"I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The proper function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days in trying to prolong them. I shall use my time." Jack London

Take a step bk, look inside and find yourself. You will learn a lot of things and discover that your life is worth making t most of. If u live each day too die it will cause nothing but damage, instead hold ur head up high and believe u can make t most of who u are. If u have faith in yourself u will have faith in life.

Hope things get better for u babes n hope tht helps xxx