we call Denial. Anyway, after hours and hours of crying after that phone call...I realized that there was nothing I could do about it. So I accepted it.
My dad always told me he'd be with me, physically or through energy after he'd pass away. I have always used his energy to help me overcoming certain situations...When I fear something or someone and can't get myself to do it, I think of my dad, and I ask him to help me. It gives me an unbelievable jolt of strength and courage everytime.

Always remember that even if he's gone, his love will always and forever be with you.


Much courage to you my friend! And if there's anything I learned in my lifetime too, it's that miracles DO happen! So stay strong!


On another note, one thing that helped me when he died was starting to smoke weed. heheh :thumbsup:
That was very sweet, thankyou for sharing it with me. I am sorry that you lost your dad when you were younger, atleast you were comforted by his words.

Peace:rasta: