I've been locked out of my house in a blizzard in the dead of winter in northern Michigan in nothing but jeans and a tee shirt. I know fucking cold, and I was miserable, and hypothermic. I dunno why I said that shit, but yeah, don't do that. he's right. But god damn me to fuckin HELL for all eternity if I take an animal that I really don't know WHAT it's feelings are on being killed in those ways (not all humans want to go out quick like that, in fact a good many DON'T. I sure as hell do NOT want to be killed by my best friend with a giant hammer or any of that instead of die slowly of sickness. I really would rather go out peacefully. I wouldn't put a rat down, I'd let it die in peace, which is how I'd like to go. I follow the golden rule, as I know you do too, it's just I'd like to be treated different. I feel sane, I'd just rather take the suffering so that I can have every single minute of life I possibly can, because life is the one thing I cherish above all else. I can handle pain, but I'd rather die as old as is physically possible. Is this insane to you?

man I'm pissy today