Well it's about time you go into ER let alone a doctor.

As you know, I have testicular cancer, and while the symptoms do sound familar, you'd be in either major pain and dead if you had testicular cancer, especially after 10 months.

But none the less, it's important that you go. If you do have a major diagnosis, apply for your state medicare and supplemental SSI programs. It won't cover all your bills, but at least the bulk. You'd be going broke, but that's not as important as your life.