just for the record, i also believe (or would very much like to believe) that one day were all going to be able to see the whole and not just "us, us, us". id imagine it would have something to do with viewing dimension 3 as a whole through a greater understanding of dimension 4. how this would come about though, im not sure. but life is fucking weird. i always hate how my psyche loves to remind me how unstable life is and how i really can only see a tiny fraction of the big picture. to put that short, im unsatisfied with the limits of my mind. hopefully i will have a good life here, embrace death and see whats next without to much conflict.

Quote Originally Posted by devon420
I'm a prisoner of my own ignorence and emotions
I know nothing,
and trying to figure it out and trying to understand gets me no where
no where but wanting to kill myself

so i am done.
i'm done with existing
I am nothing
and it cost me my suffering and my life.
thats pretty depressing..i know how you feel though. totally. but dont fall victim to the shit your mind tries to get you to fall victim to. i have to constantly remind myself that and it only works sometimes. being depressed about life wont do you SHIT. go buy into some senseless crap for a while, raise your mood. then sit down in a peaceful quiet place, close your eyes and think about the problem. a joint would help with that, too.
or something like that :thumbsup:
MagicalHerb Reviewed by MagicalHerb on . I've discovered the answer to everything. Take a look at what life is, its the experiences of part of a whole so we have life <whole, whole=whole so what does whole-life=? Something else must be occupying the unknown part...so what is it? could it be death? I always thought of death as the whole however because when you die everything that was unique to you dies as well. so you are back at the whole, or nothing either of which wouldn't work in the equation because nothing wouldn't have any bearing and whole is already included in Rating: 5