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12-16-2004, 03:35 AM #31OPSenior Member
Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...
I also get kind of a rush from it...I guess...I feel like I am so close to death (When I cut, I am usually suicidal) I think about God and how perfect the after life will be...but, I never cut all the way because my fear of what death may be....if I find out there isnt a God...Id be more lost then I am now...so I choose not to go all the way...but just the cut...reminds me Im alive...and brings me back to reality...
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12-16-2004, 03:46 AM #32Senior Member
Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...
I cn respect your habbit if you do it out of enjoyment. Hell, I enjoy some pain myself
Sorry about your Uncle though, I'm sure that can be roughBut I can relate to being made fun of as a kid. I was always the fat kid (well until I got buff playing football ha! Love the drunken brawl now!). Anyways, jsut don't let people get to you. The way I look at it is this; your all you've got, so fuck everyone else! I'm not discounting being nice to people, I'm just saying when it comes down to people, fuck 'em
Maybe you get what I mean maybe not haha
I see a red door and I want it painted black / No colors anymore I want them to turn black / I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes / I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
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12-16-2004, 03:49 AM #33Senior Member
Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...
BTW, your talk of suicide worries me a lot
I have had a couple close freinds with similar feelings, and I always try to look out for them cuz I'm loyal to my freinds like that. Anyways, I do know what your talking about, and I know a couple other people who feel like that, so its not weird like some may think.
I see a red door and I want it painted black / No colors anymore I want them to turn black / I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes / I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
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12-18-2004, 07:04 AM #34Senior Member
Poetry spoken in picture form...a story of my past...
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