Yeah...Im not really thinking of changing myself, I just feel really annoying -- like, I dont fit. I dont really fit anywhere except with the "burned-out" cause they seem to accept me...I dont know...it feels weird. I dont try to be what others may assume to be as "moronic" I do things not because I think itll be stupid or because I think its the smartest thing to do...I do it for the experience, to find out the outcome instead of always wondering. I may make some annoying topics, but thats just me babbling on about useless things to help me pass the time by during my 1st hour. I think you all are great people, but its almost like I am a shadow....gone...like Mcbeths "Out out breif candle, life is but a walking shadow..." I feel like that candle, and so I feel that I should experience everything atleast once. I get a thrill from dangerous stuff, I love adventure -- at all costs and at all risks.

So...I might do stupid things to alot of you...but, I find them an adventure, a learning experience to find my own mind...I dont learn from others mistakes...I have to make my own before Ill recognize how wrong it is. I like the hard way.

So, I just apologize for any thing I may of said that could had offended anyone, and Im sorry to those who find my mind feeble (though, it is...but it is still growing) and hope for peoples understanding...because thats all that can be given or done...

So, everyone take care...