no one event has defined who i am.... but one day i will never forget, is the day i came home from college to the news that my Grandmother had been stabbed... thing is, i dunno if it made me a better person or not, cuz whenever i think about it, i visualize in my head, him attacking her, i'm filled with such a rage that i can't tell whats right from whats wrong.

i don't know if i want him to be released from prison or not, for fear of what I might do