i am a stoner, and i'm not exactly on the best path in life towards success...

but it has little to do with drugs (if any at all) i was bullied a lot in school, as a result, every school year i'd miss more than half it, refusing to go... (i got my ass kicked by the foot ball teams, half the class ect.. and brutally, it wasn' tjust like a couple trouble makers made fun of me...)

it ended up hurting me alot, life wise... grandma held me back in grades so my size/mentality could be greater then those around me, eventually led to homeschooling.... after putting in years of work, eventually i found out, it wasn't a program reconized by the state i live in..

so it was all for nothing... by this tiem i was 18+... i decided to go back to public school, had no problems, but my graduating depended on being enrolled in an accelrated program.. so i could graduate in 2 years instead of 4 (when you're 20, atleast in my state, state no longer provides school for you, reguardless of yoru grade, you have to pay for it day by day...)

so i'm 18, going back to the 9th grade (remember, homeschooling eventually came back as nothing, all those years of work were pointless because it wasn't reconized by my state...) so i went back to highschool, 9th grade, at 18... i had 2 years to graduate before we'd have to pay for it (at the time we coudln't even fathom affording it, i dobut we could even afford it now) eventually after a few months actually of doing everything i was to do, keeping A's my guidence counselor told me i wasn't goign ot be admitted into the accelerated prgoram and i was goign to have spend 2 years paying for my highschool education..

why keep goign after all that crap? i can't afford to pay for the last 2 year... no employer was ever going to be like "well, you don't have a high school diploma but you lasted til the 11th grade"...... so i threw in the towel then and there...