Dear God;

Why did you put me in crippling pain every day of my life since I was 16, even though I devoutely believed in you till I was 19, and was the most peaceful and moral person I could possibly be? Now I'm almost 22 and because of this constant burden I've had no romantic relationships of any sort, very little social life, I can't work, can't get disability (complicated buerocratic bullshit), had to drop out of school recently because all the tramadol in the world can't ease the pain anymore as it gets worse...not to mention the mind-wrecking daily pain that causes the depression and occasional emotional breakdown where I desperately try to find heroin or morphine just to make it stop, and end up smashing body parts into walls for the endorphine rush/temporary relief when I can't find any.

If that's part of his plan, his plan is to stop everything good from happening in my life, and stop every possibility of it being sucessfull as I once dreamed. Absolutely no good has or ever will come out of this shithole situation that has impeded every aspect of my life. God is bullshit, but if he did exist I'd send him a good FUCK YOU BUDDY... because seriously, only the hugest asshole would let shit like that happen. Just look at the "mysterious" ways he imparted his "love" to slipknotpsycho.
mrdevious Reviewed by mrdevious on . If you could ask one question to God what would it be? Fun right? I'd ask him why women had to be so complicated. Rating: 5