don't take this the wrong way but you have to realize that this "love" you have for her is temporary, maybe you're at the climax now where its hardest to get your bearings. its like being lost at sea with all the pot in the world. you would kill to be where you are but sooner or later you're gonna get the munchies for something else. when that happens you'll be much more eager to find solid ground.

if you're 18 then you probably haven't had very many serious relationships and while you think you can be as mature as you need to be to support her you will get worn out and feel cheated somewhere down the line.

look for something more promising. when you're 'in love' like that, consider yourself as blind as a tree, and you'll probably react as fast too.


sorry to be a downer. get your life together and things will be mucho better.