Thank you Mr Devious.

Im certainly thankful for your help. I DID notice some irrationality the other day. She thought I was home when she returned, swore to death she saw my car parked and then it was gone and I wasn't home. So then she began interrogating me as if I was cheating on her. In that tone. I began to get anxiety cause I can't handle being accused when I had no idea what she was talking about and I was confused because I couldn't believe how she could believe she saw my car. I've known her all my life it seems, and I know when she breaks down she gets pretty out of her mind. Its so wierd how her mind will almost check out. Things have happened to her in the past, plus her mom went through this before. I'm just realizing how much of a wreak she thinks she is based on things I find out about her past, plus how she lives now based on reactions to those events. So.. Sigh I'm an asshole. I just wish I could do something.

I'll forward all that to her mom, trouble is, her mom is as good as dead, her father is a controlling acid head. Delusional to the fullest so she'd get stressed about everything and smoke till she got cancer of the lung, it had spread to her brain. They operated and then she was in remission. She doesn't want radiation. The FIRST thing to do for her recovery would be to get her out of her environment. That man creates the cancer imo. That level of stressful household is not healthy whatsoever and its being proven. My gf got a bit of that as she's a bit wierded out like her mom but hardly as bad as the girl got everything she wanted and was taken care of in most aspects. She was a rich girl to me. As I've come from poverty, self educating the skills I have yadda yadda. My grandfather has prostate cancer, and his life just crumbled after surgeries and radiation, only to find it spread to other places......... /sigh His attitude changed and he's very negative, killing himself faster imo. I'm such a happy person and I feel so crushed that life was decided and we can't control our reactions enough to spiritually heal ourselves. No disease can live in a body that is in harmony with it self. That man you speak of is proof. I've heard of many to control their thoughts and emotions so carefully they bring themselves to health. Being a firm believer of that ol power of thought. I think its the most effective, as well as the most difficult. I'll sit down with her and give her a good hug and tell her I'm here behind her. I felt anxious about it. Thanks again bro.