thanks alot guys. i didnt realize i hadnt posted a reply...sorry it took so long ..some very good advise there, i now feel alot more comfortable with the idea of dieing, i still think about it but not everday like i was then...im not going for the organized religion because in my eyes they have the same amount of proof as i do....
thank you 4252
i now love watchin the sun rise and set its amazing being alone and just thinkin, watchin..amazing feeling....i love it
i cant thank you guys enough