I cn respect your habbit if you do it out of enjoyment. Hell, I enjoy some pain myself

Sorry about your Uncle though, I'm sure that can be rough But I can relate to being made fun of as a kid. I was always the fat kid (well until I got buff playing football ha! Love the drunken brawl now!). Anyways, jsut don't let people get to you. The way I look at it is this; your all you've got, so fuck everyone else! I'm not discounting being nice to people, I'm just saying when it comes down to people, fuck 'em Maybe you get what I mean maybe not haha