i feel like i'm not progressing to where i want to be, and all this time i am spending NOW seem like a distraction to some of my main goals to happiness.
and i'm not dwelling on death. i am using its concept (we are progressively dying) as a realization
I read this post because thats what i felt like when i woke up this morning. Death, I got a stomach virus, and feel like shit.


anyway, I understand what you are saying, but everyday is progress to another, if you decide to take it as such. Otherwise you are just living one of those 20,000 days in idle.

Pay attention and absorb the information in every class. You never know when a silly bit of class with help you in the future. I've been suprised by how much 'useless information' i have used on jobs and in conversation. learn learn learn.

Take every interaction with anyone you meet as serious as you can. This is just like class, except this class will allow you to learn how other people work and think. This class doent give you any credits, but will allow you to navagate in any social enviorment better then ever(work, school, bars, whatever) plus you never know what someone could say to you that can spark a total change in direction for your life.
Remember you have the power to change your life at anysecond. You are who you are because of your enviorment, you are who you are tomorrow because you can decide to be. When you have an idea, lets say working out daily, you can acomplish that idea if you really decide to. Society and culture are both prisions. Although you may be trapped in a rat race, your mind is still free as long as you allow it to be.

blackdog, in what ways do you want to change your life?
Skrappie Reviewed by Skrappie on . i woke up, and i am dying i am dying why can i not remember this? i feel like somedays i waste life doing things to perpetuate myself into this system called society why am i trying? i'm DYING, why can i not remember this? but if i left what i know, where would i go? where would home be? right on the sea, the stars and me Rating: 5